So I have an interesting question, /soc/ (/b/ referred me here)

Honestly I've thought this for a while. But it never happens. Truth is I'm not gay. Just Like people are born gay. Some aren't. You're curious, but not gay at all. So you never follow through.

>>24986571
At the same time I really, really want to follow through, even if I don't like it, just so I can say I did it and can cross that box off. Sucking cocm doesn't hurt anyone when both parties are clean.

I just need a small shove in the right direction.

I'm in the same boat, OP. Except for the weird blackmail thing. I've posted on craigslist a few times and ducked out at the last minute. Mostly I don't want to get murdered. If I could only find a guy to be friends with who had an understanding that I want to try sucking his cock...

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I'd enjoy ordering someone around that way, but it seems a little crazy on your part: why would you entrust an anon stranger with personal details that they could leak? They could leak them either way for the lulz, or they could blackmail you to do other stuff. I mean unless they gave you similarly risky personal details you could leak too, but same deal, why would they do that?

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>>24986659
>why would you entrust an anon stranger with personal details that they could leak?

Because it's that vulnerability that is so sexually arousing.

>they could leak them either way for the lulz, or they could blackmail you to do other stuff

While if they did it for the lulz I'd be a little disappointed, it'd be hot as fuck if they ordered me to do more. That ownership aspect is incredibly attractive.

>I mean unless they gave you similarly risky personal details you could leak too, but same deal, why would they do that?

They don't have to. They can remain completely anonymous. There's no reason for me to know anything about them except that they have information that would be socially disastrous if it got out; thus forcing my hand at sucking a cock or who knows what else.

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Fetlife seems like an obvious site to look for an experienced master/mistress for this. Or post a throwaway email here for applicants.

>>24986699
Good ideas all around

If anybody wants to be my no holds barred mistress or master, email me at [email protected]

>>24986699
This is a really nice cock, is suck it.

You're looking for an altruist. No dom will want to waste their time ordering you to suck a cock if they can't see proof of it. Just be honest about the dude you're meeting up with. Say you're new to it and just want to try it. There are loads of people that can treat you right.

>>24986772
>No dom will want to waste their time ordering you to suck a cock if they can't see proof of it.

Why wouldn't I provide video or photographic evidence of it? No proof = no follow through, which = release of information

Agree to meet in a public location like a coffee shop so you can get comfortable with them and trust them.

>>24986565
Set up a glory hole at your place. Make the guy come to you. Then, you can't pussy out last minute because he left his house 10 minutes ago. It's not like you'll lock your door and turn the guy away.

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>>24987235
I'd rather they be anonymous to be honest. They have all the power, I have none. I can't tell them no or stop them in anyway; it takes all the decision making away from me. I *have* to do it if they say.