I am looking for a gf, be it ldr or in real life. I think i'm

>>25256850
im tired of being alone but Im still deeply inlove with my ex.. so im fucked atm..

>>25257035
That's the worst

>>25256850
>>25257035
I know that feeling, it sucks.

>>25257087
>>25257105
it is shitty..
I left him so he could travel and be happy with his life and it totally destroyed me inside, but he is happy and thats all that matters to me...

>>25257112
I don't want to assume anything but whether you're male or female that's fucking beautiful and real love/care.

>>25257117
fem.
Unfortunately we can't be together right now, but I have this feeling that we will rekindle in the future.. I honestly have no idea how I could love again. He completed me and I stopped treated him the way he deserved to be treated.. I feel like a piece of shit about my actions and I do anything to take them back, but this is my karma and I hope for letting him be happy and free I will receive good karma back..
My heart fucking hurts anon..

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>>25257125
I was going to say maybe he'd come back to you but I didn't want to pour salt in a wound. Are you both young? You left him? Why can't you travel with him

>>25257138
thats what i am hoping but I dont want to get myself worked up..
we are both young, only 20 and 22.
I would travel with him but have too many ties holding me back, 2 cats, furniture, all my shit with no where to take it all really..
We are broke and he is just traveling, I cant feel that extra stress of travelling with nothing..
Plus our relationship hit a down word plunge because we got into drugs real bad and it changed both of us for the worst..
we need time to heal and grow..