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LONELY THREAD! Post if you are lonely. Post yourself, talk about

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LONELY THREAD!

Post if you are lonely. Post yourself, talk about yourself. Find people to talk to. Anything you want. Attention whore as much as you want any gender.
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>>24034388
Im beyond lonely.
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>>24034425
You have a tinny dick or that is a pussy?
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>>24034425
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>>24034429
its a pussy.
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>>24034442
Why so lonely?
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>>24034442
Want to talk with me?
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>>24034445
because hanging out alone.
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I'm probably breaking up with my gf today. I also have no friends. How do I prepare for the loneliness?
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>>24034460
Cofee? I think ice cream is good too
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>>24034388
Ok! Life sucks ss.. I'm sick.. We have no Lemsip in the house.. All my friends are going places and I wasn't good enough to work at the supermarkettt.. They're also not my friends.. Too many bitches.. My one real friend hasn't been in contact for 4 months coz she's probably in a hospital... Or dead! Idk, her parents are bitches... I haven't left the house in 2 weeks.. Still live with my parents <3... Bitches.... Pretty sure the houses is haunted... I don't know where I'd find real friends, like a group that hangs out and does cool stuff and like you know one person from way back and have all that history and then the 'couple' and that one person everybody picks on but is actually really funny and that one who dresses well who you think is just really cool and that other one who is a bit weird and you don't really like but tolerate coz they make you feel better about yourself and that average looking one you hooked up with when you were drunk that 2 times....... But noope! Too many bitchess... Nobody really gets me coz I'm unique!
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>>24034464
I was more thinking how to try and meet new people. Or at least figure out how people date, it's been a long time for me and I met her through a friend of a friend, which I can't do anymore.
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>>24034468
Well, it might think dificult to live like that, but go alone to take a coffe or to some place to met people
Just live tho
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Surrounded by a few close friends and family, yet I couldn't feel more alone. Wtf is wrong with me
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>>24034478
I told you the same, go out alone, you can find interesting people, and dont get bother by how people looks
Sometimes the weirdo is the best person
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>>24034487
What are some places to go where people might expect to be approached?
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>>24034484
I know how you feel, i feel the same, but just think that people who feels like this just deserve love.
Go find it, or just wait, it will come
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>>24034484
Missing a more intimate relationship? Lack of different affections can make you feel lonely on their own
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>>24034493
Go bars, dancing sites, a cooking minicourse... just use your imahination
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>>24034494
>Go find it, or just wait, it will come
>or just wait, it will come
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>>24034500
Mmm tell me more if you want, ill try to help ;3
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>>24034505
You are so sarcastic or so depresive xD
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>>24034508
Oh no, I know the feeling, but I'm dealing with it well enough I guess.
I was just asking, but thank you anyway
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>>24034514
No have to thanx :3
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Ever since I lost my first(and probably last) gf, I have never felt more alone.
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i need to get fucked in the ass
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>>24034518
Dont think like that, life gives prize, you can find the answer to your lonely some day for sure
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>>24034518
Fuck I'm afraid of this being me.

Should I give my gf another chance or just break it off now?
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>>24034388
What are some good movies to pass the time with? Some good ones that I like are (500) Days of Summer, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, Scot Pilgrim vs. The World, Black Swan, Girl, Interrupted, Jet Li: Hero, Fight Club and The Departed.
>Does anyone want to talk about these or any other movies?
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>tfw no idea how to talk to other women
>tfw 21 and only friend is my bf

I need to find a hobby that involves meeting people, wat do
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>>24034521
And you fell lonely for that? Xd
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>>24034517
I see you offering a lot of support, you've been there too?
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just whoring cos bored and lonely.
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>>24034539
Where?
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>>24034532
First think why you are breaking off>>24034544
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>>24034532
If you are unhappy, then break it off.
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>>24034544
Hey! I'll chat to you if you're lonely, anything from hobbies, interests, opinions or sexting. What's your kik?
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>>24034544
'checkd.

Dig the whoring 5sure. Really tight looking body and perky tits.

Why lonely miss?
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>>24034534
These are some of my fav movies. Not in a particular order.
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>>24034544
You dont have to feel lonely, you sure are a beautifull girl
And sorry for the last mention, was missclic
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>>24034547
I think it's an expression, like where you find yourself feeling lonely? Maybe I didn't choose my words properly.
Basically I wanted to ask if you've felt lonely before, or even right now
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>>24034553
I don't have or use kik.

>>24034554
>Really tight looking body and perky tits.
Thanks. Lonely cos alone on Friday night feels.
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>>24034562
I feel lonely every day of my life, but i feel so happy and feel so alive
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>>24034564
Well you are not lonely anymore, you are talking to some weirdos like me ;3
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>>24034569
Why?? And how?
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>>24034551
Well she's lazy, jobless, isn't looking for a job and can't even be bothered to go to the doctor even if I offer to make the appointment, drive her and go in with her. She just doesn't try to do anything.
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>>24034564
Friday night is just the same as any other night.

Still sorry you're feeling down. Up for requests followed by compliments?

And where ya at femanon?
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Im rly not tight bodied yet, I jsut really want to be. ;-;
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>>24034584
Why?: i just need love
How?: i do what i want to do, i wake up and move myself on, dont wait for the lifr to come for you... go for it
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>>24034564
Ahhh bummer that's a shame.
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>>24034592
Let me tell you that you are a totally-fuckable-miss
And a real beauty
And if somebody tell the oposite call me, i will kill him ;3
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>>24034534
Blade Runner is probably my all time favorite film. It's so incredibly immersive.

I've admittedly only seen two of the movies you mentioned, being Fight Club and The Departed. If you like psychological movies, you NEED to see The Game starring Michael Douglas. I wish I could watch the movie all over again.
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>>24034596
Well, that's a mindset you don't see everyday, it's admirable
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>>24034611
Thanks :3
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>>24034494
I run people away. I date do many girls I feel nothing for .. which makes me feel even more like scum.
>>24034500
Had a soul mate .. atleast I am It that way. But I tried protecting myself by basically having a fall back girl on the side because my need for affection and validation is so overwhelming that I negate others feelings


Feels batman
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>>24034608
I love blade runner too, you should watch Funny games.
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>>24034614
No need to
Been single for long?
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Live by myself
Lonely sometimes
No self-esteem/self-confidence

Only post here when I've been drinking
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Hello thread I guess I'm one the same boat today, what have you guys been up to?

>>24034592
Well you do have some curves but I wouldn't tell you to loss anything your good as you are. This kinda makes me want to post my man bod just for the old times
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>>24034621
The last year i met someone, but break with me at 6 months for no reason
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>>24034620
I'll have a look for it. Funny thing is I've bought so many new movies that all my shelves are full but I haven't watched a single one and their all movies I've never seen.
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>>24034623
I wish I could live with you.
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>>24034616
But it will be great being batman, dont you think?
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>>24034632
And why dont do it?
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>>24034623
Drinking when i'm alone and lonely has never worked out for me, but I did drink brown liquor last time. What do you usually drink anon?
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>>24034630
I'd be pretty unbearable to live with to be honest. you'd probably end up killing me.
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>>24034623
Good looking guy. Why no confidence? Use stupid sites like tinder to find girls. It works snf it's easy. Rejection id a lot easier to take there too. Just act like you could give a fuck if they respond. Don't send multiple messages at once and act needy.

A good looking guy like yourself could easily pull girls. Not sure if that's what you're after or what could help.. just throwing that out there.
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>>24034632
DERPMAN!
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>>24034640
Why? Whats so bad about you?
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>>24034592
Aren't you the fucked up girl from r9k
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>>24034626
Maybe it just didn't work, it's a shame, but it happens
You seem pretty down to earth and super nice, I'm sure you'll find someone soon enough
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>>24034643
thanks. i don't know. i've just never had self-esteem or self-confidence. not exactly sure why that is but it's only gotten worse as i've gotten older. i'm always putting myself down so i'm sure that has something to do with it.
>>24034648
again I don't know. it's probably some defense mechanism to keep people away because of how much I dislike myself.
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As i see, the only problem are you, try to not think so bad on you.
Just smile and be happy to live
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>>24034650
I assume you mean this?
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>>24034657
Wow, thats not nice, dont do thinks like that to yourself
Life is good, just live
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>>24034556
One thing I've noticed about Fight Club, is: it's a movie representation of The Gambler's Ruin computer program. The Gambler's Ruin is a simple program where a gambler starts out with x amount of dollars and bets continuously until he runs out of money. For each bet he wins he gains a dollar, and for each bet he loses he loses a dollar. The point is he always runs out of money eventually, and if someone fights enough they'll eventually get killed. The program also has a variation where the gambler gets a walk away value where once he reaches a certain value he stops betting, and at the end of the movie they blew up the monetary institutions which is kind of like ending the program.

With that in mind, despite it's violence, Fight Club is actually a statement of non-violence, since everybody loses eventually. However that point went over most people's heads since as far as I know some students at my High School started a fight club, and plenty more too I'm sure.

I liked the critique of consumerism at the beginning about how he asked himself "what kind of furniture (or whatever it was) defines who I am?" But it would be better to develop one's mind rather than resort to violence to deal with pent up emotions.

And the penguin in the protagonist's happy place is based on The Socially Awkward Penguin which is cool.

I used to think of that movie as forum posting reenacted in real life with flame wars being represented with actual fights, but not anymore.

Foxes - Youth is a cool song which is all about Fight Club
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sx0x5aRPhgk
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>>24034663
I haven't done it in two years. its all good.
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>>24034654
When you find the right person she will give you confidence and happiness. I've been there.
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>>24034665
You have Kik or Skype?
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>>24034665
Yeah, like that, hope soon you feel better about yo :3
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>>24034639
just beer. i don't really like liquor. i'll go to the beer store and grab a bunch of singles and drink them all in one night. rolling rock is my go to beer though.
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>>24034657
Nah I haven't seen your arms. but i remember your body and the background.

are you the girl who was desperate for virgin guys and in an open relationship with a guy?
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>>24034666
we'll see. i alternate between wanting to be alone for the rest of my life because i enjoy the solitude and isolation, and being really lonely and wishing i had someone to be with. now is one of those times.
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>>24034676
Know that feel bro
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I really wish I had someone to get drunk with. During the day I'm fine being alone because I have stuff to do but at night it sucks sometimes.
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>>24034654
>i've just never had self-esteem or self-confidence. not exactly sure why that is but it's only gotten worse as i've gotten older
Yea, okay I can understand.
>i'm always putting myself down so i'm sure that has something to do with it.
Cognitive therapy DBT therapy, possibly SSRIs for depression.
>it's probably some defense mechanism to keep people away because of how much I dislike myself.
DBT therapy. There's probably nothing really that dis-likable about you.

I used to have (still have) but used to have worse self esteem issues. For me there was childhood trauma first then fucked up coping mechanisms. The side of you that keeps putting you down that's the fucked up thing you need to fight against and DBT helps you reprogram your your thought patterns and regulate emotions and cope. You see my scars:
>>24034657
I used to be fucked up.

Lots of other people too no matter how much you assume at first that they are 'normal'.

And then drinking alcohol is really bad because it's a depressant. Long term especially. Alcohol isnt its self bad just abusing it is. Protip.
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Just to say, i have felt like shit and touched rockbottom, but i have raised up by helping other people.
Make people feel good makes me feel good
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>>24034657
I remember my friend goin thru that problem too, she wanted the scars to leave. For the life of me I cant remember what product she used but it helped alot. And I heard honey based creams help too

>>24034671
Ohhhh I don't think beer has ever given me bad vibes before, thats usually my go ahead alcohol, but I had a bottle of brandy I wanted to finished and almost went to sleep crying. Not my greatest experience lol
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>>24034672
>in an open relationship with a guy?
No im single.
Desperate for virgins sort of, i just like virgins a lot because they are cute and non intimidating.
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Being a twenty-six year old kissless virgin makes me pretty lonely in the intimacy and romance department. I'm okay with going days without talking to another person in real life (acquaintances, friends, etc.) but I sure would like a life-long companion.
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>>24034592
>>24034564

Nah femanon, your body is super sexy, promise.

Could you cum beg for us, please?
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>>24034692
Im virgin, wee can talk if you want :3
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>>24034693
Nah, life is hard, but is good.
Just take time to life to set all goodness
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>>24034648
>>24034630
>>24034683
i was diagnosed with depression/bipolar disorder when i was 17. i was in counselling for a bit but i find it strange to express my feelings.. although it did help a little bit. i feel like i'm better at dealing with it now than i was back then but sometimes it's still difficult.

also why would you want to live with me.. just curious.

>>24034688
i usually don't get bad vibes from beer. it just makes me more willing to talk about myself. otherwise i'm really guarded.
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>>24034710
Let me tell you, i have been diagnosed with sociopathy and i have friends and im not a killer
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>>24034710
So just try to change your fears, dont fear yourself, fear more the lonlyness and try to be happy :3
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>>24034710
>also why would you want to live with me.. just curious.

Lonely.
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>>24034709
Maybe in your subjective experience but empty platitudes have no influence upon reality.
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>>24034715
You say you enjoy helping people, but you're a sociopath? How does that even work? Just curious
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Guess I might as well post my face as well. Hopefully no one here recognizes me

Been alone most of my life and I have no clue if I'm even relationship worthy. Havent had the chance to break or get my heart stomped on yet

Funny enough I found that I need someone to talk to about anything when I'm alone an now I main this board. If I didn't I'd most likely go insane

>>24034693
I feel you on that anon, just having someone to talk to most days does a lot for your self esteem. Hopefully you'll find someone out there. I'm 5 years younger than you and on the same boat.
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>>24034715
>>24034718
I have a small group of friends too.. but it's like I push them away because i can't understand why they'd want to be friends with me.
>>24034721
yes. it would be nice to be around another human being outside of work
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>>24034726
Diagnosed me with 6 years old, i have changed
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>>24034724
Empty platitudes?, life looks empty for you?, does a bird, a tree or the sky looks empty for you?
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>>24034734
Aaaamigo, okok
Mind if I ask how old you are?
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>>24034729
I think the same sometimes, but i tell them, and they ever give me the same answer:
Because we are your friends
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>>24034742
21 years old im from spain so funny you say amigo :3
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>>24034728
You are cute. The glasses is the stuff.
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>>24034728
Its a really weird angle and expression though.
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>>24034388
See, you are talking and meeting people in this madness and ugly site that is 4 chan sometimes (i mean the bad persons out there)
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>>24034745
Oh really? Me too!
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>>24034710
Yeah thats about the highest extent of what beer doses for me, but I guess I'm usually kinda of talkative depending on the crowd. But I'm mostly just quiet when I'm not feeling life so don't feel ashamed some people are just born rocks

>>24034746
Kekels thanks for that, not really use to compliments ;p And thanks fampie wasn't really sure about these frames whn I got them at first but they grew on me.
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>>24034753
Wow nice, have some contact? Maybe snapchat or kik?
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>>24034751
I guess im semi famous for my facial expressions, but i'm bored af might take another one
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>>24034758
Don't use any of those desu
Where are you from, more specifically?
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>>24034762
Cadiz
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>>24034728
>Hopefully you'll find someone out there
I've given up on it. The older you become, the lower your chances become. Make amends to solve your problem now while you're still younger. It's a cold, dark world out there, bro.
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>>24034762
I dont have one either, but we can make one to met
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I want to get laid. tfw no gf.
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>>24034769
La otra punta
Jesus Christ, aren't you dying down there??
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>>24034784
Jajajaja un poco
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>>24034781
Skype maybe?
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>>24034776
But theres a much higher chance of finding someone with age theres groups of disfranchised single older people nowadays, you just have to look. hell there might even be some lonely milf thats looking for someone

But I'll take that advice to heart man, I don't want to go another two years like this its too demanding on my self esteem

>>24034782
I think we all just want to get laid, but no wants to get laid by us lol
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my skype is retrovoid1992
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>>24034794
My skype is my e-mail so i dont want to say it here
Made a kik acount just for this and the delete it
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>>24034482
I would but.. Then I'd have to put on makeup so I don't look like a homeless crack addict, and I'm also addicted to caffeine so, that idea goes in the pooper!
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>>24034482
Jokes, i probably would go out n get coffee, but that felt really good to write
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>>24034816
Why does matter the look?
Just be you
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>>24034807
Send it here, it's a 10 minute mail thingy
[email protected]
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>>24034493
Prison
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>>24034534
You have chill tastes man! Seen like 6/8.. Chill tastes
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>>24034544
XD bra lines are total lolz
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>>24034629
Prozac nation fo sure
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>>24034657
Shiiiiiii...
....
..t!
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>>24034664
I can dig it
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>>24034425
wait, you are that dom grill from another thread! this turned me on t b h
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>>24034683
It's not a depressant for me tho, I like depressing things.. It's my jam!
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Loneliness is so real I just turned down a bj. Girl isn't my type and I need something more.
Fuu
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>>24034683
Well actually, it's my tequila but,

Potato, pota to
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>>24034702
>ignored
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>>24034715
Really?? That's so interesting!!
Bonus points for u
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>>24034884
Yup, I'm finally being spammed by adds so sorry if I dont reply fast on skype
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>>24034734
Lol, all 6 year olds are little sociopaths!
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>>24034823
Coz I have dermatillomania. Look it up if u like but, it's a pretty 1000% reason I gotta wear makeup
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>>24034936
Sorry, didnt know, good luck
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>>24034936
It's difficult for me to find women unattractive, I'm sure someone will feel the same about you
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>>24034816
>>24034820
holy shit you are one of those conceited bitches
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>>24035252
Probably! I don't know, I'll look up what that means on my smartphone after I take a couple hundred selfies at the nail salon before my sweet 23 next Saturday ... <3!
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>>24035339
die
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>>24034936
Ah thanks! Don't apologise, it is kinda mad xD
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>mentally ill degenerate recluse NEET
>want bf
>faggots are all insufferable autists
>only guys I've talked to are either complete retards or 30+ years old
>even if I found some guy online he'd probably be ugly anyways

sometimes I wish I was a degenerate with no moral compass so I could live with fucking random dudes

but instead I'm just a degenerate who remains pure out of principle (and not wanting aids)
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>>24035363
I'm messing with you dw
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>>24035368
So wait, you're a gay guy? O.o
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>>24035368
Its the same thing with me but the opposite with finding a female around here. Idk why I still even bother trying but I don't think i'll stop looking. But fuck this shit makes me feel like a normie
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>>24035363
I don't go to a salon.. What is this? Prison?! The vietnamese ladies at the spa just bring the kit to my house!
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>>24035379
yes
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>>24035388
Bro- I think the best thing is to never stop trying! Sure- I'm a girl and I'm pretty aware some things are just different between either sex ( I've been told girls simply just have it easier than guys in a lot of cases)... But if there's one thing that's relatively common- it's that both genders don't necessarily find that person right away... Keep your head up mang :) trek on
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>>24035368
>>mentally ill degenerate recluse NEET
>>want bf
iktf
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>>24034734
if you had a professional diagnosis you were supposed to go back in after a few years years

That preliminary doesn't count, it's more like a reason to watch the kid and guide it closer. Trust me I got that bs at 5 and 11 but as a teen it was no longer applicable (other shit stuck but I'm in normal ranges for empathy and stuff).
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I'm house sitting for my aunt until Sunday in and about the Boston area 781.

I'm lonely and alone here and don't know anyone.
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>>24035437
I probably won't but its just getting frustrating sometimes, out of all the people I've talked to thru contacts on this board theres only one person I still talk to mostly everyday. But that chick has a bf now

And I can see how girls have it a little easier with chatting with someone just sucks I have to jump thru so many hoops and then nothing even happens. But I'll keep trying but idk how much more autism I can take anymore ;(
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>>24035437
>I've been told girls simply just have it easier than guys in a lot of cases

You don't need to be told this. It's evident in almost every aspect of culture and has been since the dawn of humanity. It's evident in your ancestry.

It's basic sexual dimorphism.

One woman can produce one child.

One man can provide 300 women with children.

Men are quite literally biologically designed to be disposable. Not that I'm implying any of this is a bad thing, it's just the biological reality. But to say that finding a partner is a relatable struggle for women is pretty laughable when you realise that over half of all men to have ever existed simply never reproduced compared to 90% of all women to have existed reproducing just fine.
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>>24035508
> half of all men to have ever existed simply never reproduced compared to 90% of all women to have existed reproducing just fine

Fuck man that just made me more depressed than I already am man ;^( God damn I hope i don't die a virgin
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I'm mute singing animu songs while thinking about marathoning transformers g1.

>tfw husbando ain't real
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no one really talks to me. just stuck at home doing nothing. idk I feel unloved.
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>>24035712

Marathon gundam.
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>>24035736
Is it good? I remember liking it when i was a little girl, just like you.
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>>24035740
I'm not sure I havent even seen it in a long time i just want to.
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>>24035768
>>24035768
Just been wanting to marathon it so when I saw your comment that's what I thought of.
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>>24035822
I'm already watching transformers, what about you watch gundam and we use this thread to autistically discuss why the series each one watched are better than the other?
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>>24035822
Which series are you wanting to marathon? I was watching some of the originals this week
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>tfw you distance yourself from anyone who may or may not care about you and wonder why you're lonely and sad all the time

Any y'all niggas play Super Smash bros for WiiU?
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>>24035863
i play melee, who do you main? :)
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> 29 years old
> combination of nomadic lifestyle and life experiences that make it difficult for me to relate to people have resulted in me not having a single person I can call my friend

None, not a single one. In fact, ever since I broke up with my ex a couple years ago, I don't even have an ONLINE friend. Frankly I think it's made me a little bit crazy.

And the part that sucks is that, the older you get, the more difficult it is to make friends. People start reaching that stage where they don't want to let new people into their lives. And even if you DO make a friend, they'll never be as close to you as someone you befriended when you were younger.

All I ever really wanted out of life was just one person, one person who I could rely on to always be there, but I guess I made the stupid assumption that this would just sort of happen, that of course I would wind up with at least ONE loyal friend.

But the simple fact is people don't stick around. Most friendships run their course in two years or so, whether you want them to or not. And now, I'm starting to, for the first time, feel a deep fear that I'm always going to be alone.
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>>24035885
I'm a pikachu main!

Im pretty ass at melee desu, but Project M on the other hand is something I can get behind.
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>>24035975
shame about pm not getting updates anymore. it looks cool, ive only played it once tho. melee is really hard but worth it i think. watching melee tournaments is waay more interesting imo, even if smash 4 is fun

you watch/go to tournaments?

i play sheik btw
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>>24035837
I really wouldn't mind spamming this thread about useless gundam shit, but idk who else gundam in here.
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>>24035991

RX-78-2 is 18 meters tall
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>>24035984
I've played at and won a few local tournaments. I like pikachu alot more in smash 4, and he's always been my main so I've kinda molded into smash 4's playstyle and it's hard to revert at all.

I remember playing for the first time and being like "wtf this isnt Project M why is Samus so bad?"
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It's weird to say that I'm lonely. I am, technically, but I'm not lonely in a cripplingly depressing way.

I'm just a 30 year old guy that's been through so much shit that I've found all I care about is to focus on myself. I go to the gym, go to work, and spend my time expanding on my interests/hobbies or just engaging in what I already like.

It just hits me sometimes. Maybe I'm out at an event. Maybe I'm at the gym. Maybe I'm playing a game. Maybe I'm just thinking about current events. It hits me that I really just don't have any friends that are likeminded and interesting. I don't know anyone to share all of these things I love with, and I have no one to show me shit they love. It kind of sucks, considering how so many things require people or are beneficial to have people with.

It's odd because as a teenager I was extremely depressed, but I've just grown out of it in a way. At this point, it's like I lament over not knowing anyone I can really get on with and talk to constantly. People usually find that a bit odd about me. In a sense, you could say I'm extremely passionate, but when I talk to people I just end up rambling and talking on and on about things they tend to not really care about.
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>>24035997
Kek thats pretty on point but how tall is a MS-14?
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>>24036016

my autism only goes so far. I will say I know thats a Gelgoog. Really im just rusty with all this stuff, back when I ran a geocities site that cataloged this stuff, I was much better at it.
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>>24035935

I've been travelling for the last 5 years from town to town. I moved from Australia to the UK to get away from the crappy well paid apathetic lifestyle there. While I am much happier in this country, I still get treated as someone who is just passing through.

I'm 31 and can absolutely relate to what you are saying in every way. Wish I had an answer for you. I think people just assume there's always something/someone more important out there.

I believe it's a subconscious result of rampant consumerism of I had to be completely critical, but I'm afraid being completely critical and refusing to dumb myself down to a particular social level was what got me so alone in the first place.
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>>24036036

I was military, and when I got back, I found it incredibly hard to relate to people because everything around me seemed so petty. People getting angry over ridiculously trivial things. People talking for hours about meaningless nothings. It really hindered my ability to make friends, and probably made me lean too much on my gf, which is what probably led to the breakup.

I realize this is a shitty attitude on my part. But I don't know how to travel the mental path back to being able to care and not not treat people's trivialities with scorn or silent disdain. Everything just seems so petty and small and hollow. Middle class people freak me out.
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>>24036002
pikachu is broken in 64, lol
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>>24036055
I started the series with melee,I never had a 64 growing up rip.

I heard he was crazy though.
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>>24036022
Nah man i feel you, think I only knew the gundams height from heart, everything else is a blur. I can name a few ms's but thats it. But fuck I'd never expect some one who catalog gundam specs to never forget them.
But that is a buttload of kinda useless info
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>>24036073
his uptilt combos into uptilt, what a game
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>>24036077

it doesnt come up in everyday conversation. plus i just dont keep up with the newer stuff as much as I used to. When I stopped running the site, I stopped obsessing as much over that kind of stuff.
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>>24036052

It sounds like perhaps you're stuck at understanding
the meaninglessness of modern life itself?

I've been there. It fucking sucks. You think "none of this matters, what the fuck are you people on about?" And it's true.

I had to accept the fact that people don't want to be woken up to their flaws and downfalls. As a society we are really hindered to not be honest by political correctness.

My advise is to pick up an artform.

I read a book callled "The Mission of Art" By Alex Grey, and it got me ouy of that rut.

Any artform will do.

Pick up an instrument. Play the problems out of you.

Pick up a pen and draw it out.

Sing it out in the shower. Whaever fucking works to channel the emotion, refine it into an artform.


Don't do it for fame, attention or illusions of grandeur. Just keep it your little secret and don't let others fuck with it. It's your emotion, and you decide if that chooses to be a positive force in your life or a negative one.
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>>24034460
personally i drink after a breakup. helps with the first couple of days. chatting with people helps too.
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>>24036084
Well when does gundam shit ever do, not even my friends really like it. I've only kept up with the orgin and model kits occasionally. At some point all gundam fans stop giving a shit just waiting for that to happen to me.
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now ex girlfriend tried to kill herself at 1:17 am this last Wednesday. been drinking ALOT because it kind of sucks to have someone attempt suicide because of you. i'm typically pretty good about limiting myself while using alcohol to deal with my problems, but not so much here. just generally feel like crap and even though i would never ever get back with here i still miss sleeping next to someone at night. kinda weird after two years.
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>>24036137

i just walked away from the scene, quit paneling. Kinda getting back into it now, but its never going to be the same as when i was younger. most anime no longer speaks to me, as im not the audience.
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Lonely shut in here, image is me. I haven't felt happiness or what it's like not to be lonely since I was a young kid. If anyone wants to talk you can get me on skype, name is gnu.ibm

Oh and pro tip, I love traps.
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>>24036145
I totally get you, my ex didn't tried.
She did it, and that after sleeping with one of my best friends. We were together 9 years, and had a child. Now I am single dad, that had to go back to his mother house. And I can't sleep alone, without a joint. I even let the lights on, since I don't want to face the darkness. And who would like to be with me. Single parent, living with his mom. I tried tinder, get a few girls, fuck a few times. But no one wants to stay. And everyday I am getting closer to lose it.
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>>24036219
honestly man i dont think i couldve handled it if she had actually been successful. youre a better man than i am especially with all the other crap that got piled on you. i dont know what to say to put your situation in a better light but i think youre probably a damn good father regardless of the crap thats been thrown at you. just stick around for the kid if nothing else. youll do good.
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>>24034657
Is it weird im attracted to you? Like in a save you type of thing.
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>>24034592
Looking amazing to me. I'm sure that you're tight inside because I can fill you up.
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I ain't lonely, I just wanted to see what's good. I'm handsome and I like to eat ass.
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Kik: sadrumbb
A girl was giving me attention but then she cut it off. Just message me and talk to me about whatever
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Anyone around?
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>>24038169
yeah bored as hell
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>>24038169
Yes.
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>>24038169
Whelp im here, thought this thread died
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>>24038169
I'm here
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>>24038169
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>>24038169
Apparently I am now
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>>24038200
You look like you recently lost alot of weight and are looking for other people's approval
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>>24038200
you're good for trying to boost your esteem this way, you probably feel atleast a little bit useful and not totally worthless now.
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>>24038200
Why are those bra lines so hot? Whats that blue god light in the background
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I'm lonely as fuck to be honest. I had a friend that I was really close with and hugged and held hands all with all the time, and when I tried to make it more she strung me along for a couple months before saying no. We almost parted ways completely, but we patched it up. That closeness is gone though. Now I'm just starving for physical contact. Everywhere I go I see couples together. I just want what it seems like everyone else already has. Is that so much to ask?
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>>24038213
There's something really pretty about discoloration and contrasting marks on skin. I can't really explain why either.
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>>24038231
Also tanlines are extremely hot.
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>>24035863
>>24035863
>tfw you distance yourself from anyone who may or may not care about you and wonder why you're lonely and sad all the time

tfw
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>>24038231
Its just going to be one of those things I'll never understand why I'm attracted to it, like a girl's bare back or something odd like that.

>>24038240
I also second this, its a cycle that I wish would end
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>>24038213
tv computer monitor background.
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>>24038181
>>24038184
>>24038213
>>24038231
>>24038239
>>24038251
This went from a lonely thread to "who can get into the attention whore's pants thread" real fast
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>>24038259
sharpie?
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>>24038261
nah im really just bored and tired not feeling jerking off if youre interested
i still like butts though
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>>24038261
How exactly would commenting on the lines of on her skin get me into the pants of a girl on the internet?
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>>24038259
I never asked for this butt thats stupidly hot and I like, and that sweater looks pretty damn comfy
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>>24038261
I started with my pants off.
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>>24038261
I guess man I just want some folks to talk to and this is /soc/ its just what happens. I'll take my cloths off if that helps you
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>>24038261
I started the thread and the second post was my pants off and my pubes up close. So no one could do it since I did it first(?????)
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Im lonely. I get ghosted a lot. Guys or trans girls.
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>>24038268
>>24038270
>>24038281
>>24038286
See this is why we are lonely. Don't try and justify it tell me to fuck off! Jesus.... except this guy>>
>>24038276 he gets it
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>>24038299
>ghosted
Worst feeling.
Checkd btw
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>>24038300
You seem a bit confused.
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>>24038300
Are you new? Look at the fucking IDs, I am this person and this person:
>>24038286
>>24038276
First time on 4chan?
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>>24038300
Idk what your point is anymore. but the dude you said that gets it is the same girl thats posting lewds. Your confused and I'm confused
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>>24038299
That happened to me yesterday, but i surprisingly took it well for once. maybe cause it happens all da time
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>>24038309
Aren't you the cute girl who got engaged to her internet boyfriend after meeting him for the first time?

Regardless, hopefully I'm not too late for the lonely thread? It me, extremely lonely no gf mess.
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Can hookups just to cuddle be a thing? I wanna try that
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>>24038323
they do that kinda thing in japan I think.
Its like a brothel, but for cuddles only.
Would be an interesting experience to try though.
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>>24038320
Its chugging back to life again, but who knows for how long

>>24038323
Thats kinda like a thing you could look up on the internet, pretty sure it called cuddle buddies. Check craigslist maybe
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>>24038328
I remember hearing about that. Cuddle cafes or something. Sounds cool

>>24038332
I'll look into that
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>>24038309
I'm usually on /b/ or /v/ but first time on soc because fuck you
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>>24038312
I'm so lonely that I masquerade my self loathing by invoking feelings of confusion and anger in others so I don't have to be the only one who's confused angry and alone...I'll have people confused and angry with me
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>>24038320
Im single.

>>24038335
>>24038343
Lol check out post IDs, lad.
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Lonely sperg here. Lots of social anxiety.
I try and ease out of my shell on chat sites but conversations never go well.
I end up asking all the questions and then the conversation dies, and if it doesn't after I add them I get ghosted.
I try...
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I'm >>24035863

Welp, since this is getting depressing, how about some paintings for those of you that like to look at them.

Any artists here wanna talk about art stuff?
>>24038200
>>24038169
There's something adorable about this. Like, I want to hug kind've adorable. Which is great.
>>24038259
Nevermind it got sexy.
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>>24038334
Just don't dive into deep with it, you could get killed on craigslist or smothered to death

>>24038335
>>24038343
Well that kind of explains a bit, I guess welcome to /soc/ then. This thread probably isn't a good warm welcoming then.

I don't see the point of doing all that here, a lot of socfags are use to trolling. Plus why bother you can feel what people are feeling through the internet.
Dosn't work like that unless your some kind of new type or something
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Talking with people on the internet has really not helped me, I don't think. It's a shame it's so tough to find interesting people in real life.
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How do I tell the difference between loneliness and sexual frustration?
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>>24038374
For me its usually the person i'm talking to can't hold a convo then they just end up reply with single words, and thats when i know when it dead. But I do feel like I talk to much and annoy ppl

>>24038376
Are your boxer/panties wet from tears or cum?
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>>24038357
Did something happen? I could have sworn you were that anon. I remember crushing on her and the stuff in the background like the Kirby.

tfw kissless virgin and all I really wanna do is just cuddle someone :\ dream I'm holding hands with someone or cuddling, then wake up and just feel an overwhelming sadness.
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>>24038384
I'm pretty sure at this point they're wet from both.

I sure would feel a lot less lonely if I knew it was possible for someone to find me attractive.
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>>24038391
But you're cute
I think maybe getting in shape would help, but physically speaking (don't know about anything else) you're cool
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>>24038408
kek at least you still got your humor thats a good thing.

But I'm sure theres someone out there. I get depressed about that too, but I occasionally very occasionally, get called cute.
Its a good esteem boaster but never really last that long unless your still talking to them. But who, post your face and find out
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>>24038376
tfw
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>>24038323
I once met a girl to do this with off craigslist of all places. Ended up cuddling and fucking for 3 hours. Would do again, but really wish we cuddled more.
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>>24038445
Damn son thats really good, idk if I can even express my emotion in my art, and I've been drawing for years

Can this be a art dump thread now?
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I am lonely. This is a picture I drew.
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>>24038428
I already got enough bad self-esteem as it is. I know I gotta lose weight. I know I do, but at the same time I don't want to.
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This is another recent picture I drew. Its not as good and I haven't drawn big mother fuckers in a while :(
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>>24038455
ty. I looked for the original pic of it but I can't find it cos there's so much shit on my computer. I've been drawing for years too. Here it is on imgur tho: I sure would feel a lot less lonely if I knew it was possible for someone to find me attractive.

>>24038408
>I sure would feel a lot less lonely if I knew it was possible for someone to find me attractive.

Post yourself. some ppl have weird tastes.

>>24038391
we broke up.
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Here is a video I made. I feel like it will fit in well with this thread.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2VFKjYklBrw

Here is an older picture I drew
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Heres a crappy one from the mecha designs I started drawing, still getting the hang of it
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>>24038412
Thanks c:

>>24038408
>I sure would feel a lot less lonely if I knew it was possible for someone to find me attractive.

fucking feel you anon...
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Here is another old picture I drew
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Oh fak I found it, pic I took with my bowl.
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>>24038482
Duuuuude, I think at least a couple people here do find you attractive.
And your beard seems so soft!
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>>24038479
You're actually a pretty good artist

Oh, nice tits btw
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>>24038489
thats your bowl? Cool. This is Mr. Bong.
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I'm in defcon4 killmyselfifsomeonedoesnthavesexwithme modo
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>>24038479
See thats good art looks pretty original to me. Most of my shit is still on paper I really need to scan it before I spill something on it.

I still think your pretty attractive imo but I've only seen your body. But other than that you come off pretty nice. But all i really care about are people's personalities

Got any more art you want to dump on us?
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>>24038488
Keep it up proud of you.
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this ones about salvia
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>>24038499
I like that hes about to fuck up that person.
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I love drugs too much, but im afraid that they're making me insane.

moved away from friends and family a while ago, im alone almost all the time.

>>24038489
really great work dude,
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>>24038461
If you really think you should just put your mind to it and at least try. But I know theres plenty of girls like like fluffy beared men. theres alot of them here as well
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>>24038508
tfw.
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Have considered going to a strip club just to touch some girls.
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>>24038506
Version with my pipe, it's like my signature.
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I'm actually not lonely. See? This is my girlfriend Sally 6 tits.
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>>24038458
>>24038464
>>24038480
I love these so much

>>24038489
>>24038445

I think we're already friends on skype but that's dope af, we should have a smoke draw sesh.
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>>24038525
go visit a hooker instead
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muh redid this one from something drew a decade ago
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>>24038525
Have you been to one before?
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>>24038525
>>24038534
No, wait for someone you love.
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>>24038541
Never.
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>>24038530
Dude shes hot. This is my bf i did in my leg but it's not rly there anymore cos i cut over it and it wasnt deep, it wasnt even as good as it looks since a lot of the shadeing is just blood.
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And heres some of the shit I draw in my composition book, that i use for references. But fuck I'm out classed

>>24038527
I'd really like to know how long that one took you? But you were high so you'll probably not remember lol

>>24038525
Don't do it turk you got to stay strong till you find tour wife
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>>24038566
There is no wife for me.

And I wanna see a skinny girl with big tits.
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>>24038552
Sick. I sliced an inverted cross into my forehead once. Now all you can see is a faint imprint of a line down my forehead.

I might do it again for shits and giggles next devils night for hallows eve.

It feels so good to open up your skin and let the blood run down your face.

this is an old picture about a couple I knew. bat Boy and Bitch Face.

Time to go skate. if this thread is still here I'll post more shitty doodles when I get back. if I feel like it.
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>>24038544
I know this sounds weird but after the first few times of going it will get boring even if the very first time you are super nervous and flustered. It's worth it as an experience at least one. The strippers are nice but see I'm a girl so they might treat me differently.
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>>24034460
set goals and accomplish those goals. no matter how small or mundane, doing something will give you a sense of purpose and help deal with the feelings.

also keep talking to people, even if you don't have friends post around on threads.
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>>24038579
I go to a college with some of the hottest women in the US where I live.

The frustration is absolutely killing me that I can't at least touch.
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>>24038566
If its a big piece I'll try to work on it an hour a day until im satisfied but since all i do is smoke pot i dont remember a whole lot so you are right about that.
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Lonely ever since I started uni. Also found out I'm possibly an aspie. How's everybody spending Saturday night?
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>>24038595
You can't touch them at strip clubs either.
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>>24038606
I don't know what else to do. Maybe I'll just get a hooker.
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>>24038606
PICKY WOMEN -AM I RIGHT?
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>>24038610
Well if you are so hard up you think about touching random strangers than you really should get a hooker before you rape someone, weirdo.
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>>24038552
>>24038578
i hardly leave my room over 10 years now, is cutting myself the next stage cause i dont feel it
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>>24038621
Yeah sorry.
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>>24038621
NO offense, Im sexually frustrated to. I'm just NEET and a shut in so I don't go out to see people to want to touch them.
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Lonely as fuck it sucks. I get through okay because i have school to focus on but on my days off sometimes it really hits you. Its frustrating how little I have in common with others. Or maybe that's just an excuse. I don't even know. Going to have to walk to the train soon. Dreading it.
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>>24038623
No, not unless you want it to be. there is no next stage.
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>>24038635
guess i'll remain floating in the void then
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H-here I go
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>>24038635
What does cutting feel like and why do/did you do it? Artsy/dealing with feelings?
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>>24038646
ill see you there.
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>>24038552
reminds me of when I used to paint with my blood. Thinking back, I was a little fucked up, would even slice my finger tips because I wanted to get rid of my finger prints and disappear completely.
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>>24038655
its hard to explain but i think the best way i can explain it to someone who is asking is that you feel tough and strong because you have control over something. Ive managed to transfer the addiction to control over my body into exercise now.
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>>24038479
>we broke up.

Oh, sorry :\

>>24038495
Thanks. I appreciate it. Idk about people finding me attractive though. Like, you said I'm cute and I appreciate that too, but while I've had people say I look cute sometimes, I've never had anyone say I look handsome or attractive, or have anyone show any kind of interest in me physically or romantically.

Also that's just a decent picture and it only shows my head. Never posted a body picture.

>>24038552
How old is this? I could have sworn I saw something like this posted on /r/selfharmpics

Really feeling this quote, "no one can complete you but life is long and death is scary and what the fuck else are we supposed to do p.s. being human hurts"
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>>24038662
would actually be interesting if i met you. long conversations would be a nice way to kill time
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>>24038669
And no it doesnt hurt but thats because you will it not to and that's where the control and power comes from. theres the same kind of endorphin kick when you train yourself physically like through exercise.
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>>24038672
Yea i used to go to self harm pics too prob about two years old.
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>>24038672
Post one if you want, but as I said, maybe getting in shape would help, and you can meet people in the process.
For example I met a few great friends, and even had a date that didn't go any further, but hey now I love training and I have fun. Plus, I'm really happy with my body now.
Maybe you already do some exercise though, Idk
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Think my ID changed cause I'm outside smoking with my brother

>>24038527
Kek go do it then just don't fall in love with

>>24038600
Yeah that seems like the right amount of time for that better than anything I can do ;(
Usually I get high to get my mind rolling and it usually helps me try new things
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>>24038698
>I get high to get my mind rolling
This and to calm my ocd, actually the act of drawing its self is to do that too. Would anyone ever pay for this shit? Technically it's work that takes skill I just never would be able to make a living doing anything if i cant leave my house or talk to people.
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>>24038711
>tfw you almost have as big tits as this girl
>you're a guy
>you're not even that overweight
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>>24038711
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>>24038716
gynecomastia? maybe. Show us, maybe?
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>>24038716
gynecomastia?
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>>24038711
Artwork? Would fit in a game like Zeno Clash or perhaps E.Y.E. even
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i want to quit my fucking job
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>>24038724
I'm >>24038525
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>>24038687
Also your pipe looks too much like a dildo. Lol.
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>>24038732
I dont see them in that picture. lol if you could put one hand on mine and one on yours youd feel the shape and firmness difference.
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>>24038733
Theres lots of beautiful works of art in this world that look like dildos. ;-;
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>>24038687
Damn, there's probably a really good chance I talked to you on reddit then, however briefly it may have been.

>>24038689
Yeah, I'm working on it :\ Doesn't help that my worst coping mechanism is easily eating.
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>>24038743
Does anyone else like Giger, or other artists?
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>>24038729
what's stopping you?
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>>24038735
It still looks wrong. Even when I was way skinnier it felt awful because I just had two saggy tits on my chest instead of something that was hot.

And of course my friend's girlfriend loved to talk about how she couldn't handle her ex having gyno because it freaked her out too much.

Guess I should just stay fat, at least it looks somewhat normal.
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>>24038745
A friend who went to self harm pics and posted a lot recently died, I found out on last fathers day. Im pretty upset about it because i was close to him but he was really hardcore into the cutting, he talked about dying a LOT and he was bound to die with the way he went at it.
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>>24038759
atleast you dont have acne
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>>24038767
Yeah, at least that, I guess.... I'm not exactly calling it a blessing.
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>>24038745
Find a substitute, keep your hands and/or your mouth busy (I know how it sounds, but I don't mean that)
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>>24038770
some people would call it a blessing, though you could have surgery to fix the moobs
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>>24038778
Yeah but I also need surgery for wisdom teeth and braces, so I have a lot of money to save...
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>>24038759
>two saggy tits on my chest instead of something that was hot.

>instead of something that was hot.

So I have saggy tits first implication, second implication is that tits aren't hot? Those implications. I know you are going to say 'not on a guy' but thats another implication is that men aren't supposed to have tits but you have nipples, so whats the big deal?
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Lonely here. Bored, as well. Want the company of a woman (preferably a dominant one).
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>>24038785
I can philosophize all day, what matters is what girls think is attractive on a guy, and its not tits.
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>>24038785
most men really dont like their chest being big and having big nipples, not sure how girls would react but i would like it if i had them
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You know, the more I read this thread the more I think a bowl and my sketchbook are what I need right now.

>>24038711
I love everything in this image. We should collab.

>>24038649
This is incredibly aesthetically pleasing.

>>24038755
My actual inspiration honestly. I used to really like the way Lovecraft described the horrors in his stories so I used to get alot of inspiration from him as well.

>>24038778
can confirm acne free face would be a blessing. So much work goes into my skin to keep the acne away it's ridiculous.
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>>24038764
Damn, what was his username? If you don't mind sharing it.

Truth be told I don't cut or otherwise self-harm myself, but I've talked to a lot of people from there. I can't really explain why I go there. I don't like, fetishize it or anything, guess I'm just weird.

Sorry though, I've lost a lot of friends I've been real close to, though only one was suicide.
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>>24038794
I like tits but im a queer and your probn make fun of me for trying to suck on ur tits.
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>>24038831
You can like what you want, but I'm straight so I'm concerned with what can get me girls.
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>>24038820
His user name was. throwaway93391
I met up with him five years ago too and I really liked him at the time he was underaged and i wanted to fuck him but i didnt and now he an heroed as a kissless virgin and only not hugless or handholdless because of the one time we met up. for at least a year the only reason i didnt kill myself was in hopes we could meet again
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>>24038845
i am a girl. check out post ids, lad.
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>>24038687
Could you post a pic of your stomach?
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>>24038855
Look I'm just very confused and somewhat hungover.
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>>24038852
That pic and this was him.
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>>24038857
>>24038857
Mine, here:
>>24038200
>>24038169
>>24034592
>>24034592
I know being on the internet for the first time is scary and confusing but you click the persons post ID and it lights up all the other posts theyve made in the thread.
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>>24038820
>can't really explain why I go there.
It's okay btw, I have an affinity for the scars. I'm not a huge fan of open cuts but scars are beautiful to me and this person ive been talking about I licked his scars when we met. it wasnt exactly sexual but it was just like i do fetishize it on a certain level just not a completely sexual level. I don't go there or look as often anymore since I stopped cutting I don't want to get triggered by it.
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>>24038861
>>24038852
Oh wow, that's sad as fuck


Honest question to all: how do I get more in contact with people? I feel my talking skills are declining by the week and I don't want to get to the point where I can't even say hi anymore
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>>24038887
Join Skype groups or go on Omegle from time to time. That is what helped me get over my internet social anxiety.
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>>24038887
Skype thread, interpals are good online options (to me) and in person... Idk, most of my friends are from school/uni/gym
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>tfw 28,almost 29
>tfw haven't had a relationship in years
>tfw every girl I meet who fits my needs are always across the country or the world
>tfw I just want someone to cling and love me. Us against the world.

I don't know why its so hard to find someone to call my own. I will gladly take a NEET girl if any existed. I just want someone small nerdy and kinky to be their teddy bear
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>>24038887
I had (still have) this video of him that i took when we met and later i would fap to it especially this part where hes like why are you filming and i say something like 'im getting fap material' and he kind of blushes and looks away I swear I've cum to that part in the video a million times and id imagine i was squirting on his cute flustered face.

if i ever told him about my attraction hed just say he was going to die a kissless virgin. i told him that no matter what if he rly was about to die id come and see him to fuck him at least once. he tried to message me before he did it and i didnt reply cos we had not talked in so long.
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>>24038881
Fuck, I remember him because of the face cuts. I'm sorry to hear that, at least your meeting gave some measure of comfort to the both of you. I wish I wasn't a kissless virgin but more than sex I just want to feel another person, what with the hand holding and cuddling.

Good to know you stopped cutting.
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>>24038905
>I will gladly take a NEET girl if any existed

This is what I hate about people like you, implying its something special to sit around and literally do nothing with yourself as a human being. Yea thats what i liked to imagine as a little girl, my ultimate goal to become a neet and then totally self reliant on someone else.
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>>24038711
It really seems like it gives you some good talents tbqh. Most people can't do the things you and the other anon.
I wondered the same thing about my art. But I know for sure ppl would buy your art, it's pretty current and everyone here likes it.
I'm pretty sure I'm not getting any fans anytime soon
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>>24038913
the fuck does NEET even mean? honestly, I've no idea.
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>>24038891
>>24038900
Thanks, I'll try Skype
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>>24038908
He probably died thinking I hated him though.
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>>24038913
I wouldn't want someone to be self reliant on me, just if they're a NEET, I wouldn't be as big of a loser in their eyes since I'd have a job and car. Im still very much a loser though. If that makes sense.
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>>24038913
I didn't really take what he said that way. I didn't think it came across like he was saying he'd "prefer" a neet or it's desirable or special, rather that he's so lonely and desperate, that he wouldn't say no to a girl just for being neet, like some people would.

>>24038920
No education, employment, or training. Basically doing nothing with your life.
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>>24038920
HELLO SOC SUMMER GOING GOOD?
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>>24038930
Pretty much what they said too.
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>>24038920
A NEET or neet is a young person who is "Not in Education, Employment, or Training". The acronym NEET was first used in the United Kingdom but its use has spread to other countries including Japan, South Korea, and Taiwan.
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>>24038925
I'm sorry, I imagine that's painful for you. For a few years my best friend was a girl I knew from WoW and I was kind of in love with her. She got mad at me over some stupid guild drama that would take too long to go into, but she said she never wanted to talk to me ever again. Fast forward like six months and she messages me and I'm still bitter about it and so I'm like "thought you never wanted to talk to me again?" and she said her feelings were hurt, and all I said was "yeah well how do you think I felt?" and logged off.

That was the last time I ever spoke to her, she ended up quitting and stopped using the email I knew.

I don't think I was wrong in terms of what I said, but my biggest regret is that I just let myself be bitter about it still instead of talking to her...
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>>24038927
>>24038943
I get you, sorry, you do seem kind of cool. it just literally takes nothing to trigger my sjw level rage.
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>>24038925
That must fucking suck to deal with :x
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>>24038953
me and this guy had a unhealthy relationship because we would encourage each other to cut among other reasons. and he had rly low self esteem so no matter what i said he wouldnt believe me like literally refused to.
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>>24038930
thanks, glad i don't fit into any of those things

>>24038932
go back to /b/

>>24038945
thanks, man.
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>>24038966
Damn. I kind of understand? Like, I feel worthless and unlovable. But I've never had anyone who's given me a reason to think otherwise. (Not counting family)

If someone did though I probably would really question them and have a hard time believing it. Wonder how they could, think it was only a matter of time before they realized what a mess I am and what a mistake they've made and abandon me.
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>>24038953
This or cheating is literally how every LDR ends. Even the most perfect couples will eventually break up over petty arguments because it's so easy to walk away from people on the internet as opposed to real life.
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>>24038953
I used to play wow too, i really want to get into either fallout 4 or gta 5 right now. I have a version of fall out 4 downloaded but its so glitchy and the worse.
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>>24038955
Thanks.

I get where you're coming from though. Maybe once I get downstairs I'll hit you up on skype or something.

>>24038891
Skype groups are hard if there's already a group of friends in there. Or if you become friendly with a female others will start suggesting that you're thirsty.

Once you get past all the bots and penises on omegle you'll be left with kids. Finding people 18 and up who aren't old men or jb is almost impossible.
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>>24038986
if you need a solid torrent of falloutm i got u senpai. if its just your pc glitching it up i cant help you though.
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>>24038866
Cute body at least.
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>>24038980
Hmm, yes, see and I have those same insecurities, so when you put two together with those same exact similar thoughts it's terrible. It never works out. Even tho (trust me i know) you want to romanticize the same things in someone else that you hate about yourself. thats why a relationship is IMPOSSIBLE until both people have maintained normal self esteem. To some ppl that seems like common sense but it took me years to learn.
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>>24039036
We had other similar problems with gender identity, but he had much worse problems with his sexuality because he thought he was really ugly, he was actually obese but he hated his dick and stuff too he would just say it was too small to be worth anything ever and he might as well have a vagina. The way he looked was no problem for me but the over eating was another problem which I can kind of relate to because Ive had emotional eating and anorexia before.

And then we also both had lots of borderline traits. But he had more psychosis more frequently. he would call me up out of the blue when things were going well and ask me why i was trying to get him to kill himself. like he thought the only reason id talk to him was out of some kind of weird and elaborate plan to get him to kill himself; and part of that narrative that he would accuse me of he claimed to have himself. With two friends who he knew online who killed themselves. He would try to prove that he was a monster by saying he wanted them to do it or somehow used psychology to influence them to do it. That was during an anger swing, but then during just depression he would say that they were the only ones he ever loved and why did they leave and things like that. It was only sometimes he was aware of the other sides of himself. If Id remind him it went against what he said earlier he would just say it was because he was insane. He had PTSD too, from childhood abuse, being beaten as a child. But the splits were so bad he usually didnt remember just said his mother had told him thats what happened.

I have the ptsd, agoraphobia, depression, ocd, and probably borderline (because the abuse so the splits as well just not as severe as his).
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I made my walk. I feel so frial doing this. I know deep down too that this is probably nothing to normal people.
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>>24039036
Yeah... It's pretty shitty. I feel like I can't love myself when I have no reason to think anyone else ever will.

I just wanna feel loved and like I matter to someone, and return the favour.
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>>24039055
You mean fragile? iktf.

>>24039050
The first few years that I talked to him he was a bully. He would always talk about how much he hated so-called 'faggots', but then this didnt completely align with a softer feminine side he had. Later he 'came out' to me as transgender (though I had already guessed). I told him at the time that what ever he wanted to do with that he should (like dress in girls clothes or anything else he wanted). He seemed to become happier when he went public with that, but it was also like he couldn't fully transition into exactly what he wanted even then because other broken bits of his identity would pull him down. I related strongly to this because how the ptsd trauma caused a split in me as well. The split is a borderline term, its like an almost but not completely alternate ego. Usually created psychologically during the abuse, but stays for the rest of someones life even when the abuse goes away its like the alternate ego will come back. Sometimes several egos that's why his personality was so fractured.

and you see this in very many people who have inferiority or superiority complexes (they are tied together). Just a wildly swinging ego or set of needs. Like going from wanting to be loved desperately to hating all people for whatever reasons. The insecurity first, then the angry and defensive mechanisms. Or the bully side. He also dropped out of middle school because he said he was being bullied but also i think it was probably because he was extremely maladjusted with severe anti social traits that boardered on psycho-pathetic.

When he really wanted attention he would just 'hack' me and my friends and threaten to kill/rape everyone i knew. and hed try to get me to say he was evil and that he should kill his self.
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23 and gay. I'm awkward and nobody seems to want to be with me for more than a couple weeks without getting tired of me. I don't think there's anything inherently terrible about me objectively, minus being a little bit anxixous and insecure (okay, a lot), and yet I am still almost always single. I'm also desperately horny as I haven't had a fulfilling sexual experience in literally almost two years. I have forgotten how it feels to be with someone. And posting this is a waste of time.
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>it's another "anon lives in the most densely populated city in the world yet struggles to make friends or obtain any sort of meaningful connection with anyone at all" episode

Why the fuck is everything so god damn alienating
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>>24034802
that feel when your skype doesnt work :(
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>>24039055
But you got it done didn't you? That'll only make you better at any walks you have to do in the future. Proud of you for pushing your limits anon.
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>>24039110
Oh i cant sign into my retrovoid1992 account so that means it might of been 'hacked'. what that really means is they just abuse customer support with information claiming its their account and getting them to reset the password. its easy to do and lower than script kiddy level.
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>>24039182
Do you have a different skype?
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>>24039182
But if anyone wants to talk you can add opalcocoon instead since the so called hackers arent intelligent enough to crack that one.
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>>24039138
>I'm also desperately horny as I haven't had a fulfilling sexual experience in literally almost two years. I have forgotten how it feels to be with someone
tfw.
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>>24039205
If it's as easy to do as you say it is, why wouldn't they be?
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>>24039205
haha so we meet again

anyways if any wants to be lonely together add me on skype

im this dude >>24038905
skype is evldcky1
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Oh boy family meetings and my Dad is using drinking anything stronger than beer as an excuse to not renew my ID yaaaaay.
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>>24039220
Because I didnt use real information, birthdates, etc on this one so they dont know what it is. they know my real information so can guess with it enough to tell customer service what it is when they contact customer service trying to reset their password. Get it?
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>>24039110
Shit... That sounds like an awful lot to deal with. Good on you for trying to be there for him.

I used to have anger issues and struggled to rationalize how I can be really sensitive and caring most of the time but then rage at someone over something stupid like a game and say something that when I would later think of what I'd feel in their place made me feel like crying, like I was kicking puppies or something.

Hated that though, so made myself chill out and stop being so angry, not as easy as I make it sound though.

Besides being shy and awkward I generally acclimate towards girls and most of the friends I make are girls. Like, I know I'm stereotyping and my best friend right now is a guy I've known for years, but in general I'm afraid of guys. I wouldn't say I have gender issues myself, but I'm really sensitive and shy, I like cute things like stuffed animals and stickers, love stories and the kind of stuff that's not really the norm for guys in our culture. So I'm generally afraid guys won't understand me or will make fun of me, but girls will relate. Like I said, I'm stereotyping and overgeneralizing but... I just want someone to understand me who I can hold and love ;~;

>>24039182
>might of

I'm triggered anon ;-;
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>>24039244
but I digress it could be skype messing up and not hackers, just thats how it happened the first and only time one of my skypes was hacked.
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>>24039251
>>might of
>I'm triggered anon ;-;


Well someone who has me added on there tell me if Im appearing online on that account.
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>>24039263
Or have been within the last hour.
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>>24039263

Not seeing you on there. It shows you as offline.
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Went on a few dates with a guy I met on tinder. Thought it was going really well and then he just disappears.
Fuck.
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>>24039293
That's tinder for you, sorry friend.
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Got dumped by my gf of almost 3 yrs. 2 months ago. feelsbadman.jpg
I spent so much time and energy with her and I let my other friendships dwindle in the process.
Now I have like 3 friends with differing work schedules than me and I barely have anyone to talk to.
Nights like tonight are awful. I know she's probably out enjoying herself.
And I'm just sitting in my room, wallowing, alone.
Not gonna lie, been feeling like jumping off a bridge since she left me.
>>24038489
>>24038506
>>24038512
>>24038541
>>24038614
>>24038621
>>24038630
>>24038647
>>24038719
For what it's worth, I think you're immensely talented and have a fantastic body!
And Fight Club is incredible. But then again, we all know that.
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>>24038711
Idk what its is able wed but its like a plus on how well your art will come out. Seems like it lets me concentrate more on what i'm working on instead of thinking about shit in my life.

But honestly you have a much different scene in art something I've never reach i guess. I know for a fact someone would buy your art, especially from how the other anons dug it so much. But you never know theres alot of folks that sell their art and barley go out. Only art I'm decent at is landscapes and illustrations which isn't really popular anymore. Idk if anyone would want anything I drew but you should look into.

Super late ass reply
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>>24034556
Yo great taste. Nightbreed is one of my all time favorites too and I at least like the rest (Hellraiser is so cool). I wanted to read the novels but always forget.
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I'm not as lonely as I used to be. I've been working on gearing my thinking to be more positive and going outside/exercizing a little (although I've let that drop off). I also found that being away from my phone and TV/Youtube videos was good. I'm still trying to work up the courage to go to my local game store and play in a Magic draft or something but every time I do they're closed for one reason or another.
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>>24034442
I want
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>>24034556
Oh shit and you like Hellraiser?

I think I love you anon
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>>24039267
I added you a few nights ago from another thread and noticed you kept bouncing online and offline. You think that might have been when it was happening?
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>>24039393
I should probably clarify that I wear that shirt on the Fourth as a joke, since the shirt is as absurd as the holiday itself.
inb4 an hero, hipster faggot
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I need mushrooms please. Its been so long.
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How do I find a girl that likes average-looking chubby autistic guys with weird hair whose only hobby is video games in Arizona.
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lol I did a shitload of crazy mushrooms my 3rd or 2nd time and had almost no controll lol and just painted this
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>>24038719
please do drugs with me and we can like draw some crazy shit or some shit like I'll travel to wheverever I have to go like I just need to save my money and look for a new job cause I got fired and like you dont have to worry about me being creepy or some shit like I probably won't even look at you and try my best to not think about touching you and stuff but like yeah lets just make art if you want or like you can say go fuck yourself and I probably will.
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or like whatever
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I really like your art as well as your body. Umm. I'd hope you'd like mine.
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No.....
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>>24034544
>>24034592
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>>24034592
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>>24040058
>>24040101
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Alright, I guess I'll just go with the olde tyme remedy of drink til consciousness fades.
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>>24039155
I'm right there with you but probably on the other end of country.
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>>24034388
>>24034425
>>24034434
>>24034544
>IM SO LONELY THAT I POST NUDES ONLINE TO HAVE BETAS FAWN over me on the internet xdddddf
Literally, and I mean LITERALLY eat shit you fucking whore lmfao
>DUDE HERE ARE MY TITS GIVE ME ATTENTION LMAO
You chose to be lonely, you histrionic cunt.
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and this is your daily reminder that women cannot be truly lonely
>chad pumped and dumped me?
>better hit up those dweebs on soc :p, they'll love me
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>>24034556
Shit taste in flicks too btw
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>>24035368
come, let me embrace you
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Moved to Mississauga last year and I hate it. Moving to New Westminster in a few months and hopefully it'll be better. But based on the rest of my life it won't be, but I'm willing to roll those dice.

Working nights fucking sucks.
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Hit me up on skype if you live in the dfw are and are down to chill
skype: lvch777
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>>24040542
>>24040554
>>24040558
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>>24039166
Yeah you are right. Came home and fell asleeptill 2am. Seems I got sunburned a little bit so I need to get a bit of sunblock.
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I lost my last Friday and got into a fight where I got a black eye last

I feel the need to say that I fight and win more than anyone I've heard of irl. To the point where I don't try anymore

I was drinking the free beer at my job (I still have an extra key card) and went to mcdonalds to get something to eat. Some guy either cut me (most likely -- I was clearly standing next in line) or I didn't see him. He forcibly moved me and told me he was in line and I hit him.

He grabbed me by the sweater and I kind of just gave up. He hit me and I hit him a few times and it was over.

I walked away and out of the store before realizing I didn't have my phone with me. I went back in to get it and heard him basically making fun of me to someone else so I hit him again. He grabbed me by the sweater again and I threw him down and hit him a few times and left him on the ground and walked out.

Everyone in McD had went outside and they were lol clapping. I realized I still didn't have my phone and went back in and got it.

The guy was just getting up and he was acting woozy as fuck so I hit him again and he backed up and said "Hey hey hey!" so I grabbed my phone and left
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>>24041839
bump with music at least
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3H-g0IcKSGY
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>>24041898
I kinda get it, if you enter a relationship with someone you want to be with them a lot. IMO it wears off after a while but you're a different person than I am.

Have you told your boyfriend about it as well as about your past? It might help him to understand better
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>>24041979
yep, i've told him everything and he just gets angry at me and tells me I'm being unreasonable.
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>>24041979
>>24042033
i can't tell if hes like trying to make me dump him or what and i don't know if i want to break up with him, like i don't know if hes right in saying I'm being unreasonable or what
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>>24034556
Aliens is the shit
How was fight club?
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>>24042038
How often do you want to talk to him? Literally all day? every hour/6 hours/etc?
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update: he just dumped me
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>>24034544
Got a snapchat? Down for just talking or sextile or w.e. I'm a pretty good looking dude with a gf but she's at work so I'm bored
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>>24042142
bweh, sorry. You deserve better than him :/
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>>24040542
are you the virgin guy from r9k with hot body? ahah i honestly like you man
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>>24042357
stop stalking me loser
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>>24042432
its not stalking when you literally post your face to every thread mate
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>>24042466
I literally don't
Get a life dweeb
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>>24042509
youre just as much an attention whore as the camwhores faggot
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Nothing is good.
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>>24039155
Hey I've seen that episode posted on r9k
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home for the summer, hate it, haven't gotten laid by anyone in too long, it's not important, got visibly upset after keeping it in, snapped at my friends, broke down in front of my parents, now they want to know what's going on when i don't want them to. i don't fucking know.
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Hey, I'm not truly a lonely person. Actually, I'm pretty social.

I just feel bad because I know how loneliness can make you feel so... if you want, write me something and we can chat for a bit.

kik and skype is rains43, any other contact just ask.

And try to smile, truly. Sometimes forcing yourself to feel happy actually helps.
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>>24042063
fight club wass one of my fav movies for a long time i read the book first.
>>24039854
>>24039865
>>24039879
Your art is fucking amazing dude. Add me on skype: opalcocoon.

There is a lot of other good artists here too this guy, like these:
>>24039166
>>24038638 (oh thats u too)
I love the style though. Keep it up proud of you.

>>24040542
I might be a beta loving beta attention whore but at least Im not mean to people. Who's the real loser here? It's you. Anyone you call a beta loser is automatically better than you because they aren't so insecure they had to look on the internet to find someone to call a loser. See how that works?

Also:
>chad pumped and dumped me?

Lol, I'm a queer dyke.
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>>24043683
http://imgur.com/a/DjiBP

This is a lot more of my art there's no way I can dump it all in one thread.
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>>24042624
Nah, kys
>>24043683
whores can't be lonely
lmao
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>See thread alive again but I don't think I really belong here, and my art especially doesn't belong here in this thread either

I'll wrap up my things and go, but most of you artist should have your own exhibitions somewhere
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>tfw all you want in life is someone to love and be with every single day
>tfw noone is interested or they lose interest very quickly
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>>24043723
You belong.
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>>24043754
you don't even belong lmao
You aren't lonely
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>>24043742
This feel right here is too true sometimes getting ghosted only after 10 minutes of talking

>>24043754
Thats what i want to believe but dosn't seem that way. And kek your art just makes me more depressed
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>>24043761
That doesn't make logical sense. That's like if I was saying my favorite color is blue and you were just saying 'no it's not'. How can you tell someone else what they think and feel subjectively? Do you know what empathy is? Do you know human beings exist outside of yourself? Do you know human beings think for themselves outside of your own brain?

See:

Sentience is the capacity to feel, perceive, or experience subjectively. Eighteenth-century philosophers used the concept to distinguish the ability to think (reason) from the ability to feel (sentience).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sentience

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_will

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emotion

Is it Sociopath's first time having interactions with people online? Is your tiny brain trying to grasp how a human being can have a body that's naked and also thoughts at the same time? Used to just raping prostitutes are we?
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>>24043787
>women
>human
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>>24043768
If it makes you feel better its all it's all I do all day other than exercise and smoke weed.
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>>24043802
>exercise
you literally don't even lift dude lmao do you even squat 1 plate lmfaooooo
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Anytime you fee lonely and then wonder why go back and look at this post:
>>24043801
And then also look at the rest of your personality, thoughts, and words.
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>>24043802
I guess a little bit but, that seriously the same thing I do everyday and all day well minus the exercise part. Depends on my mood
The more you post the more I question my livelihood. But keep posting.

And that pipe is pretty god damn clean, is that new or something?

>>24043801
>>24043807
Every time I see you post in this damn board your throwing hot shit out your mouth. What happened i your life that made you so damn salty at everything

And proceed with shit posting
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>>24043812
women are subhuman my friend

They lack the capability to feel anything but greed and selfishness. They lack the ability to dream, to wonder, to think of anything aside from petty nonsense. Dogs have more potential. They can at least comprehend such concepts as loyalty and compassion.
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>>24043829
All you do is draw and smoke weed?

>>24043831
Get into therapy you poor thing.
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>>24043831
Why does that sound exactly like you then? Every post you make just proves that your head is shove up pretty far in your arse

>>24043847
Well I probably should have said as my hobby. I wish i could make a living doing that all day tho, maybe if I was a rich faggot
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>>24043847
Nah
>>24043855
It sounds nothing like me.
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HOW THE FUCK DOES THIS PATHETIC THREAD HAVE NEARLY 500 POSTS ITS BEEN ON PAGE ONE FOR DAYS JUST FUCK/KILL YOURSELF AND GET OVER IT
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>>24043862
You must think of yourself as a mighty fine fellow then
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>>24043871
you first
>>
19yo. have a small group of friends who never ask me to do anything with them. kissed a few girls in my time, never escalated anything, never had a gf, tried tinder, no matches. asked a girl out once, rejected. sit on pc making hella cash online and smoking weed daily but yearning for something more deep down. occasionally go out on the weekends but can never work up the courage to talk to new people other than like-minded males.
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>>24043879
For you
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>>24043871
Cause shits fucked up man, even the chat thread I main is dead right now, just goes to show you how many depressed channers there are

>>24043894
Baine post? Why not try some superior underwater film memes
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>>24043855
What do you do for a living?
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>TFW you try to finally confess but you can't because you're retarded and she hates you and tries to redirect the conversation and I just wanna cry.
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>>24043908
Go get your fucking shinebox.
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>>24043871
I don't wanna die and there isn't a soul but a few gay men who will fuck me.
>>
>>24043927
>>24043941
I'm a gay woman and I'd pinch your nipples and maybe suck on them. it depends on how much you moan like a girl.
>>
>>24043924
I use to work as auto mechanic's assistant(bitch boi) for about 3 years. Now I'm gonna try to work as bus driver at a airport parking lot, my older brother works there so that helps.
I really don't like a blue collar dude but thats the work i like doing.

Do you do anything special?

>>24043927
Tat just means she wasn't the one faminite, it sucks but you got to keep trying, even tho i tell that shit to myself and it dosn't make me feel any better
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>>24043948
hey would you jerk me off into a cup and then freeze it and make me eat it if I moaned like a girl?????
>>
>>24043948
I doubt it, my voice is kind of low. Not that I'm exactly looking for a fucked up relationship with a gay girl looking for a feminine guy.
>>
>>24043933
cherry picked is picked

but you and me both could make a pretty solid shoe shinning due. But you probably cant get dirty or something like that.
>>
>>24044001
Nah dude, I'll shine shoes with you. Sounds comfy. We could travel from city to city shining people's shoes in order to make enough money to go to Hollywood where we would become a two man folk music band.
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I have some serious health problems that force me to stay at home most of the time. Sometimes I also have to spend time in the hospital.

I have very poor social skills and obsessive interests that I tend to ramble about.

I have a couple of friends but we're all at an age where they have families that take up a lot of their time.
>>
>>24043948
Are you only attracted to women now? I know you'd been with a guy, and you said you were attracted to your friend.

I'm not trying to like, say what you can and can't identify as or whatever, I'm just curious.
>>
>>24044112
Yea I've been with a guy but I say queer cos only attracted to fem regardless of their genitals.
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>>24044151
answer my question please >>24043988
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>>24044162
Rofl!
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>>24044196
why are you laughing
I'm serious
Jerk me off into a cup bb
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>>24044217
Please anon. T-T
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>>24044232
Me too, you don't seem very put off by it, so grab both of our cocks and stroke em slut, it's an order
>>
>>24044232
How do get money if you're. NEET?
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>>24044242
I dont im on my parents med insurance tho so thats how i afford treatment.
>>
>>24044238
Wow that's rude
You have to ask nicely and tip your hat in her direction
>>24044232
M'lady, I know it's lewd, but it would be a great service to me if you would jerk me off into a cup. You can even pick the cup.
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>>24044253
Must be in you're late teens then? what happens if they die? What will you do?
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>>24044270
Kill myself I guess.
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>>24044277
Damn talk about going to the extrem. Hope it doesn't come to that. I never understood NEETs but for some reason I've always wanted a roommate like that. I would secretly call them my pet.
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>>24044232
also does this seem like a suitable cup? If you don't like it you can pick a different one.
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>>24044269
That's a bit too much effort for a socially retarded freak lol
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>>24044286
Uh... yea maybe not do that right away just live with other family members and try harder to get a real life.
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>>24044303
This. Literally. I don't think I'd be able to hold two cocks at the same time.
>>
Anyways I guess I"m going to spend the next 6 months trying to lose weight to stop being fat and hopefully it will make a girl not fucking disgusted by me.
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>>24044303
It can't be too hard to tip your fedora. I just tipped mine. Idk why she won't respond though
>>24044307
Listen babe, you can live with me if you jerk me off into a cup
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>>24044316
Then you can just do one at a time.
Or you can alternate.
So please, jerk me off into a cup.
>>
>>24044319
*unsheates katana*
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>>24044327
Why is that your fetish?
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>>24034592
damn, still good looking. solid 9
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>>24044338
*teleports behind you*
>>24044339
It's not. I'm just memeing you dude.
If you want to help me with my fetish, sit on my face.
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>>24044356
That's my fetish too having my face sat on.
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>>24044362
alright nice
We can take turns
You sit on my face
Then I'll sit on yours
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>>24044362
i want my cock stroked by a socially inept feminine guy
>>24044356
*touches ur bute with paw* rawr cx ;3
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>>24044362
And licking vag in general. i can see why some dudes are so obsessed with it.
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>>24044377
wtf I'm not feminine
I'm crying now wtf why would you say that
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>>24044377
Well thats pretty much me now isn't it?

>>24044368
rofl. girls and cute boys only. ;-; ur not cute.
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Ah yeah another terrible fishing for compliments selfie and also everything is terrible especially because I'm losing my buzz.
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>>24044385
how am I not cute? I think I'm cute you rude fucker
>>
>>24044384
u think feminine is an insult? check your privilege shitlord
>>24044385
maybe, do you crave to be held and protected by a strong man?
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>>24044403
no.

>>24044406
no, i crave to hold and protect tho ;-;
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>>24044406
sorry :/
>>24044415
I am cute, now sit on my face
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>>24044415
well, hope you'll find someone who's into that I guess, bye
>>
>>24044422
But your personality is that of a douche so how could you be cute?
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>>24044015
I already live near hollywood so go raise some money and get down here already. Theres already so many bands here.
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>>24044422
i forgive u for that bubble girly butt, bye x
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But I'm done here. When will this thread finally die? Seriously why does everyone in here say their lonely but then turn around and push or ignore other anons away?

I'm butt hurt and done trying be nice here, guess I'm just too normal for this thread. Time to go kill myself
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>>24044432
I'm not a douche, I just want to get jerked off into a cup
>>24044433
Perfect. We can do it.
>>24044439
Thanks for the forgiveness
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>>24044443
Calm down just message me on skype ill add you to my group, its for attention whoring.
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>>24044448
Just make sure you bring enough dong for room an board

>>24044460
I am pretty butthurt, butt i guess I'll power thru it

But alright I'll go msg you about that in a little while
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>>24007642
ditto this really idk
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http://steamcommunity.com/id/siseyysad

british boy looking for friends because i am very alone
feel free to post mean things on my profile x

im not female
[spoiler] someone be my mommy thanks dudes please [/spoiler]
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