Hi this is my story.. I'm 22, I'm very straight and

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Hi this is my story..

I'm 22, I'm very straight and forward person that overthinks too much.. I like to engage in conversations, I maybe hold grudges for too long aswell but it is what it is..

Here's the thing.. I noticed that being in a fake group of friends has always effected me in a wrong way.. First time I gained alot of weight(going out drinking, was in very bad mindset, failed first year of uni) and then I stopped going out, hanging with that group and I lost 44 lbs and was fit, I managed to pass the subject I had problems on... In positive mindset.. But I was missing interaction with people

I think it's starting to happen again tho.. There's another group where I literally wasted so much money for alcohol (one of the problems was them telling me they'll go out drinking then they showed up outside of a club, wasted where I couldnt get my alcohol in).. Eitherway, what Im trying to say is, I know friends that are not 2 faced but they all seem to share same thing with me.. They dont often go out, they do go out, but not often.. Or they're already in a group where others are fake..

What are your suggestions? If I focus on my own things sure I will advance there, but nobody wants to end up "lonely" right? How will I find the right partner and the right group in the future? thanks for ur answers