hey /soc/. I know these threads are a dime a dozen and there is already a similar one on /soc/ already but whatever. I've been feeling down for a while now, 4 years to be exact. I'm diagnosed with major depression bipolar and possibly bpd. Through that time I've always had my head up. I've always hoped it would get better, that it was just a phase, It will pass, but it never did. it just got worst. I don't want to go into to much detail but I've tried In abundant of things from hanging with friends, working out (endorphins) to pills but they just don't make me happy or content. I think I'm done. I don't have anything anymore. all my friends left me, and my family is stressed with dealing with me, I don't have anything I want to do anymore (even though I push myself to do things), I'm lonely. I think I'm going to do it tomorrow at midnight. I want to thank you guys for keeping me company after my friends left. although you guys weren't physically there and I barely know your names you guys helped. thank you.
Stay strong. Many things can change over time, put in some work and clear your mind. Find a new hobby and get deep into it..
>>24546129
Thanks man, I just don't know anymore though.
doing it wrong, faggot
you're only setting yourself up for more depression. the only way to be happy is to get strong enough to be able to live with the stresses of life. escaping by whatever means only keeps you weak, and the people you depend on will get tired of being your crutch.
i'm not gonna tell you that life is easy. the modern man works 6/7 days a week for less than any of his ancestors. we're taxed more than anyone coming before us. women are the biggest cunts they've ever been and any failure on your part, no matter how miniscule, never goes unnoticed.
i don't have comforting words. i don't have a quick fix. just keep going anyway. this experience will make you stronger.
>>24546166
I know you're right. I've read your comment a dozen times and I agree completely, but it just seems endless man.
>>24546274
that's because it is endless. the weight doesn't get lighter, you get stronger.
if you're weak it's because you keep running.