I'm sick of the bullshit. Having suicidal ideations again.

Boo

I'm tired of being worthless and unappreciated. I'm tired of being alone.

I'm tired of trying to hammer into myself that it's okay to be alone.

>>23657339
Im OK with being alone. I'm just tired of the bullshit that never fucking ends.

You hear about that Mars mission awhile back? Tried to sign up for it, but they wouldn't take anyone with mental illnesses. Couldn't even fuck off to another planet.

I feel you OP. I feel the exact same fucking way.

>>23657352
What really sucks is I've already tried to kill myself twice. Goddamn cruel twist of fate made me survive. And now I'm convinced of I try it again I'll just end up paralyzed or some shit, and then I'll really be fucked.

>>23657374
Hell, I've never even tried, but I will say one thing, I should be dead already.

>>23657410
If you jump make sure you land on your head. I fucking started tumbling and landed on my feet somehow. Shatters both legs and broke my pelvis. Long ass road to recovery let me tell you. Can't get around without a cane.

>>23657438
Personally I'd rather just shoot myself.

>>23657447
Can't get a gun. I'm "emotionally disturbed".

>>23657448
I could buy one off my friend illegally, if he still has any that is.

>>23657459
Wish I had that option.

I'll just drink myself into oblivion until my liver quits.

>>23657486
I used to do that too

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Dignity

>>23657522
I might as well start drinking again, ain't got shit to fight for anymore

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>>23657540
No dignity in commiseration! You can find excuses to hide your cowardy during all life time.

All these feelings you have go away after puberty. Hang in there kids.

>>23657587
I guess I'm a few years overdue

>>23657607
Now is the moment to react! Stand up, challenge your demons and figth
http://www.sgi-usa.org/memberresources/introducebuddhism/winninglife/index.php

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>>23657540

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I have a simple solution. Not expensive and can give a grip on reality.

>>23657296
Why don't you guys just become vigilantes? That's what I'd do
You have nothing to lose besides your life, which you don't caee about losing anyways

My gf just dumped me and moved out of our house. I'm feeling suicidal right now and I don't know what I could do...

>>23659809
That's the dumbest shit I ever heard. Life is bad enough already, it'd only be worse if they ended up in a jail cell for being Batman.

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I agree pic related debating opening all those fuckers up been a few months and I'm sober now but I have been pushed to many times to far by my ex.

Plus I had cancer beat it and now it's spreading and other stuff with my spine is permanently fucked I'm one accident away from being a paraplegic.

Unfortunately I promised her I wouldn't hurt myself I had to move out and we took some time apart no contact but every day she finds a way to fuck with me I swear.

>>23661268
I hit a few veins those are just the ones from a while back the really old ones are white but big just stupid being drunk and usually popping pills when you try your dumb ass doesn't cut up.

Usually makes you feel like a failure when you try. Being drunk pop tons of pills sleep in a snow bank and live wtf no winter jacket and running shoes.

>>23659809
Yo I'm thinking about it I actually got nothing to lose. Im now thinking my ex we are taking a break is escorting herself instead of taking money from me or my family. Yet she wants to steal a bunch of my belongings and already stole my wallet and id not that the police care.

I'm like I'm sick my health cards and hospital cards are in there my medical license for weed they said to bad stole a bunch of stuff.

>>23659817
Yeah I got removed from my house by the cops I call on her 4 times for beating the shit out of me they do nothing every time.

Then twice I hit her back once both times she stopped immediately worked great I thought at first after hours of her hitting and choking and throwing me pulling hair kicking an grabbing balls poring liquor on me flushing my medicinal weed down the toilet (I'm sick like really sick now) she started crying called the police I got charged both times.

>>23657438
Ouch well there you go testament to do it right or you may give yourself more of a reason to do it

>>23657486
My ex is doing that I can't even touch a bottle anymore :( I'm a recovered alcoholic my liver was on the fruits I used to piss blood that's how bad it was amazing how it all heals.

Got 2 days to pay my visa and my ex stole and apparently no longer has my wallet as well as other belongings.

So I can't access my bank account visa and have not a single piece of identification. Life is looking very grim. I haven't seen my son in 2 months now I used to have him every day then a few days a week now with exs break down I get nothing.

>>23657296

google ASH or "lostallhope" methods if you really want to catch the bus. sorry you feel that way tho OP.

>>23663378
Not OP but thanks for the info. I'm on anti depressants just i think I may need a stronger dose with the added stress the urge isn't there but the thought is and I don't like it.