There's this guy I used to work with a year ago I was into

>>24218427
I thought maybe just "hope you're doing well" someone tell me if it sounds like I trying to hard

>>24218431
Just say that you missed him when he dropped by your work and wanted to know how he was or what's up? It won't be weird or trying too hard.

I'm about to get out of the military and I'm fucking scared, I had no home before I enlisted and while my uncle is letting me rent at his place, I dont feel like I belong anywhere.

I just want to walk and keep moving until one day I can find a place I belong and someone who wants me.

I have constant suicidal thoughts but when I do, I start to tear up or even just get upset with myself for even thinking like that... But recently the thoughts have gotten more rampant and now I feel nothing anymore, I don't feel sad for thinking like this if anything it feels like I'm more at ease every time I think of suicide, am I just mentally fucked?

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I'm gay :^)

I want to commit suicide because I feel like it's not worth living in a world where we sacrifice everything for material gains; a world where there isn't enough love and too much hate. But then I realise that I'm one of the people who hate too much and love too little so I don't deserve the easy way out.

in my entire time ive never seen a girl who wasnt a huge attention whoring, two-faced cunt and at this point i totally give up and dont give a fuck about them anymore

>>24219617
it must suck being ugly

>>24219626

>"its just confidence guys no one like desperate men"
>"i care about personality"
>"its not 100% about the looks"

then

(you)
>"you shouldnt expect being traited like a fucking person if you dont look good"

its not just about the fact that only the appearance what matters. its about being a fucking hypocrite and bullshitting men with the personality crap. at least most of them end up being miserable in their 30s when they realize they were literal fucktoys for years and the fresh meat just hit the market

and im not even that ugly (not overweight, decent clothes, not even a neet now) just trying to make new friends but i completely give up on girls

My life is collapsing around me.
I'm a shut in for almost a decade, my bills are piling up, and my rent gets more and more expensive year after year.
I'm terrified of roommates. But breaking my lease and rooming with someone will free me up a significant amount of money.
I don't want to compromise my privacy.
I don't want to have to trust people.
I feel like I'll die if I room with someone.

i want to have sex but my GF just want to sleep...

I know that right now nothing will happen with her. But for some reason I can see something happening with us by new years.

I want my metamour out of the picture.

I love my partner and I'd do anything, which means tolerating my metamour and giving my partner the love and care they need.

My metamour's been internalizing their inability to handle poly stuff and sometimes the mfer acts like a real shit by bottling up and exploding on our partner's face instead of calmly and rationally dealing.

This nerd is intimidated that I'm going to steal my partner away and boy are they right to be worried. I would snap this babe up in a heartbeat and ride away into the sunset with my middle finger protruding.

But man, that shit is such a fantasy because handling this shit like an adult means a few more months of patience with them both before either someone cracks or this nerd chills the fuck out since I refuse to hit the year mark with this behaviour being brought up two or three times per week.

Im at my breaking point. This time last year I was in the last few days of a 15 year relationship. Since she left nothing has gone right for me. Im so tired of hearing people tell me everything happens for a reason, or that soon I will look back on all this and be glad it happened.

i want to have a sexual partner to do bdsm stuff with and dominate them but im too damn manogomus for any kind of just sex relationship
im a guy who gets attached easily and i dont know how to solve my problem of wanting sex but becoming impatient for a relationship in the end i know ill just get hurt

>>24218445
I know that feel. I just finished school and quit my job. Trying to find some place I belong and someone who wants me too. :( eventually.

>>24219931
Longer post of it.

I know that I will probably not get with her, but I still hold onto hope that I will. Even though she seems almost mildly autistic. (highest level of functioning)

I still think about what could have been if I played my cards differently.

I still think that it can happen in a few months time maybe

Also, before anyone says to just do it.

I did try, back in April. Said yes, then a friend tagged along (I suspect he wanted her, and forced his way in)

I have kept in contact with her since, we did agree to do something over summer, but that fell through.

Now classes are beginning in just over a week.

I purposely didn't sign up for scholarships I know I could have won as an excuse for me to not go to college. I dropped out of high school because I didn't want to continue my early admissions program where I was a senior in high school doing full time classes at a local college. I disappointed friends, teachers, and family when I told them that I don't want to continue my education. They all saw me as somebody that was supposed to break the cycle and become wealthy with a college degree. I told them that that's not what I want in life and they didn't care. It's been a few months and now I'm working a minimum skill level job paying 10$ an hour and Pretty content so far. Did I waste my potential? Am I wasting my life? Why am I so bad at making decisions? Why do I feel like such a fuck up?

Average looking to attractive women have the ENTIRETY of life set to easy mode yet they still complain more than any other group of people I've ever seen and I'm getting so fucking tired of it.

Women I know that have easy, high paying jobs where all they do is answer phones all day shit all over manual labor jobs as "not being real jobs" because they aren't 9 to 5 even though the men that do those jobs are damaging their bodies and slowly killing themselves, while these over paid dumb bitches make $10 an hour more than they do while doing nothing but occasionally answering a phone call in an air conditioned office, because they have it SO HARD since the other WOMEN in the office talk about them behind their backs and it's just SO HARD TO DEAL WITH.

Fuck women. But at the same time as a straight man I want female companionship. I think the reason it bothers me so much is it seems impossible to find a woman that doesn't think women have everything worse. Like, jesus fucking christ every single individual person has their own circumstances and these fucking people will act like they have it way worse than every single other person on the planet, at all times. "My hand got caught under a pallet of wood when a strap broke so I won't be able to work for a while.", "Oh yeah? Well today Marcy was sending emails to the other people in the office calling me a bitch, man up!"

To steal a fake news headline
>World ends, women most affected

FUCK.

>>24221979
>To steal a fake news headline
>>World ends, women most affected

rofl

Lost the respect of my coworkers, friends, and people close to me. Feel like shit, on /soc/ every day due to the pain, and trying to change

i wanna cheat on my bf, ugh

Fuck, where do I start?!

Thank you for ruining me. You manipulated and lied and cheated and stole and I let you. I gave you everything, wrecked my car picking you up because you were a bitch, spent hundreds of dollars on you and came home to you fucking your "best friend" on my couch. When I asked you both to leave you broke my locks down and went crazy. You made me feel crazy for the last six weeks together. Meanwhile you were fucking your sidebitch the whole time. You controlled my life and wouldn't let me have friends. You told me lied about my friends shit talking me and I believed you. I cut every thing out for you. And now you're with her and cheating on her too. Fuck you. The worst part is it's been a few months and I'm still in love with you and cry at least once a dau over you. Fucking asshole.

>>24222367
dont worry, we all know youre worthless just pretending

I'd like to be lusted after for being fat by a woman. I mean, gays have fatfags, but I want a girl to call me her 'big warm teddy bear' ,rub and kiss my belly, and feed me chocolate cake in bed like a king. I'd mongle so much pussy to be loved like that, instead of in spite of that.

There's this guy I let feet close to me. I almost said I love you to him but I ended up cheating on him and leaving him. I feel like a piece of shit. I wish I didn't do that. I feel like scum.

i hate being a faggot and wanna try to be straight

>>24223182
Why do you hate being a faggot? I assume that you mean being sexually or romantically attracted to the same sex? How strong is your sex drive?

I'm a straight male in a very happy long term relationship with a woman. I've slept with 5 different women in my 20 years of life. However, when I was a young kid (5-7 years old) I was pressured by my brother and his friends to suck one of his friends' cock. Also, me and my childhood best friend regularly kissed, touched dicks, hugged naked (imitating sex), etc for maybe 1-2 years around the same age.

>>24223228
it just feels wrong man, why can't i just be normal?
plus my whole family being against it doesn't encourage me a lot either

also idk about my sex drive, i'm not desperate at all but i fap a lot, it has become like a habit really, i can easily stop and not do it for weeks

I have RUINED my body. I allowed myself to become a hamplanet at 14 and stayed that way for about a decade. Now that Im losing the weight, Im seeing the damage Ive done. I also see what could have been. Rather than spending the best years of my life being a fat miserable sack of shit who now has to deal with loose skin, stretchmarks and saggy pancake tits, I could have spent it happy with a decently attractive and healthy body. Im never going to have the body I want but I would have had something much better than what I will end up with when Im done. I fucking hate myself for it. I robbed myself. All the self loathing and insecurities I had I could have avoided if I had just not gotten fat in the first place. Im never going to be beautiful. Ever. Not because of shitty genes, but because I was too delusional and lazy and CHOSE to be disgusting. I am ashamed of myself. I can shed the pounds but I cant shed the evidence of my gluttony and laziness, I cant shed the shame, and I cant shed the regret. I would give ANYTHING to do it all over again and prevent it from ever happening.

>>24223340
Is there any way you could be happy with a tomboy or androgynous girl? I don't know what to say man. I just kind of accept all the weird shit about myself that I can't change not in the I love this thing about me and I'm proud of it way but more in a okay this is how I am, how do I deal with it.

Dear girl I tried to treat right: fuck you, you manipulated me, lied to me and made me think you loved me, only to say you see more as a "friend" I hope you one day find an abusive husband and he murders you and gets away with it, that's how much I despise you and every other woman like you

>>24223422
nah nah i can like regular women but it's not the same you know? i guess i'll figure this out at some point but either way i'm a permavirgin so it doesn't make much of a difference at the end of the day

You know the original guys who started Apple? Jobs, Wozniak, Wayne...
Well, I slept with one their kids... a few times. They have a well mannered son, and a nice home.

>>24223461
So dudes are kink or fetish for you? Then just let it be a dirty secret between you and your ISP.

>>24223473
i don't think of it as a fetish i'm just mostly attracted to dudes but women every now and then is ok too

>>24223461
I mean I told my gf about a fetish I have, that I'm super into she took it as a joke. I'm probably going to drop it we have an not had any sex yet and if things go right I'll have a great relationship with kinda boring sex possibly supplimented by masturbating.

>>24223500
what fetish is it?

>>24223500
Breastfeeding / lactation also cosplay.

>>24223522
Totally not surprised...
You gotta make a lady feel like she wants to be into lactation
My bf has a hypnosis fetish... which I tolerate

>>24223522
well that's.... uh... interesting? lmao
you do you doe

>>24223522
cosplay... lol..
>fetish

>>24223535
How do I do that? I just have an oral fixation and love boobs.

>>24223537
a lactation, in theory, totally makes sense tho.
pheremones are released directly from the breasts, specifically the areolla's soft tissue.
It totally makes sense why someone would love lactation.
Also, remember how bonding between a newborn and a mother is formed?...

>>24223544
Wait. I'm lost. Whose milk titty loving man?

>>24223538
I'm not even sure if that's the right term. I wanted to fuck her in a pokémon Halloween costume.

>>24223551
Nice.
Now, I have the urge to fuck someone in an M&M costume.

>>24223550
My ID is CLQC829f I'm also into DD/LG but I haven't even mentioned that because the whole lactation/ Pikachu discussion went poorly.

>>24223553
I could get into that.

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I can never rest until I discover yozorajp's identity.

>>24223562
You need Strokemon

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph55b1c5df8bf77

>>24223584
I saw screen shots of that it seemed more funny than erotic.

>>24220544

Your life is your own. In my eyes you did fuck up. But if you're perfectly content with your life and how it is then that's your choice on how to live it.

It's clear that you're not content though so I think it's high time that you sit down and reassess your life.

>be me
>balkanfag
>give up uni for work and to provide for family
>family goes to shit and uses me for money
>leaves family
>get other good paying job
>rent with a random roomate
>work lonely fat life
>no friends or well just 2
>start swimming to "lose weight"
lyf isnt that bad rite?
>have no idea what to do in the future or if i lose the job i end up homeless
>kinda enjoys the thrill
Wat do?
P.S. no i wont kyms

Everybody leaves me.

why?

so why are all of you giving a fuck about how ppl see you or think of you? what you like,what/whom you love, or what ever you want to do is up to you no one can say what ever your doing is not okay because they dont do it or they dont think the same as you, do what you want to do, love who ever you want to love and dont give 2 fucks about other ppls opinion just dont hurt any one and move on because at the end of the day, the only person that matters its you. and if you ever feel down and dont know what to do just go out for a walk and clear ur mind and ask your self what will make me happier.

There was a person I was excited to talk with but she almost completely ignored me despite her being lonely and in need for someone to talk. Dont know what to think, I just give up on talking with women I guess

i am a 20 year old male who has a small crush on a 16 year old. i don't think of him in a sexual way ever, but i still feel guilty

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>>24218427
Update, we met and fucked

I fucked a friend the other day, even though she had a boyfriend and I knew about him, even had met him. She initiated and I just went along with it. I knew I shouldn't have, but it was going on 2.5 years of nothing. I'm kinda ashamed of myself and at the same time I'm not and would probably fuck he again, and I don't know what bothers me more.

I am always horny and can't stop thinking about getting to be fucked by someone. I'm turned on by other girls, but love the idea of being dominated and controlled by an older guy.
I have a huge fetish for bimboification and ass expansion, and have to masturbate at least twice a day.
I just want to go to a bar for a random hookup, but I'm too self-conscious and shy and afraid of being rejected
I get turned on so much by the idea of exhibitionism and love when guys come onto me
I'm 24 and in grad school and feel like I missed out on my chance to be wild and party and am getting too old to live out some of my fantasies

>>24227223
Maybe you should join fetlife. It's not too late, be careful though.

I hope you're doing amazing, SG!

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Everything is going great in my life and I'm still horribly depressed because of my mental illness.

I've been researching then best methods of suicide for the past few hours. I know that I won't try them soon, but it's comforting that sometime in the future - when the inevitable comes - it's always an option.

>>24227529
Are you on medication for it? Maybe adjust it. My Meds stopped working for me after about 14-16 months. I initially thought I'd just stop using them but I think readjusting until I find what helps me works best.

>>24226065
Paranoid this is me. Initials?

What causes the introvert/shy/beta et al. in males? Is it low confidence? Is it correlated with penis size or how ugly they look or something? I don't understand why I see so many guys in real life acting so bashful, the whole beta thing seems like it's harder to be a part of than not honestly

I want to fuck a white boy but I have crippling social anxiety.
Why live.

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Like seriously. What the fuck do you want from me? We have an agreement to just be one thing and one thing only and you are constantly making me pull my hair out with your fucking confusing antics. Do you want a relationship? Do you want to just be friends? I know my ex is your best friend and I'm sorry(?) that they cheated on me and I pursued you directly afterward, but I told you exactly where I stood with you and how I was willing to stand. I was fine with your bullshit high school morals but then you question things about my personal life and seem to try to peer inside of who I truly am, well, that's NOT what we agreed upon. You are just here for one thing and one thing only. I don't want to have feelings for you, but I'm not ready to drop a steady fuck. Fucking stop it already. Fuck.

>>24218427
I love my girlfriend and we've been together for a long time, but I haven't been able to get her friend out of my head. I'm sure it's just a passing thought so I'm just trying my best to avoid seeing her friend in that light.

So I heard from EX for the first time in 9 months today because of someone from /soc/. Apparently she's crazy, unhappy with her life and need xanex. She completely walled me off but I still care about her well being and I wish I could slap some sense back into her.

29 years old
single, have a great job make a good salary and genuinely enjoy my work but not the people i work with

so much stress from work, it has taken over my life, and caused issues with other areas of my life. recently thought about seeing a counselor or a psychiatrist to discuss my life and try to understand if the way i behave or present myself is me.

>>24230268
working with assholes can make or break a job

>>24230366
What if you are the asshole?

:)

Then you're the one having the most fun

I broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years and now I want to go out and fuck a random at a club or something. I feel bad that I do, but I do.

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No reaction image can convey my ass-blistering fucking bitterness and pent up rage that I'm about to try and explain in words on a fucking image board.

You are a goddamned monster.
I am well aware that society is chock full of an absolute pick and mix of mental and physical fuck ups, but no conceived illness or deformity befall you that could excuse your actions.
I was 6 years old when I met you, as a friend of the family and a way to meet other kids my age.
You were 20, getting into the messiest but arguably the most making-or-breaking part of your life.
You were nice to me, and I trusted you.

You took me "camping", assuring my parents we were to meet the rest of the guys on the way.
You lived near me, and chose a route that would make me going with you much more handy.
You knew the words to make it work for unsuspecting loving parents who were worried about a kid fitting in.

You chained me up in the shitheap of a public toilet, invisible to the world in the backwoods of this shitty country. A campsite, sure. But one that has been out of use for years.

You starved me, you beat me, you burned me, you cut me, you fucked me.
These are the things which made me sad.

When you left for England, I was numb. My secret was held close to my heart, my scars cleverly explained and hidden, my life as normal as one could expect for a kid.

You didn't have the fucking decency to finish me off or leave some sort of closure on what you did.
I grew up scarred, and learned to adapt. I learned to get used to the touch of other people.
I learned to re-accept intimacy.
I went into depression, and climbed back out.

No letter, no message, no apology.
When you were arrested, you admitted to the crimes you committed in England.
I didn't even know.

When a naive 16 year old me went to the police with a story, I didn't know.
I didn't know you were already in jail, having served a chunk of your sentence.
I didn't know how much you got away with.

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>>24230519

I didn't know I wasn't your only victim, and I didn't know I was your first.

I didn't know I was your test.
A fucking guinea pig to see what got you off and what didn't.

You're not ill. You're not sick in the head.

You were LOOKING for something to get off to.
I remember the change.
Burning didn't do it for you. Starvation did, but not to the point where I was sick.
You liked to beat me, but soon found you preferred leg wounds than arm wounds.

You loved whipping me with that barbed wire monstrosity you called your "cat of nine tails."

You're not even a cunt. You're not just a fucked up guy.

You're plain as day fucking evil.
I adjusted as best I could. I live a relatively normal albeit lonely life.

I don' tknow if I will ever be over what you did to me.

But the thing that makes me so goddamned fucking angry, the thing that pushes me to the fucking edge is that you messed with my mind so much, that to this day the thing that angers me the most is I never heard from you.

I'm mad because my childhood abuser didn't call me back.

Fuck you, Wright. I hope you fucking hang.

>>24223761
Dammit anon. You got me fucked up now. I'm gonna go take an hour long shower and just think about life

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>>24227555

>>24230960
Just my opinion but you should figure out what you want in life. Things are hard without a degree or some kind of post high school training or skill building, even if you don't want to be rich being poor sucks and you don't have to be a dick just because you have money.

>>24230519
get over it queer

>>24231032
I think what I need is a year or so to get back on my feet and get over this current mental block that I have with school right now

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>>24230519
>>24230540
>I'm mad because my childhood abuser didn't call me back.

>>24231055
But I can relate to that, I chose not to go to an ivy league interview because I didn't want to deal with the pressure to perform/ the costs/ the leaving my family. I regret it a bit. I chose a much cheaper school and worked while going and am going part time while I do internships.

>>24231138
I feel really passionately for creative projects and careers but I know they are rare and mostly likely won't pay too well. I feel like there wouldn't be a point in going to school for that. So now I have to find something else that I wouldn't mind having to do for 4 years and get a degree in

I don't know how to initiate a relationship with women in general

>>24231187
Maybe business in general? You could be in management at different places and be creative on the side. Also you could take a bunch of sweet ass art electives. If costs is an issue consider a community college then transfer. I know a guy that went to Duke then MIT but spent the first two years at a community college.

I'm just depressed, I''ve struggled with this for such a long time, I have never been able to sleep and I feel like I am a walking timebomb sometimes.

My life is just slowly getting shittier day by day. I always feel like such a burden on people, and I have 0 confidence in myself. My hobbies that i love has stopped, I just don't feel my passion anymore, I'm 24 years old and I dont know where I want to be in life. I have no long term plans, and it really bums me out.

I don't talk to people, which is my problem, but the answer can't be to just fake it? My whole like I tried to make other people happy, and now I have been trying to make myself happy, and honestly it just doesnt work anymore. i see everyone else moving on with their lives, getting girlfriends, and good jobs etc.

I'm just here making money at a dead end job just to pay bills.

I tend to over analyze everything I do, and I focus on weird traits of people and this will eventually just cause me get annoyed by them.

My mom has wanted me to get therapy, but I always decline. I dont feel like my problems are that significant, and I don't want to get on prescription drugs.

My family is my everything, and since the death of my grandfather, my whole family is falling apart. I would do anything to go in the past, and just re live on eof those days. But you can;t dwell on the past, I just don;t feel like their is a future.

I'm ranting now, I don't usually get like but I am just not very happy right now.

I probably have some form of a personality disorder or something, I've been alone my whole life, and I don't see that chaning ever, and that really bums me out. But maybe its for the better

I think about another boy all the time, I cried in my boyfriends arms and I was crying because I missed the other boy. My boyfriend said he wanted to know everything about my feelings, I made up an excuse about why I was crying, if I told him it would destroy him. I wonder if the other boy feels the same, I think I made a mistake.

>>24231200
Try to make friends with them.

>>24231398
Describe other boy

>>24231398
Honestly, it's pretty crappy to do that to someone. The best bet would be to just be honest, the longer you wait the harder it will get, and it will only get worse.

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He killed himself and I still love him. I don't know what to do now. We were never even together. He's gone. And I wasn't able to help him. I feel like it's my fault.

I just want to hug him again. To press my face into his chest, to hear him chuckle lightly and squeeze me tight. To look into his cute, chubby-ish face. His piercing eyes that I could lose myself in. His long hair that felt wonderful in my hands. His scent.

My peacoat still smells like him.

I miss him so much.

I drink to remember why I hate being drunk every night but forget why I'm still sober, I guess I can't handle that the feeling that my life is over. If I had a dollar for every time I wanted to die I'd be a rich and miserable man. Finding a lack of motivation outside of self hate and apathy where I sit is where I'll remain. Use love as an excuse to abuse those around you and hide behind misguided intentions and naive inventions. Fantasize of a better life in the forest some crazy dream with the world isn't so horrible and demented. Abandonment after atonement seems to be my religion, I'll keep sinning until I can preach its teachings. Mend into something useful so maybe I'll be remembered as more than just a pretend shelter. Whatever security I offered was never enough so maybe you'll get your use out of my love. Plaster the wall with my blood and paint your nursery red, don't forget it was you that created it and you that destroyed it. I already told you my story and you abandoned me like the rest, you said I was strong enough on my own and while that might be true I never wanted to lose her, I never wanted to lose them I never wanted to lose you.

I wanna die in my sleep.

>>24231398
first letter of the other boys name?

I smoked my first cigarette today. It was a Newport menthol. Guy who gave it to me said they're supposed to be stout, but I kinda thought it was weak. I liked it though and got a little nicotine buzz. I plan to do it again

>>24232374
Worried about you, anon.

>>24232374
Don't smoke menthols. Gross.

My GF moved to the other side of the world, and I have no clue what to do with myself anymore.. Normally I'm a workaholic, but I just can't get myself to do stuff..

I knew this was going to happen from the start, but all I want right now is to see her face and hug her.

>>24231411
His appearance is of no importance
>>24231419
There is not a time where I do not think about that.
>>24232363
Of no importance

I am letting go of anything that has to do with the other boy, my boyfriend is a sweet man and I want to start anew with him.

>>24218427
I'm constantly terrified that my bf has/is cheating on me. The only way I stay focused anymore is knowing that I'm working on a degree and getting fit.

I'm cheating on my wife with her 17 year old sister. Her family thinks she started birth control because she's going to college, it's actually because her college is close to my house.

I wish I wasn't such a shit head.

>>24233909
Kill yourself

>>24233917
I can't. Then they'd both be single.

>>24218427
>>24218431
>>24226168
You sound like an absolute moron, please stick to this containment board only thanks.

>>24233923
The next person they meet will most likely replace you instantly, so don't worry about it mate.

>>24234118
Yeah, that's what I'm counting on. I would love to stop this, but I have poor impulse control.

To be fair, she started it.

>>24234130
Meh she's starting college soon other young lads will pound that pussy in no time, be ready.

>>24234144
Yeah, that would be amazing, so she would leave me alone.

>>24234147
Start praying then nigga. Lord please help this thirsty hoe get gang banged by young dick so her sister and I can continue with our boring marriage and she will never know I'm a cheating piece of shit, AMEN.

I hate you so fucking much K.


I fucking hope you fail in everything you do after what you did to me. Fuck you, from the bottom of my heart. I did everything in my power but it wasn't good enough. I seriously hope you go through what you put me through. Fuck. You.

>>24234151
Preach.

>>24218427
I don't want to be in love with my ex girlfriend anymore. She was really nice at times but usually just an abusive bitch, i was right to dump her. Now she's banging one of my friends (in his defence he's pretty hopeless) further proving what a bitch she is. But still this fucking sucks, i feel worse everyday, but i'm not gonna give in and get back with that bitch despite how much i irrationally love her.

Does banging hookers help? I'm ugly and socially retarted so hookers are my only option.

>>24231513
Dayum dude you spit well lyrics. Ever thought about poetry? Or are you aware of your rythym and rhyme

>>24219608
Yup... But then if you're not someone who hates a lot it turns into what would killing yourself even do... You spread happiness in spite of the fact that youre in pain. You can see every bit of pain once youve been through it and then you realize its just life.. Get use to it... And then become an asshole

>>24227238
I'm not him but I honestly can't see how it helps your average socially awkward underage soc user. For starters, you practically have to go to a munch, which by default, outs you to strangers. I just hate that concept so much. Women on there (mostly unattractive and fat/obese) expect you to go to munches and other events, and have nude profiles and put in their profile how they're sophisticated, or whatever stuck up nonsense they convinced themselves is true. So if you have different fetishes, and want to be secretive about them and share with only one person, it's hard to do imo.

>>24234175
I'm sorry. I really miss you

>>24234182
No, finding a sexting partner is one thing though.

I only found mine cause i was looking for a d/s relationship, but if you're one of those people who believes in "100% vanilla" you might have trouble finding a single grill who wants to talk to a anti-social person.

So like find your own way. My priority after leaving my abusive ex was to try out some pickup lines with random hos on tinder, learn from it, and to be honest with myself about my sexual feelings, the ones i restricted myself from cause of her. well fuck her opinion, I followed my boner after we broke up and it took a chunk of stress out of my life

Deep down, I don't really know anything to be true. I've never known deep down that I've loved a girl but I've told every girl that ive been with that I love her. I've also never known that I didn't. I've never really been sure of any of my feelings in my entire life, and they often seem to come and go depending on my environment. I pretend to be sure of myself and to know what I want because i don't think that revealing the transient nature of everything I've ever felt is fair to the people I care about. My actions frequently don't line up with the notions I hold of the world.

I feel less and less like I'm a good person, and more and more like someone who is very good at tricking people into thinking he is a good person.

Sometimes I'm scared that I'm a sociopath, but I use that fear of sociopathy to justify that I'm not a sociopath. I've hurt people and am keeping secrets, and sometimes, I feel rather heavy inside when I focus on the bad things I have done. But ultimately I don't regret them.

I think that I would be okay with going through a period of time in my life in which I am largely immoral and manipulative. I think I might rather be interesting than good. I think I could learn from it.

I've hurt people often, knowing it was wrong, but justified it by saying that it was a mistake, and that everyone can make mistakes once or twice. But if I went into the situation knowing that I had a culturally viable way of justifying it later, is it really justifiable at all? I think that someone with that degree of self-awareness should recognize the mind games he's playing with himself and overcome them. He should simply find a way to rise above and to be the moral man which he thinks that this world needs more of to flourish. But I didn't. I allowed myself to be that which I know I shouldn't and justified it with some half-assed explanation of growth.

also OP just wanted advice and guised it as a venting thread. fuck you, OP, i see your tricks. do you see mine?

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>>24222513
Fucking gays have everything, even skeletonfags.
I am you but the opposite body, I wish a man would really like my body. Not only anorexic gay guys

>>24233645
>my boyfriend is a sweet man and I want to start anew with him.
>staying with someone because of pity and not love

I smell a cucking for your sweet boyfriend


t. other boi

Today's my 30th birthday.

A little over three years ago, I was engaged, had my own place, a promising career, and an active social life.

Today I'm sitting alone in my parents' basement. I've been unemployed for over a year, the closest thing I have to friends are a few people who left me generic messages on FB (and most of them live hundreds or thousands of miles away), and dating isn't even something that's on my radar given my situation.

I'm glad I'm not predisposed to suicide.

>>24222513
I think that may be the grandest camaraderie. To have your ultimate love love you for all the things your past loves loved you despite.

>>24223558
I think there are A LOT more women who'd be down for DDLG than lactation cosplay, dude. lol.