Feels thread tiem. I'll go first (though I don't know

> tfw you don't feel things for people around you
> tfw you don't can't even get yourself closer to your family
> tfw the only things that keeps you alive is to achieve your very own greatness that also solidify the spirit of independence and loneliness
> tfw when you wanted to go for the sissy way of life and your lack of motivation stopped you. And yet, saved you.

>be trans
>transitioning for almost a year, things are going pretty well
>average looks, hrt has helped a lot
>have something like bpd or avpd but not a complete autist
>relationships are non-existent, people are either always too clingy and I can't return what they feel or its the other way around
>almost everything is anxiety inducing, used to have panic attacks on a regular basis
>being an anxious mess has made me a NEET for the last two years
>therapy helps but its all the same shit
>"oh anon, you could just go out and look for jobs and people will help you"
>nobody seems to care enough to follow through

halp

>tfw kissless virgin at 32
>tfw no friends since high school
>tfw shit job and no idea how to get better one other then keep applying for IT jobs even though you don't personally feel you could do them but you don't want to go back to retail and you have no idea what else you could do
>tfw still living with mom and don't make enough to move out
>tfw a host of personality/psychological disorders (nothing officially diagnosed) that I haven't been able to get rid of through medication or therapy that get in the way of solving my issues
>>tfw you didn't get your wizard powers at 30 despite being a virgin

The internet lied to me yet again!

>tfw when your cat wont show the amount of affection you want it too
>tfw when your cat isn't even fat
>tfw your cats too cute for you to handle and it makes you cry

>>24588354
Cat's are tsundere motherfuckers. You have to take your time to show i affection before it reciprocates.

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>rfw drunj as fug
>Tfw No gf

>>24588386
I second this, cats are hella tsundere!

also thanks to everyone's who posted

I'm living with boyfriend in one-sided relationship.

I like him as a friend but not romantically, but I know he'd be devastated if I left, so I stick around for now. I'm in my late 20s and know exactly what I want from a relationship and partner, and he's not it. He's pretty much the polar opposite of what I want in many ways. I had feelings for the first 2-3 months after we met and I tried very hard to get an idea of what he'd be like in person (we started as an LDR).

He's the type that has to make noise all the time, whether it be making a dull comment on something, making noises, or singing whatever is in his head. I prefer people who are quiet until they have something engaging to say, and I find his constant vocalizations to be annoying or embarrassing.

He's negative and quick to anger. I hate going anywhere with him because 70% of what comes out of his mouth.is just ranting about random strangers, calling kids stupid just for being kids, referring to women as "bitch" or saying they have "booty", He doesn't see people as people.

We conflict on a lot of political points, though I've engaged with him and mildly changed his views.

He used to go full nerd-rage at games, and I'm a child abuse survivor with diagnosed PTSD so I can be triggered (not Tumblr triggered, but full on catatonic, crying, shaking triggered) by angry yelling and slamming, He knew this, but he didn't actually start working on fixing his anger issues until he sent me into a full-scale panic.

I've calmly confronted him about his issues, but he always makes excuses or deflects blame ("I wouldn't be so angry at people if they weren't so stupid"). I'm probably going to sit him down for a talk in another month or so, but I think he's beginning to catch on that the relationship is dead.

>>24588457

Show body anon.

>tfw extremely abused/neglected by parent from infancy
>tfw no parental figures
>tfw lost in life and just want a daddy/mommy who understands me
>tfw never had time finding girls or guys to be with but none of them like above
>tfw crying multiple time a day and rarely leave the house
>tfw gonna kms

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>tfw I used to be a depressed, ectomorph dweeb who only cared about vidya
>tfw I started going to the gym every other day, got a job 4 days a week, go to school 3 days a week
>tfw I get intimidating as fuck, redpilled as fuck and let weight lifting and testerone do its thing
>tfw I get to finish up my degree, start hunting for traps to stick my dong in
>tfw im no longer a biggity bitch, left my room, put all my anxiety and worry into weight lifting and school just as the sjw lgbtqbbq crybaby empire is crumbling and trump is elected
>Deadass its hours be lit senpai

>>24588457
Sorry I don't feel confident enough, plus I'm fat, so I'd attract all kinds of hate here

>>24588805
Welcome to the world. Just wait until you're in your 30s.

Everybody is going to have some shitty quirks. These are called idiosyncrasies.

Relationships require compromise, and they always fade.

Sucks, doesn't it?

>>24588347
Damn dude no friends
How do you like function aave you tried drugs?

>>24589558
escapist shit like anime, vidya, and comics are my drugs. Also booze and copious amounts of masterbation

can these be happy feels? or is this just a sad feels thread?

>>24590397
happy feels welcome too, might cheer the rest of us up.

>tfw no one wants to talk to you ever.

>tfw only attracted to short slim guys with cute elfin faces
>tfw every guy i find like that is taken
>tfw try so hard to date other guys but cannot get past the fact i just don't find them attractive
>tfw will probably never get a boyfriend

I wish I could be one of these girls that love tall strong bearded guys because there's a shit ton of those where I live but I just can't.

>Tfw when a cute girl from a sister store is talking about how cute and sweet I am
>Tfw I have the biggest crush on a girl that lives on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean

>>24590499
Where do you live? I'm a short slim guy but I don't think I have elfin features

>>24590499
lol thats me FeelsGood

>fat
>been losing weight, but not enough for my liking
>feel worthless and lonely constantly
>was also sexually abused when younger
>have awful abandonment issues and feel dirty all the time
>no one will ever love me

>tfw you think about her every day
>tfw you probably never even cross her mind any more

>tfw 19 and never had a job
>tfw hopelessly a lonely neet
>tfw unattractive
>tfw gonna die a kv
END MY LIFE SENPAI

>>24588313
pls be my
>neet trans gf

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>be 19 femanon
>aut as fuck
>have 6 different diagnosed mental disorders
>raped as a child and gang raped at 17
>tfw super abusive alcoholic biological father dies when I'm 7
>entire family despises me
>what the HELL are relationships
>dissociate constantly and medication never works
>stopped taking meds 2 years ago
>alot better but now I'm just waiting to spontaneously self destruct
>tfw will probably never know what actual love feels like
>tfw I've been dead inside for years but I constantly make jokes and memes to make myself feel better
>tfw waiting for the day I actually kill myself

>>24591610
shit man that sounds rough, hit me up if you need someone to talk to or vent

>>24591470
sorry anon, I like girls

>Tfw kissless loser
>tfw perversion and lack of social skills drive people away
>tfw not really good at anything
>fail at meeting people on snapchat and kik
>tfw sleeping habits extremely bad

>having a bad night last night
>really suicidal
>had bad dream that I came out to my parents and they disowned me
>post on social media that I'm feeling really down
>good friend messaged me asking if he could have my new computer if I killed myself
> couldn't even ask if I was okay
>didn't offer me any support
>didn't even apologize

All I want for Christmas this year is the will to live

>>24592144
Do you need a hug

>>24592144
What a piece of shit, it will all be okay anon

>be 23 femanon kissless virgin
>too anti-social to talk to people
>went to mental hospitals then treatment centers from 9-16 for anxiety and depression
>tfw only girl on 4chan who wasn't raped
>was fat whole life
>tfw I convinced myself if I lost weight I would be happy
>lost weight
>suddenly people are kinda into me
>lost more weight, started doing my makeup and cut my hair
>male attention embarrasses me but also excites me cause I never had it before
>tfw fat girl mentality in a small body
>constantly self-conscience and have low self-esteem
>tfw my mother doesn't have an insult to call me anymore so she tells me I'm worthless
>male coworker tells me what he wants to do to me
>go to his house, we smoke weed because I am too nervous to keep a conversation
>eventually we go to his room and he ties me down and can tell I'm a virgin - still have my hymen lol
>refuses to take virginity and proceeds to eat me out until I came
>fucked my mouth until he came
>drives me home
>haven't talked in 3 months
>co workers look at me weirdly now, pretty sure he told a few people about it, constant anxiety about that.
>depression kicks in again. I want to quit but my job is my life.

not as bad as 90% but still feelsbadman

>>24592449
Neckbeards are going to spam the shit out of you when they see this.

>>24592449
pics, contact, location, you are my gf now.

>>24592568
>>24592572
Lol

>tfw less than a month from being unemployed
>noone wants to hire me
>i will probably have to sell everything I own to keep on living.
>planning to stop talking to everyone i know and just go lie in a bush somewhere

>whilst mohammad/all fucking refugees gets apartments, money, free everything, I wont even get help with rent.

Gee, thanks a bunch Sweden.

>>24592568
lol
>>24592572
nah

>>24592449

W-why not contact anon.

>>24592449
>>tfw only girl on 4chan who wasn't raped
>that incident with your coworker

Well there's always something.

>tfw 21 virgin with no job
>tfw have no friends to hang out with
>tfw have confidence issues because family is very judgemental
>tfw all I want is attention but also hate being center of attention
>tfw all I want is one or two good friends to talk to
>tfw everyone I talk to ends up hating me

>Late Agust, get sick, 2 weeks, lose almost 10lbs, all lifts drop substantially
>Finally better, eating and hitting the gym again
>GF of almost 4 years leaves you early September, forcing you to move mid-semester
>Finally sort my life out by mid October; get sick for another 2 weeks, lose almost 10 lbs again
>down almost 20 lbs, August's warm-up weight is now a heavy working set
>Way behind on school work, wasted countless hours on fucking vidya
>Match hot, interesting girl; turns out she lives in another city

Fortunately, bros, I have become comfortably numb and things seem to be turning around. Just going to stay healthy, catch up on the school work, keep up the exercise, and fuck the rest of it.

>20, almost 21
>still living with parents
>no car or license, driving scares the fuck out of me
>shitty part time job that wont give me full time, but only job in walking distance
>winter is coming
>only human contact happens at work
>massive crush on co-worker who is 2young
>extremely lonely, but afraid of dating anyway
>not socially awkward, but no friends to talk to that aren't through a screen, and most coworkers are high school students
>intense clinical depression, small appetite, sleep like shit
>used to have ambitions and hobbies and shit, self hatred has squashed them
>now I just play vidya and listen to music
>what am I doing with my life

>>24593459
except that wasn't rape.

>>24588805
coprolalia is a serious condition and you're a shitty girlfriend

for real tho your bf sounds like a manchild, do you wanna come live with me instead? you can be my sugarbaby and I won't ever nerd rage

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>tfw abused as kid
>tfw used to be cute
>tfw used to be happy
>tfw one day I just broke
>lost gf after breaking
>dropped out of college soon after
>gained weight
>tfw gained 150lbs
>got job working with criminals (helping them not doing bad things)
>tfw I get yelled at I shake and can't think about anything (which happened a lot)
>tfw I work overnights now so I can just not worry about anyone
>tfw I want to be alone all the time but also want friends who understand at the same time
>tfw I want IRL friends to hang with but I don't feel comfortable with anyone
>tfw my best friends are just vidya friends

I'm not suicidal. I have just enough hope to get me through my days and nights. I don't know what happened, just one day I shut down. Maybe one day I'll turn on again...

>>24592175
Yeah, kinda

>>24592249
Thanks anon :)

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I haven't left my house in probably a year. Maybe two years, I'm not sure.

I spend all day every day going back and forth inside my head wondering if I should become a tranny or not. Every single day is spent answering a thousand hypothetical, imagining a thousand situations, outcomes, possibilities. Weighing benefits and what not.

I've been doing this for years now. It's more like a pass time I guess. I'm probably insane.

>>24588275
Hello OP. I hate you for complaining about romantic problems while female. There is a huge excess of males in the world. Single women have a ridiculously large array of options. You have no idea what suffering is.

>>24591610
What country are you in? Do they have some kind of decent social services?

>>24592594
Unironically kill them all. Write a manifesto first. It will draw attention to the problem.

>>24594439
>There is a huge excess of males in the world

This is not true. Women's ability to be sexually selective has very little to do with the quantity of men available.

>>24594456
Ages 0-50 it is true.

>>24594456
But yes, they could still pick the top 10% of males and form harems still, I suppose. The issue is that even a strictly monogamous society still massively screws over men when the ratio is like 107:100 as it is today.

>>24594458
Source? IIRC men are born slightly more often than women but it's offset by their higher early age mortality rates.

Hmph
Fuk u

she doesnt like me fuck

>>24594679
She liked me buy hated herself too much to stay
Fight me faggit I am far more depressed than you could ever be

>>24595356
at least your fault is not yours, while at my own case it was entirely mine

>ugly girl
>lose some weight
>still ugly
>due to illness my hair starts falling out
>don't have any friends
>guys never approach me
>get startled whenever I see myself in a reflective surface
>sometimes think 'oh fat woman' before recognising it's me
>guys never talk to me
>so desperate for affection that whenever a guy does something extremely tiny e.g. lending me a pen i immediately love him

just..

>>24595376
1) why not wear a wig?
2) post a picture, I want to see if you're as ugly as you think you are, usually girls bullshit about this

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>>24595655
i don't wanna admit defeat yet.. wearing a wig is pretty pathetic. :(
also consider this is snapchat filter, make up and doesn't show acne and general fatness

>>24595728
angled filtered picture doesn't really show what you look like but you're probably not obese, idk

post a body shot or a throwaway email/skype/kik/whatever if you don't want to post it here

>>24592013
Complete with no job and depression and anxiety. Lot of the latter. Dont go outside either

>>24595728
i know its a snapchat filter but you look cute in it, dont beat yourself up over it

>>24594267
Also like the other guy said... you may want to get rid of that "friend"

>>24595728
Using a filter kinda defeats the purpose...

>>24595728
>tfw you're my soc crush

>can't make friends because I don't have much to talk about
>can't have things to talk about because I don't have friends
>tfw no gf khv at 21
>pretty much a failure

Not even suicidal but I do feel like breaking down.

>>24595740
t-too anxious sorry
>>24595754
thank you..
>>24595761
frankly i can't really bear looking at non-filter pics of me, it makes me too sad.
>>24595784
I wish that was the case haha

>>24595795
Same

>>24595814
It actually is.
I dunno, but you're just so awfully cute.

>>24595814
I look like a hobo. Im sure you're fine.

>>24595824
heh i feel like i'm being made fun of
thank you though
>>24595826
post pic..

>>24595866
You're so insecure it is actually cute haha.
I'd really like to talk to you more, but I guess you don't really want that though.

>>24595756
I did, I blocked him and removed him from all social media. People are only my friends because I make decent money for being a full time student, and take advantage of my kindness

>>24595814
>>24595866
worthless cunt posting for validation, doesn't even think she's ugly I guarantee it, just wants you thirsty idiots to compliment her

>tfw promised my wife _forever_
> "All that I am, all that I was, all that I will ever be is yours."
>tfw wife died April 19, 2015
>tfw have chance to have relationship again with someone I know would be compatible
>tfw it's her best friend
>tfw I can't do it because when I even think about it there's a cold weight in my stomach and it feels like I'd be cheating on my wife; and not just cheating on her but cheating on her with her best friend.
>tfw I really meant forever

>21 f
>virgin and never been in a real relationship
>have bad hormonal acne on my face, which makes me avoid eye contact and social interaction
>have depression, social anxiety, and eating disorder
>confidence is shit
>boring/shy personality
>guys think I'm way too quiet
>can't look in the mirror without getting really sad

>girl
>average weight/average looking qt. curly hair, glasses, pale skin, tall
>first long term relationship ended because he cheated on me
>second ended because the age gap was too large and he didn't think I was the right fit
>every guy I've been with has said I'm perfect, ideal, etc. etc.
>crippling depression, anxiety, mild ocd (all professionally diagnosed)
>been hospitalized twice, praying it won't happen again anytime soon
>haven't found any meds that help yet
>all I want is to be loved and accepted and find a partner who is truly my other half
>would do anything to find a healthy and loving long term relationship
>day dream constantly about the perfect husbandu, with a cute little home where I'd make dinner and clean the bathroom
>in reality I'll definitely end up alone and sad with my cat


people say I'm young and the right person will come around, but I'm so inpatient!

Ive been deleting traces to me and have stopped communicating with all of my friends, moving a thousand miles wasnt enough. I also quit my job to get away from my coworkers and start a new one next week.

I'm not sure if I'm subconsciously preparing to die or if I'm trying to start a new life. But I'm kind of fine either way.

I want to disappear and for everyone to forget about me. Once my network is gone, I want to peacefully end my pain. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to think or to know anymore.

I have a few loose ends to tie up until then, but I'm kind of excited it could be over soon.

>be 22 haven't had sex since in 6 years.
>decide to see prostitute
>not fucking but I eat her out every time we meet.
>haven't heard from her in a couple of months.
> find out her real name and that she's in jail
>google her name and look her up in inmate database, she apparently shot and killed a man.

I still would want to meet with her and just talk, but I know it's weird that I found out about her and her real identity.

>Be last Saturday
>My mother had a heart attack last week and now is in the hospital for something else.
>After work I blow off seeing my mother in the hospital.
>I do this because I'm extremely lonely and the girl said she would meet me at the mall that day.
>She stands me up and it was a deliberate waste of my time.
>One of my mother's organs has shut down and they're probably going to have to operate.
>Now I have a stupid fucking cold And I don't want to get her even more sick in the hospital.
>I think I'm going to just give up, I'll buy and marry a W.German Sig p226.

>young guy
>very successful entrepeneur
>very introverted, mild form of aspergers, very difficult for me to deeply connect with people; keeps getting worse
>loneliness has hit me really hard; i have money and success but simply missing the ability to connect with anyone gives me crippling depression
>i remove myself from social media; i don't want people to know about my success in life, but it's impossible to hide it.
>my success is turning into fame, and it's my worst fucking nightmare
>can't figure out how to get out of this situation
I just want a peaceful life in a simple private villa in the forrest with a simple stay-at-home girl and an ugly lazy cat. I have made all of my dreams come true. Everything. But i forgot to take care of myself. I should have forced myself to socialize so that i could at least build up the social skills to find love one day. Now it seems like an almost impossible task.

>>24597201
I'm basically the same

Only change that I'm a man and that I want to find the perfect girl to take care of

>>24597158
I literally met a girl identical to you in grad school. Nice enough girl, but yes, way too quiet. Tried chatting to be polite because you know, fellow student, her quietness was offputting. Not sure if she was just shy or didn't like me. Either way, obviously wasn't gonna bother.

That's one thing to remember: the shyness can be taken for dislike. It's not your fault! And it's not fair. It's just that most people aren't quite that way, so people take it as a rebuff.

The best thing you can do is talk to people. Find several topics of small talk, look them up beforehand. Have a script. I know it sounds weird, but I did three years of work over the phone, having a guideline to what you're supposed to say helps. I learned a lot about what to say and how to say things properly.

Also, try to find a therapist. IF you have college, go to the free college one. If you don't, look into it anyway. Good luck!

>>24597201
You sound sweet. Good luck! Keep working with those professionals, depression and ocd is a bitch.

I personally take effexor. Isn't great for my depression, (though the change was gradual enough that maybe I just don't notice it?) but killed my anxiety problems dead, which was almost as good. Other people have mentioned I changed, so I probably have, just hard to notice from the inside out.

Again good luck! Although to ask more, how old are you? Do you have any current aspirations like school or work? Do you live on your own? Basic wellness questions, honestly.

>28
>has?had? A bf who's 6 years younger
>LDR, but he came to see me twice in our 2 year relationship.
>had a fight last Sunday, wants to end relationship.
>segue: we actually met here, virginity thread
>bf has social anxiety problems, as well as depression, he also has body-image problems. Says he should've met me at a later stage in life so he could "explore" more.
>me,very self-conscious, body image problems too stemming from years of low self-esteem from parents. I have PCOS, adenomyosis, predisposed diabetes and Chronic fatigue syndrome, and chronic depression among others.
>i ask him a lot of he flirts around when we're not together, if he thinks im pretty, stuff like that. I want hime to make friends though even if it's the opposite sex. He doesn't have any friends because of above-mentioned stuff he has.
>I have friends, but Im very dependant on him and his views about me. Made me lose weight but gained them again when I had a toxic job.
>find out last sunday, he's been talking to girls in a discord group and been flirting with them.
>asked more details but wont tell me. Tell me it's my fault because I often tell him im afraid that some day I might lose him over to a younger prettier more slim girl. Says its a self imposed prophecy.
>Im sad. Dont know what to do. But im gaining my composure and took a vacation that i really need.
>he can be very controlling, barks at me when I try to help him, get into fits of anger over WoW or skyrim.
>am no in a hostel trying to figure things out.
>just wanna talk to another soul :(

>>24598032
With all that money, you can travel the world! You don't need to socialize, just go about doing your own thing.

>>24598267
i can't. i need to keep my business going. i can't just stop and travel the world. I wish i could. And i want to do that one day... Besides, it wouldn't really solve my problem of feeling so alone. I'd just feel alone in another place.

>>24598388
Can't you take your work with you? I do freelance and it's fine. Besides, meeting a few locals would help. Or even fellow hostel mates.

>>24598255
Just leave him. He is not helping you in any way

>>24595958
That's rough... sorry to hear that

>>24598401
Blinded by love. But, I've been thinking long and hard.

>>24595866
Id rather not.

>>24598395
I CAN take it with me. Even for a couple of weeks. I suppose i'm too worried someone will need me to visit urgently or whatever.
I have horrendous social skills. But i do think following your advice would be a good idea.
Travelling would inevitably make me meet people. It's a good opportunity to grow social skills.

Thank you very much for your advice.

>>24597262
Im gonna hope you're doing the new life route

>>24598412
No worries. I'm rekindling my love of travel after this shitty stint with my bf or exbf. I dunno we're fixing it but.... *shrugs*

>>24598410
Havent been in a relationship so maybe its worse in your case but getting rid of someone toxic after you become attached to then is hard. But it may be better than staying there

>>24598432
Still clinging to that thin sliver of hope. But Idk, being away made me think a lot. Been talking to a counselor too. And a bunch of friends, online/offline

>>24592013
Gave up and got rid of both apps.

>>24598440
Good luck. I sometimes wonder if im better off alone.

>>24598457
Depends really. I had the same perception of the world but... You know, times change. I thought I fell in love with the right person.

>>24598465
I have a bad track record with love. Never had a gf before. That combined with my issues...

>>24598472
Same here. This is by far the longest I've had. Some would span for only 3 weeks.

>tfw you try so hard growing up to get some sort of validation and never got it, that it makes you give up on anything you try to do because what's the point
>tfw you were forced as a child to play tennis and had to practice every single day for multiple hours so you never had a childhood
>tfw you got beat because the school I went to wouldn't skip me grades. Get beat anytime I got lower than a 95 on anything.
>tfw your dad molested your sister but your not sure if he ever did anything to you because you've repressed it. You do remember him exposing himself a lot and that makes you wonder even more.

As you can tell I have a lot of issues stemming from being a kid.

>>24598482
Sounds shitty. You still live with your rents? Better get emancipated

>>24598480
Im still at zero...
>>24598482
Ouch...

>>24598487

Live alone. Im managing to eek out a meager lifestyle by myself.

>>24598494
Good for you. Have you seen a shrink about your repressed memories?

>>24598488
Some day anon. But don't push it. Did yoi have potential people before?

>>24598520
Push what?
Potential people?

>>24598528
Don't force loving someone if you aint ready. Potential gf's.

>>24598535
...not really sure how id be ready... and i dont think im ever getting one.

>>24598543
Yeah... Just lt it slide mate

>>24598554
uhhh what

>>24598565
Haha nothing. Forget it. Im not the right person to know anything

>>24598578
oh. sorry.

>be 24, male, quite good looking
>easy, chill job, that pays well
>do some stage stuff, big audience
>theoretically many friends, regarded as charismatic, funny etc.
>but depressed, horrible anxiety, can't keep in touch with people
>almost no real friends
>too much anxiety to seek professional help, experiment with drugs (at least the more harmless kind)
>tfw no gf, could never keep a relationship going, same with friendships, or conversations
>have money saved up, will quit job next year
>fear becoming full on neet instead of doing studies as planned
>just terribly unhappy and lonely

Holy shit this thread is depressing.
While I do have my own struggles, this made me feel happy I've never been abused and have a decent amount of self esteem.
Good luck to all of you getting your issues sorted out.

>>24594271
You want to talk hoss? kik is durhamshade. Just talk though, I wear a normie skin but I feel you.

>>24598032
Hey friend, I'm happy for you for your success in your work. I hope that you can achieve those aspirations. I imagine that in forgetting to take care of yourself you also have a hard time conceptualizing making plans to get yourself out of your "loop"/element and put yourself in situations to meet potential partners. It's hard. But starting is great. Signing up for art classes as the community center, dance classes, scuba lessons, outdoor living workshops, whatever your thing is will help you get outside and get more in contact with people and increase your odds of bumping into someone you like and could love. Cultivating social skills is hard, but throwing yourself into them and trying every time (forgiving yourself that evening if you fail) will eventually get you there. Good luck.

>>24598255
Post contact

>>24598667
Very limited right now. Skype?

>>24598664
thank you.
though your suggestions are rather difficult for me to do... I will do my best.

>>24598674
Go for it

>>24598695
qwerty.jane

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>>24597201
where do you live

I'm lonely and push everyone away because I'm a piece of shit so no one would ever want to be my friend or truly love me anyway. I always feel like people are doing me a favour by being around me. I do it to myself I guess but my emotions run my life.

>>24598794
Idk I just hate myself so much that I hate even standing of getting out of bed because I can feel the meat on my disgusting bones and I'm ashamed to let anyone see me. I have no goals or motivations anymore because it all seems useless anyway and nothing makes me happy.

>>24597201
I've had a girlfriend cheat on me before, I know how you feel. I think we would all want to find someone perfect for us to love and who would love us too. You sound sweet and I'm not perfect, but I'm looking for the same things you are, if you want to talk or something, you can kik me something076

>>24598705
>added but never accepted/responded


Oh well

>>24598794
>>24598828
iktf

>>24599046
Sorry.. It was 11pm and fell asleep in my hostel bunk bed.

>>24599501
W-wanna be friends? I'm genuinely not a fat neckbeard. It's okay if you are though, I don't really care.

I can't stop thinking whether I'm good enough for her, if she's going to sleep with someone else when she goes partying with her friends, if maybe she's bored of me, she makes me feel loved when she's with me, but when she's not I'm anxious all day, and I don't want to tell her because I don't want to appear weaker than I already am. Started working out to take my mind off it, but I still have panic attacks every now and then and I cry until I'm too tired. I also stopped working on my passion, sometimes I think relationships are not for me, but then I remember how lonely and suicidal I was alone. I'm just not fit to live in this world. I'd rather have some well functioning person fucked by stupid shit like genetics take my body. What a waste. What a waste I am.

>>24599628
I know the fucking feeling

>have both pectus carinatum AND pectus excavatum
>really insecure about it
>literally impossible to post in nude exchange threads

>>24599628
This. This made me lose my partner.

>>24598583
I wish i didnt have sleep issues