I turned 21 today. Not that it's anything to complain about, it's just got me thinking about how much of my life I have wasted and ruined doing pointless stupid things. I know I need to be better, and I need to try harder to be better than I am. I'm a virgin, mostly cause I fucked up hard the couple chances I had to change that, along with being pretty fat in high school. Hopefully I can be better. Maybe someday I won't be the dope head loser I am now. Maybe I can make a real connection with somebody. Maybe.
I would tell you all that there is hope for everyone, that losing weight and being confident and going to college will make things better for you. But no matter how much you lie to yourself, no life is worth living alone. I guess I'm gonna keep on going then, even if it hurts more every time someone ghosts out of my life. Enjoy sliding down this razor blade we call life while you can kiddies, nothing lasts forever.
Have I any pleasure in the death of the wicked, says the LordGod, and not rather that he should turn from his way and live? “Therefore I will judge you, O house of Israel, every one according to his ways, says the LordGod. Repent and turn from all your transgressions, lest iniquity be your ruin. Cast away from you all the transgressions which you have committed against me, and get yourselves a new heart and a new spirit! Why will you die, O house of Israel? For I have no pleasure in the death of any one, says the LordGod; so turn, and live."
>>25004199
you don't get to talk about life
you're 21
assuming you graduated highschool at 17 or 18 and moved out of your parents basement
you've been an adult for merely 3 or 4 years
prior to that you've had someone else paying your bills and buying your groceries
you have no life experience to speak of
especially as by your own admission you're a dope-head
stop complaining
get off your ass
and do something with your life
>>25004199
And once you're not a virgin you'll realize that having sex doesn't give you any sort of actual fulfillment in life.
>>25004525
I guess I am not really a virgin, life fucks me every day.