Post ITT with your pic and mental illness Edgy self diagnosing

you're just an angry ginger, bro

>>24517922
Schizophrenic ginger

I know you motherfuckers have mental illnesses

I'm definitely somewhere on the spectrum. Was diagnosed autistic or something but my mom disagreed and she has a degree and a career related to child psychology.
Also have ADHD and probably depression and anxiety or something.

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heavy depression and anxiety i struggle with every day.

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>>24517889
Maybe Body Dysmorphia... I spend hours staring in mirrors and check every reflection of windows and so on. I find this particular angle of my face to look inhuman/circus tier. I don't think it looks really "ugly" in the usual sense, but just not very human. Almost uncanny valley. The other side of my face is fine. Front on can be okay or ugly.

Some days I wake up looking good and other days I wake up looking like a dog.

I'm also aging extremely rapidly, my skin is aging so bad I will look 60 within 5 years.

>>24518676
20 y/o male here. I feel exactly the same as you man.
I HATE the one side of my face.
I go between avoiding mirrors and obsessively looking into them.

>>24517889
I have bipolar type 2.

It's always fun when your psychologist in the hospital calls you one sick puppy

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When I was heavier I had body dismorphia, in the way where I believed I was much thinner and was in denial about my rapidly increasing weight. I've had severe untreated ADHD from early childhood to now (26), my mother doesn't believe in mental illness and I've learned to cope at this point. I will have bouts of depression occasionally with hormone spikes due to PMS combined with the ADHD.

>>24518821
Do you have a pic?

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Hospital selfie
>Severe PTSD

>>24517889
You are fucking hot OP I would suck it love gingers

>>24517927
Schizo, The best kinda ginger to find! Mental health isn't as important as ginger sexiness. It's the price you pay for the hotness that is being a ginger.
u got Kik?

>>24519052
Yay they now allow smart phones in certain psych wards. The sanity among the insane is welcome no doubt. PTSD is quite serious, as are most mental disorders.

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Not posting picture, but I am a 23 male with avoidant personality disorder and dysthymia. I also was an identified patient from ages 0-7. After that age I suppressed the rage inside.

Idk there could be more wrong since I seek attention thru trolling. I know avpd has a wide range of disfunction tho. I personally think I have a split off personality to express my identified patient remnant emotions of frustration, anger, and loneliness .

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>>24519341
>implying you aren't both guys

>>24519499
That implication on /soc/ doesn't seem to match the non-femanon reality of /soc/. Sadz

>>24519516
Lol homo

>>24519499
If course I'm a dude but you was in jail so should be all good

>>24518676
Haaha you're obviously good looking there's nothing uncanny about that
I feel you though, I think I have body dysmorphia too

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major depression and heroin addiction
been clean 5 months though which is cool
wuddup

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20M. Major Depressive & Borderline Personality

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Sideways.jpg :l

Anxiety disorder all of my life, severe depression, agoraphobic. Feelsbadman

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Depending on which pdoc you ask, I'm either Schizoaffective Bipolar Type or Schizophrenic and Bipolar, both. Also have generalized anxiety disorder.
My positive symptoms('psychotic symptoms') are poorly controlled, even though I'm on multiple sedatives/antipsychotics. It sucks.

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Black dude in the back

>Bisexual alien in family depressed and psychological spaz
Smoke alot of weed to get through life and medical school

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Severe social anxiety, pretty bad depression (maybe manic)

>>24518650
give me another picture you hottie
[spoiler]asking for a friend <3[/spoiler]

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Dissociative personality disorder, aspbergers, ADD, and anxiety but that's gotten A LOT better since I've been living on my own.

>>24519757
I feel like the jawline looks bloated and not sharp... Like I have a dental disease. The chin looks weird too from this angle. I think that's the main problem. And the upper lip area. I don't mind if I cover from the nose down though it's still kinda crappy compared to my other side.

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Depresion, anxiety and self diagnosed Avoidant personality

Also undiagnosed bulimia, although binging laxatives once a month at most isn't too serious

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depression, probably. I ran out of my first lot of antidepressants and I've had manic fucking mood swings the last few days desu.
I wouldn't be surprised if I was autistic too only i got overlooked because my brother had it severely.

pretty sure I have something though

>>24520945
>pretty sure I have something though
AIDs

>>24520505
What do you feel is the root cause of your anxiety?

>>24521373
I can't say for sure, a lot of it is probably poor self confidence stemming from my (imo) poor looks, weak build, and (of course) shitty hairline. I'd say I probably have a bit of an inferiority complex.
I constantly feel like I don't look good, or I act a way that I don't think is ideal for the situation. I'll have a tiny awkward interaction with someone and I'll end up ruminating on that for the entire day. I just have a hard time feeling good about myself; after someone compliments me or something happens that makes me happy, I start remembering when I stumbled on my words and acted autistic while buying lunch, that kind of thing.
wew thats kinda rambly but I find it hard to explain. My university has counselling services and I think I'm going to try and hit them up sometime this week, just to talk to someone.

>>24520945
analqueen show anus.

>>24521400
Have you tried taking Ecstasy? It might fix it for you. The changes in your thought patterns and mindset while high on Ecstasy will put the lights on the runway to guide you home.

It was initially going to be a therapy drug, and it should have been. If you take Ecstasy at a suitable setting like at a rave you will immediately be shown the correct and positive ways you should be thinking in your day to day life. You can then try to consciously manipulate your thoughts to match those when you're sober again.

You probably aren't aware of many of the negative thought loops and patterns that are holding you back.

As someone who used to have social anxiety and felt inferior in every way, hang in there anons. It gets better. No joke

>>24521439
I do want to experiment with drugs and shit, but I don't really have a group of friends to do it with. I mostly talk to a group of friends I have online that are scattered around the country.

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>>24520575
here's me with longer hair, not sure if you're still around

>>24518676
I do too, difference is I'm ugly...I've seen you before you're good looking but if you keep feeding this obsession its gonna consume you. It's taken me years to get relatively stable and much mentally stronger than I was. If you don't mind me asking what started it?

>>24517889
No pic. Generalized anxiety, social anxiety, anxiety-induced depression, and adult ADD. Suicidal ideation and a few times chickening out. Fun stuff. Hope you all are well.

>>24521512
You don't need friends when you have Ecstasy. Everyone else in the venue becomes your best friend as soon as it takes effect. In fact, doing it with friends or someone you know will not be helpful at all. You need to take E and socialize with strangers to prove your false beliefs wrong. By the way, this will be EXTREMELY easy no matter how socially anxious you are because the drug will take all anxiety away. It's not like alcohol where it sort of lowers inhibition, E removes anxiety completely.

>>24521519
I don't mind the other side of my face or head on I think those look okay usually I just hate this one side lmao, and I know it is very different from the other.

I honestly don't know what started it, maybe an event when I was 14 and someone insulted my looks. Either way, I know that for a while after that I was always concerned. Then some more people insulted my looks a few years later and made it worse.

Then some other things happened where I met a lot of likeminded people who are also obsessed with their appearance. I conversed with them for quite a few years, which fed into the obsession.

I truly believe this one specific angle of my face is completely and utterly repulsive. It's weird because the FULL profile left is fine, it's just 3/4 view, and I can't figure out why.

>>24521802
i feel ya, I got insulted at my looks at about 16 and I just about starting to get over it at 19. Idk if you have contacts or something but what I do is take my contacts out at night so I cant stare at myself. That seems to help to a certain extent. Just giving your brain a break wil help you tremendously I think

>>24519052
>>24518650
>>24521515
I crushed instantly

>>24521906
I have 20/20 vision brah. I still didn't look at myself tonight at all to be fair... I'd just be much happier if I looked like a typical guy my age... It's annoying as well because I am fit but I also look kind of obese from that angle. Like a fat man head on a fit body lmao.

>>24522066
I think its your head but regardless, be careful not to let it get out of control. What happened to me was my obsession with my looks turned to obsession over different things, as a way to bury my insecurity. Be careful not to fall into that trap

>>24522066
>I think its your head

What do you mean, like the shape of it?

I don't think I've become obsessed about anything else... But then my whole life is just gym, watching YouTube videos, then going out to clubs on weekends lmao.

>>24522196
you dont look obese, i mean to shield my obsession with my looks I made other obsessions. It was another physical feature, then it was about social status it was weird as shit. I think i have ocd so thats prob why.

>>24522196
I meant in your head my bad lmao

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depression/anxiety

love u guys

>>24521515
moar

>>24523123
Aaron?

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Asperger's, anxiety, eating disorder not otherwise specified (leaning towards bulimia), body dysmorthia, and likely something else, but we'll see. Depression as well but it's well managed with medication at the moment.

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Intermittent explosive disorder
I put my last gf in the hospital for overcooking my pasta

>>24524721
How tall are you?

>>24524730
5'8 why

>>24521439
Ectasy is terrible for people with mental illness. You might feel great for an hour but that dopamine rush wont last and the comedown will make you feel the most depressed and miserable you've been in your life.

>>24520200

I just want to hold your hand and make you feel safe anon.
No homo bro.

>>24527051
<3

>>24524721
I want to suck your dick.

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schizophrenia and depression

>>24524735
Lmfao fucking manlet no wonder your face is so busted looking and your body is unproportionate as fuck

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Schizoaffective disorder with severe paranoia and anxiety.

Pills make me mean or sad so I just deal with it.

>>24524721

Can you explain what it feels like? like what goes through your head during the rage and after and before etc this shit interesting

>>24528940
u just need some love u dumb bitch

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Severe depressive, anxiety, ADHD. Was going to attempt suicide twice, both times was foiled by someone calling 911 on me and having me institutionalized. Happy thursday night guise.

>>24528957
I'm married and pregnant and have 2 cats how much more love could I possibly grasp for lol.

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I'm so normal I'm fucked

been dragged to the 6th floor plenty of times, forced to take meds. nothing is wrong with me. I just do alot of psychedelics and have bad trips sometimes lol.

>>24528965
maybe you should take your own advice and get some love dumb bitch

>>24528962
maybe you are just consumed lol

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Depression & anxiety. Haaaaiiii

>>24528968
I was joking. Meanly. How does one obtain love. How does one project love. What is love. a chemical reaction in the brain that slowly fades

>>24528970
Hm or my schizoaffective which causes hallucinations
Are causing my anxiety and panics.


Beautiful cycle.

Itt:

Teens who collect mental disorders like they were shopping for candy, teens who identify with "disorders" that more likely is just normal ass personality traits overblown into space because muh difficulty. Lifestyles solved with good diet and activating your body with training. I'm yet to know ONE person who is physically fit and doesn't have their feelings together. At least you can be a well trained snowflake. Meet yourself fucking halway my mans, at some point you gotta start being nice to yourself and picking yourself up into good habits. If you're depressed take walks, if you're schizo shit man sry if you're socially anxious go be social and suck at it still make friends woho we made it senpai.


Don't be one of those old people who decline into regrets, your dream life will not let you sleep on it, your dream life would never accept what you're doing now. Imagine you meeting all the different versions of your future self, imagine you sitting down with them and having elaborate discussions. Take the advice of the most well rounded person with the best achievements. Get out there

everything is an excuse. don't let the past cement your brain lol.

>>24528974
Stop being a pseudo dumbass maybe. love is when you care about someone you know like your mom who pays for all your drugs, that's love.

>>24528978

Or don't listen to me because i've written the word senpai twice now in three days without even noticing it and while reading it i get paranoid as fuck and start researching the word because it feels like it was put there by someone other than myself to send a message to me about the world. seriously what the fuck did senpai come from it happened yesterday as well and i never use the word for anything. lunatic town bois

>>24528988
naw, love is when someone sucks your hard cock in the morning to start your day right.

>>24528978
>>24528991
Reading all of this was such a trip

>>24529004

I'm kinda crazy, i don't know what to do because it's like i have a constant conversation with someone other than myself in my head but i know that's not true, but it feels like there is something there. How can i be like that and know about it? isn't that the opposite of being delusional

>>24529008
like what the fuck


yesterday i wrote senpai in a sentence it was completely out of place and i didn't notice it until after and it scared the shit out of me. I've never once used that word before

>>24529008
Actually, a lot of what you described are red flags for schizophrenia and a whole lot of other things that non-academics would just describe as "yea he's crazy as a cat on catnip"

>>24529012

But i've been talking to shrinks for years and different ones they all stop searching for that after some time. It's like they want to define "DO YOU SEE OR HEAR STUFF" and then when i don't know or say i don't think so they just skip all that and go look for other things. I'm not psychotic

>>24529008
Nah you just have special snowflake syndrome like everyone else itt. Guarantee your just bored and overweight

>>24529027

I'm not bored i'm not overweight i look hella good

>>24529021
>>24529029
Dunno. Based on what little I've read, there's a possibility that you might have a diagnosable and treatable psychiatric condition. Or, it could just be your own mind and its excess of information creating a problem where there isn't one. In any case, going on 4chan certainly doesn't help does it. Yet here we are.

>>24529029
your first reply you said physically fit people are always happy and have nothing wrong with them so no your a lardasa

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>>24529043


I said hey have their feelings in check. this is me

>>24529043

Not so much "always happy" more like they manage themselves better, they like anyone experience ups and downs yet these ranges never are 2 extreme.

>>24529113
I'm pretty fit but still have wild ups and downs it depends on the illness not what you look like.

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borderline personality disorder, depression, and severe anxiety

things are really fucking rough right now

>>24529130

I mean the good parts of being fit and working out as far as mental disorders or depression goes is not so much about "looking good" and moreso about the routine and activation

>>24529143

borderline? how's that experience

>>24529154
true I have ptsd and insomnia along with night terrors so no amount of eating healthy helps. it's a struggle not to smash my head into everything I see

>>24529207

what is night terrors?

>>24529212
You scream and freat out in your sleep. You don't remember it which makes it differnt from a nightmare

>>24529220

alrity. I've actually had nightmares every other night for three years now. Lucid nightmares are fucking intense

>>24521439
Rather than XTC:
Shrooms / LSD / DMT
>Pick one

>>24529155
fucking rough. going through a breakup right now. things are really bad.

>>24529294

Best of luck, breakups are tough man

>>24529366
they sure are

>>24520945

K?

>>24520945
is that you, K? we can talk...

>>24520945

k? talk to me k

Wow you're super cute anon!

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All Professionally Diagnosed

>Aspergers
>OCD
>anxiety disorder
>major depression
>sensory processing disorder

please euthanize me

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>agoraphobia (although in the last 3 years I've come incredibly far and can now leave the house comfortably 80% of the time)
>depersonalization disorder, or a blanket term for "life doesn't actually feel real and I see no consequence in my actions"
>body dysphoria, from what I understand I see my self 50-70 pounds heavier than I actually am
>manic depressive disorder
>general anxiety with heavy social emphasis

All diagnosed in early 2013.

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>Split-personality
>Depression & Anxiety
>Gay