So I've been trying to get it, really really been trying to understand how estrogen and male attractiveness works. I almost went half gay.
So I kept tried to understand what do you girls and women find attractive about my male sex and I think I did. I managed to find what's attractive about a male, but it felt shallow. Shallow as all hell. Like holding a trophy husband or pretending to enjoy the company of a 2 meter man when you simply want to backstab him and steal his belongings and body.
Is it the same for you? The relationship is shallow and asinine, the sex is meh, the sex is just there to get your hormones out of the way. Which by the way those hormones are temporary as hell for women.
Do you women feel the same way us males do when hunting for women? Satisfied, wish fulfilled, seeing our fantasies come true, feeling like you won the lottery, the universal goal, getting giddy and insane over having sex with a female body and that sapient person genuinely loving you back in an affectionate way. Or your whole thing is just having a charming bodyguard to drink some wine with and get scared by him in a sexual way.
Do you feel the same? Because for 20 goddamn years I've been trying to understand the appeal of a male and from how much I've seen it's shallow as fuck. Nobody wants a male, barely anyone desires to see a male in a porn magazine. No girl masturbates, no girl actively wants and hits on a guy, etc. etc.
I personally felt intimidated and ready to backstab every male who was slightly more fit than me. As for the pretty boys I felt like bullying them like a little doll.
Excuse my gibberish, /soc/.
So in conclusion: female hormones are a shit.
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interested in responses
So do I understand how women think now? Or I am still out of the loop.
I mean look at this beauty and try to find me a male counterpath which looks just as good.
For a woman you probably find her boring, clingy, neutral, pathetic and annoying. But for a male you can find her irresistible and want to fuck her badly, as well as own her in some measure.
And even if she had alpha leader qualities, you'd probably find her creepy and daunting as opposed to attractive.
Is a lack of cock and balls the only thing that makes you not go around hitting on your own kin? Or something else? I guess when being with another girl it feels like hanging out with a geek, a wimp, a pathetic beta who's all talk and no bite.
Bottomline: if I ever become a scientist in biology, then I'm going to heavily modify the way the chemicals in our body work. Because at the moment they're terrible.
No idea. it seems like men are increasingly a disposable asset for a women.
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i do think there is something you are missing, if no femanons appear I might post nietzsche quotes to keep hope alive