Can we have a social anxiety/depression thread? >be 18 &

Not her.

>be me
>be 18
>Have severe clinical depression
>Gf leaves me on Monday
>Stop taking medication a year ago
>Now all I do is think about how life isn't worth it

Add me on Kik I guess? Sherrifftoast85

>>24473515
what do you love to do?
do you have a passion?

Just asking out of curiosity.

>>24473515
Be my waifu pls

>20
>slowly getting more skinnyfat
have been hiding PTSD for years
>people think I'm fine because I'm academically high achieving
>I actually resent education
>every old hobby I used to love had to be set aside for school
>no idea how to be creative anymore
>no idea how to make friends
>can't do anything drastic to break out of the cycle because I'm also a carer to a family member

Now I'm just some boring drone that'll be one of those high-achieving academics who eventually burn out and everyone's disappointed in. Or I'll somehow keep up momentum and waste my life pretending not to be exhausted and depressed.

Hey, ive helped people with depression in the past. If anyone wants to talk, let me know. Kik is literally the easiest/fastest, so here:
Gay4Putin
Ive kept a level head through a lot. My father passed when i was 13; mom had a horrible divorce, going through another one now; moved a lot so had very few friends in school, the list goes on. Mainly environmental stress, which sucks.

Depression is a social construct, you're all making yourselves worse by dwelling on it.

>>24473855
I agree with this guy. Partly because he is me.

Internalizing the victim role by cyclically getting depressed about your depression is a malleable pattern of thought; not a fixed constant.

>>24473875

>same post ID

wew lad

>>24473895
>I agree with this guy. Partly because he is me.
> Partly because he is me.
> he is me.
You cracked the case, detective inspector faggot! And I would have gotten away with it if it wasn't for you and your meddlesome perceptive genius.

>>24473895
um, he specified that he's agreeing with himself. I think it was to elaborate on his point lol


Anyhow
>Be me
>20
>got back together with an ex I dated when I was young
>really love this person
>think because we're older things will go well
>after almost a year a lot of which was both blissful and stressful get by heart ripped up exdee lamayo
>Still coping with the loss of my grandfather who basically raised me
>still coping with my grandmother who has really progressed dementia
>Was diagnosed with derpression and anxiety
>didn't take meds, opted for "natural" anxiety meds
>school going rough trying to get into nursing school but i've been cucked by paperwork mistakes of the smallest degree
>at some point was close to suicide
>fought with family for the first time in my life, yelled at ex for being so shit, prior kept it all to myself
>basically cut myself off from the person im still in love with because i shouldn't be so pathetic
>profit?


Wew boi

>>24473963
>>24473965

pls no bully

>>24473965
should probably mention I'm slowly dealing with everything but like it still grind away at my soul you know?

Also if people wanna talk (doesn't have to be about depression either) Kik: Macaroniknuckles

>>24473515
yeah ok, i just met this chick with social anxiety.
>Just in a group with friends, she couldnt talk to the waitress or even pay the check.
What's that about? i really wish someone wish soc anxiety would explain to me coz i actually dont understand

>>24473982
ah my ex was like that sometimes, I think it just has something to do with over analyzing yourself? Like trying to decide how and what to say so you don't feel embarrassed and the thought of fucking up just makes you freeze up. I guess it's like being self conscious to a really high degree.

>>24473982
i can have this too. the way i describe it is as a kind of frustration, you feel the want to say something to someone and can have the thoughts in your mind (sometimes) but you cant physically get the words out. (i dont know the exact reason i am like this, it may be because of some kind of issue in my past but idk)

btw if anyone has similar mental health issues and other issues like OP listed you can talk to me through email if you want. ikdaze35 at gmail . com

>>24473515
Sounds like my kind of girl

>>24473515

>be 23
>skinny (unlike a girl, this is no preferable on a guy)
>social anxiety, got you there,yeah severe case.
>I wish somebody would use me. Still a virgin.
>I don't shell up. I just be "creative" with the truth. If you ask anyone I never heard a problem in my entire life as far as they know. Not even when spending 2 months in a hospital (health related issues, not mental). They wouldn't know that either if my family didn't blabber about it. In fact the last few years have consisted of most family members being in a hospital for whatever reason. Never told any of my friends anything. Ironically they don't mind confiding in me.
>I used to play video games to escape reality. Not even that helps anymore, I just kinda stare at the screen and pretend I'm doing something.
Or watching porn.
>Eh, I don't really consider suicide ever, even though it be really easy, plenty of guns in the house. I mean no point in killing myself, pretty sure my country will be at war in like 5-10 years at most, so might as well die then and there, pretend to have done something, so people can't find out the truth.
>Parents are divorced since I was 16 I think ? Seems about right, except they stayed together and are living in the same house, except separate rooms and separate beds. They don't even know I know they're divorced legally, but I found a letter from the court saying they are back when I was 16. Pretty sure that only reason they stayed together was because mom went to a hospital and then needed 6 months of house care.
>This entire fucking country is a ghetto (at least a white ghetto though)
>minimal wage here is 100e (officially), plenty of people "live" on less
>Well I do have higher school education
>unemployed (like the other 50% of people)
>can confirm, life is indeed shit.
>sometimes, but never really, dying in a war seems more honorable
>I think I have friends, who'd do anything I ask. Except I never confided in them, and don't trust people. They do trust me.

gg

> 23
> Chubby
> Minor social anxiety (only started recently)
> can't be around groups of people I don't trust without freaking out
> over the last year and a half everyone I know has fucked me over or forgotten about me
> moods are starting to get low but I wouldn't say I'm depressed without getting it diagnosed
> might lose my job in the next week or so
> all I do all day is play vidya
> have started working out at home because it makes me feel better
> just want people to communicate with but not opposed to meet ups if you love close just not up for hanging out around groups of people

I have kik to chat on and might give out my XBL GT if we get on

Kik: Soda93

why is being skinny and having a highschool education at 18 bad

>>24473515
>be 27
>be NEET due to outrageous costs of college
>have no family support for finishing college
>be white so no financial aid
>have too much little petty shit on criminal record to get shit retail job
>actually have had stellar grades through college but no scholarships for that anymore
>avoid social situations cause no money to go out
>parents are idiots, white trash 'Muricans
>rest of family is worse white trash
>otherwise be good looking guy who girls seem to want
>girls want me until I open my autist mouth and admit to them what a loser I am or they find out

feelsbadman.jpg

I'd be your friend but I don't have steam cause of my current computer situation. Wouldn't ask you to post skype for obvious reasons. If you want mine you can have it though.

>>24474182
Also go ahead ask me anything.

>>24474198
I guess it depends how skinny you are. Don't be malnourished

>>24474224

192cms
58 kilos.

beat me if you can.

>>24474225

>6'3'' 130 pounds

Eat something.

>>24474216
>girls want me til I open my mouth
I'm the other way around familiar. I'm pretty fat and already showing signs of thinning hair at 21, but I'm successful with the ladies because I'm confident and know how to handle myself. Of course, I'm not as successful as I could be with a ripped body, but I think I'm doing reasonably well.

>>24474344
I have had girls sexually harass me. They were single mothers though and I knew it so I just pretended to be oblivious. I primarily go for the bar/party sluts. That is where I am in my element, with a bit of liquid courage in me. My aunt who is not blood related once tried to hit on me right in front of my uncle who is. Problem is she's a fucking domineering fat ugly cunt. Also not going to cuck my uncle right in front of him in his house.

>>24474330
Ironically I do.
ie I had dinner like 4 hours ago
and now just finished eating again (it's 2am)
Even before that had some junk food (chips)

And i don't do anything.

Would be a blessing if I was a girl not getting fat like that, but I'm not.

>>24474360
Well yeah, I need alcohol too, or else I'm way too much of an asshole to be around.
It's fun though how I 'get treated like a girl' minus the wanting to fuck - at least I hope so - by guys when getting drunk. I'm getting cab fares paid by total strangers, free drinks from people that said that 'I look like I could use some' etc.

I don't go for the sloots though, they usually are the ones that care about looks the most. The easiest catch for me are slightly smart girls. To them, I seem like a total fucking mastermind, and they think that's hot because they slightly tasted the taste of knowledge.
The few very smart girls end up being good wingmates and pals.

>>24474385
I generally blow it with the more intelligent girls by being too much of a bro. I like to act stupid and outrageous sometimes. So to them I'm just like every other guy, and they get annoyed. I end up getting annoyed with stupid and/or religious girls who are otherwise hot. Too annoyed to get it in before we just basically ditch each other mutually.

>>24474384
2am? are you in the uk too then thats the time here.

>>24474410

He did give Bongistan measurements.

>>24474410
>>24474419

I'm also this guy, dunno why the ID changed.

>>24474182

So, no, not in bongistan.
It's actually 2:50am, so I'm one hour ahead of bongistan. CET timezone (+1)