>Been 4 years since i've had sex
>20yo already
>had good HS life i think (5 gf)
>girls thought i was funny and "different"
>15yo
>bored and looking for shit on yt to waste my time instead of studying i found a toon i liked as a kid
>marathoned teen titans
>tried one of those anime series on yt
>liked harem comedy
>some amerindian friend told me about shakugan no shana
>started obsessing over japanese cartoons
>later, after graduating (15yo) spent all summer watching anime 24/7 literally, and avoided my friends
>managed to watch more than 70 in 2 months
>most of them were harem comedies
>literally got brainwashed
>after summer it was awkward to talk to anybody
>never felt the same confidence again
Don't worry I didn't fuck american girls. I live on Spain and I liked pale-skin brunettes and mostly spanish girls. Never understood latin girls.
Please, anons is there anything I can do to improve my style?
I still manage to attract some girls but it always ends up in dissapointing faces and awkward situations where I try too much and feel pathetic or just get tired of the same game bullshit and tell her that I don't give a fuck about her goddamn life.
You activated your autism almonds, there isn't anything you can do now, ascend further so you reach a critical autism mass.
Are you poo in a loo?
>>25297668
Honestly im surprised you ever had sex. with how you look.
>>25297668
U from Suriname? U look like Coba's friend.
>>25297754
I always was pretty much sincere and crude with everyone. But I started to get fat and emotional (15yo) and now i'm kind of fat. I remember making them laugh a lot with popular stuff and talked to them and making them follow me or hugging each other. Then I told them if they ever kissed someone and looked them in the eyes. The last one i had was pretty much a whore who only got interested because I was fit and never took shit from the rest.
How do you talk to girls now?
I'm pretty much retarded in terms of fashion and looks. I also am pretty much what the first anon said. I'm a STEM guy also.
I also started to develop again a social phobia. What the hell how the fuck do I get out of this stupid cycle of self-hate.
>>25297958
By not being a pussy
Get out of your comfort zone you cuck
>>25297746
Nope. Peruvian.
>>25298363
Its cuz your a indio race mix. Don't have kids they'll end up like you.
>>25299793
Incas were better than europeans tho.