SELF HATE THREAD List all the things that make you hate yourself

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>Fat
>Short
>Huge nipples
>Mental illness
>Never happy
>People tell me I'm smart but my grades are piss poor
>I have no motivation or goals for the future, I don't think I'll get too much further without an heroing
>Always stressed out, even when I have days off I'm physically unable to unwind
>Too anxious out to take my meds sometimes so I just spiral out
>Have a crush on someone who will never reciprocate
>Blotchy skin, ugly face

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>have traumatic brain injury from time in service that complicates my life daily
>get confused easily
>lose track of things as soon as I put them down
>blank out several times a day, just totally forget everything I'm doing
>have trouble remembering names, dates, times, you name it
>all of this makes me angry
>frustrated monkey angry
>lash out a lot
>feel like shit for lashing out
>friends keep an heroing and dying
>have a mildly concerning prescription drug habit
>own a lot of guns and constantly think about an heroing, but won't because fuck gun grabbers
>trade oxy and hydrocodone to this 18 y/o chick for head and occasionally pussy
>Take out a lot of frustration on her, can tell she doesn't enjoy it
>think about an heroing again
>only have one friend
>he's on a ship for the next year, so I'm basically all alone
>only see my daughter every other weekend
Life blows man.

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>wiry hair
>big nose
>square jaw
>crooked teeth
>big boobs
>chubby
>stretch marks on hips and thighs
>body acne
>bad anxiety
>depression

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>Chubby
>Perfectionist to a fault about my job and have a very specialized skillset that nobody else in my department has, which means I'm always going back and redoing other people's work
>Nocturnal, so no real social life. Can't get to sleep earlier than 3 a.m. at best
>Have an irrational fear of driving long distances
>One of my favorite hobbies is basically defunct — I RP, and my weird schedule, among other things, caused my regular group to break down
>Other major hobby really isn't something you'd expect a person like me to be doing, and I haven't met anyone who shares this hobby who I can tolerate
>Losing my fluency in a language I fell in love with a few years ago because nobody around to speak it with
>Know that most of my problems are because of my job, but love the job itself too much to quit

>spent my entire marine corps career in a VA hospital and wounded warrior battalion at Camp Pendleton(feels bad man
>have chronic migraine 24/7
>seizures
>nightmares
>fat
>hypersexual