ITT you get to ask a biggest loser you'll probably have

>>24452024
I feel like a loser make me feel better about myself by explaining some awful moments of your life.

Why do you think you're a loser?

>>24452178
>>24452235

>Awful moments of my life.

There are no moments, it's one continuous piece of shit.

but here some information

>23 and a half
>virgin, never kissed a girl
>childhood was overshadowed by a war
>had couple of surgeries
>severe social anxiety

Plus not to mention a ton of mental issues I guess.

For example, I knew since the 4th grade of school I couldn't see right anymore.

I went through entire middle school, high school and parts of college without ever being able to see the board of anything that is taught on it.

I didn't want to admit to anyone I didn't see right.

Actually at the end of 8th after I did badly on an important test, I did admit to my parents I couldn't see well, but they forgot after it, so it never happened.

They got suspicious once and "tested" me at home, by having me read the subtitles from places they could. I knew english very well so I just translated.

Sounds unbelievable, but it actually worked.

And it's not like my eyesight was a little worse.
I know after a year of college wear -4.5 diopters.

I couldn't see peoples faces clearly from 2 meters apart.
Feel free to ask anything, I'm like an open book.

They say confession is good for the soul, so I'm going to try it, even if it's only on anonymous internet board.