> Curious 21 year old male here > I really want to suck

My first time was a bit rushed. I was 14 and wanted to have sex in the worst way. So one day my group of friends are all hanging out over a friends house sleeping over. Everyone goes to sleep and me and this other dude are the only guys doing anything. He brings up that he found out i'm bi through another gay guy I'd talked to (i'm super closeted), he goes on to tell me that he's bisexual. There's a bit of silence and then he asks if I want to suck his cock, I was so horny back that I didn't really care that he was pretty ugly looking to me and small. I crawled over to him on the couch and just began sucking him. It made me feel so dirty and excited. He got a bit more adventurous and then had me get on all fours and fucked me ass, it smelled like shit though since neither of us knew anything about anal and stopped pretty quickly after feeling how painful it was. After we cleaned up I finished him off with a handjob. I still talk to the guy but we don't really mention the sex, I think he's straight. I'm pretty much gay.

My first time I was 15. I was sharing a room in a caravan with my best friend, and throughout the stay we'd stay up late into the night talking. Eventually we came to the topic of me being bi (which he knew) and he asked me if I've ever done anything etc..He soon asked if I'd suck him off. When he said it my heart started pounding, I was super nervous but do excited at the same time. Such a rush. It took me a while to persuade myself over to him, but I did and have never regretted it. He had a big cock, nearly 8", so it was literally a mouthful, but I loved every second of sucking him off. After that first time we did it almost every night for the next week, sometimes twice. Once he climbed on top of me and came all over my face and just left me laying there. Horniest I've ever been. Sucking cock is the best, but you're right to take it slow. Make sure it's someone you can trust, and I found having some connection made it that little bit better

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>Why are you only implying all of these questions, rather than asking them?