Hey dudes. I've been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder so

>>25426151
That's why most people go off their meds dude. When you're flying is better than any drug you can put in your body or any liquor in the land. I know. It almost makes the week's I sit in the dark staring at nothing without the will to even get up to piss when I come down worth it.

>>25426151
Get used to it desu. When I was on meds for depression, the whole of reality definitely had that sort of a film of unreality over it, but it being noticeable faded after a month or so.

Bear in mind that the primary purpose of the meds is to stabilise you so that you can function. Yeah, you don't get the highs, but you also don't get the paralysing (and potentially lethal) lows. So get used to the feeling of the meds, adapt to the new you, and find some stuff to do that'll take your mind away from it/make you feel good.