All I wanted to do was reaaurect magic by learning everything I'm STEM that I could. And now this
I was so anxious to absorb Information that I forgot to defend my own long term emotions. I let other people dictate how I should feel about everything.
I love my baby. I really do.
I just want to learn again. Learn fluidly . freely. And not feel like its all for the purpose of surviving the end of the world even though it is.
I do have a sliver of hope.
And I don't want to get too old without having a family .
I wanted to buy time so that I could really dedicate my life to connecting all the dots
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What did you do.