Anyone else who irrationally lost the desire to live in

>>23930389
I know that feel
I have sickle cell anemia
the average life span with someone with it is 40-60 years even in a 1st world country and im 21, so imagine my view looking at 1/2 of my life or 1/3rd of my is over

>>23930391
I feel sorry for you man
but your disease should be a motivation for living as much as you can.

>>23930401
Yes, but the depression is over weighing me, iv known about my issue since i was around 10, and for me even to live to 70 or 80 would not be enough but knowing its much shorter drives me up the wall