Thread for people with LOW self esteem. Talk about what you hate

>>23904633
>muh low self esteem

i actually like myself a lot except for a few things like my fatness and my face. kinda hard for me to break through to people, but somehow in my old town I got pretty popular.

it's like 'hurr durr u have low self esteem' but no, I just realistically take stock of myself and am honest with myself. just because my face repulses women doesn't mean I'm not awesome

I think there's a difference

>>23904659
post pic?
Fatness you can do something about, if not then you are just lazy.
Face you can also improve, whether it's skincare / haircut or whatever. It's probably not as bad as you think it is.

>>23904672
I am working on it. I'm a dude you don't want to see my face since I've been weeding and washing siding all day

I'll give it a go.
>Talk about what you hate about yourself?
I would say my personality and my face are the two main things that I absolutely hate about myself. I'm really awkward and never have any idea what to say, and when I do speak I accidentally ramble on and people get bored. I try way to hard to get people to like me, which backfires. I can barely keep a conversation, even online I can't make friends.

I think the most putrid things sometimes, some that range from mass suicide , ways to kill myself, imagining torture scenarios, ect. I would never act on these thoughts it's just things that randomly pop up into my head.

I'm kinda over weight, but I'm trying to lose it by limiting my food intake. My nose doesn't look like it fits my face, and my face all around just doesn't look right. I compare myself to other people all the time, sometimes to make myself feel better, other times to remind myself that i'm a piece of shit.

As hard as I try to like myself, I can't stand the way I look most days. I can't afford plastic surgery, but even if I could, I feel like my flaws are never ending.

Personality wise, I generally try to be nice and funny to people around me, but I feel like deep down I'm a shitty selfish person.

>Why do you lack so much confidence?

Years of being invisible, lacking of friends, and romantic relationships I suppose, and introversion.

>Are you an attention whore?

I do post a lot to /soc/, but in reality I hate being the center of attention in real life.