>tfw wanna die and don't know why >tfw you rememb

>>24530809
I didn't leave you to rot.
Please don't leave me to rot.
I just can't do everything. Please. I didn't do it.
I'm not perfect.
I'm not perfect.
I'm not perfect.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wLItZNqXaRk

https://youtu.be/G-kJVmEWWV8

tearfully, that day: when, from the ashes, the guilty man rises again to be judged. therefore, pardon him o god, o gentle lord jesus. grant them rest, amen.

>>24530809
I'm gonna kill myself in two weeks.
You won't know I'm gone.
You know who you are when you read this.
I won't be the one you miss later.
You won't be burdened by me anymore.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
You're the only one I'll ever love and I can't live without you.
It's just survival of the fittest.
Make something of yourself and leave this shit that is me behind.
I hate myself and you should too.
The only thing I love is you, and don't you forget it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jpVtYQIols
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NOc1Gnu18I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55tNNkhHwnI
I can't do it.
I can't live without you.
I'm sorry I fucked you up so badly.
Don't lie to me and say I didn't.
It's all my fault.
No one will need to worry about me anymore before long.
Two weeks is all the time I'll give myself.

http://youtu.be/16DCwvkcmUw

>>24530809
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huSRpAKnNU4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2pei0DV4Ag
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecHJQw9Z7gU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-J0rmVhjx4
I don't think that I'm depressed anymore, but I still prefer depressing music to anything else. Sometimes it feels like I just want to be miserable, I don't know how to assess this shit objectively anymore.