Half /soc/ half /r9k/ post:
Looking for advice on working past some repressed sexual feelings. The area I live in is very lame when it comes to accepting any deviant behavior. It has taken a long time to even admit certain things myself.
Anyway, I'm a crossdresser who is into /traps/trans/other CDs. There is a hefty cum obsession on top of that. Sadly, I chicken out of having another dick in the mix. Hell, I don't even swallow my own cum because the will to do so is lost directly on orgasm.
My question to you is, what's a nice way to ease into this? Some things to keep in mind:
I'm not very submissive
Don't care too much if I top, bottom, stick to blowjobs, or just masturbation together.
Anyone even remotely feminine when dressed up is okay.
Pics like this are very related, as it makes me hungry every time I watch.
not even joking, good way to ease into it is to post pics of yourself and get feedback. improve where you can and soon enough you'll feel more comfortable in your own skin. at least thats what I did