I broke this girl's heart. I really fucked her over, and

Pic related, I drunk texted her on my 21st birthday. I don't remember why. But she didn't tell me to fuck off, so I think she'll be receptive. She did say she was in love with me.

>>23328116
Why did you break her heart

>>23328116
Tough situation. I'm sure it may suck for her getting reminded of what happened but the closure would most likely help. She doesn't seem to hold it against you too much since she responded to your text.

>>23328116

is this /adv/? No, right? Then go to /adv/

>>23328125

Ok, it's a fucked up story, but here goes:


She was my first girlfriend. We dated for about two months. It took a while for us to get intimate, but when we did, it was an absolute disaster. Neither of us knew what we were doing. I felt very confused and thought that there was something wrong with me, because I wasn't feeling anything while we were trying to do it. No sensation at all. And she was very scared. She wouldn't touch me or do anything to try and arouse me. She just lay there like a dead fish. So I gave up and that was when I really fucked up. At the time I was beginning to suspect that I might not have been totally straight. I definitely had crushes on guys throughout my life. But I wasn't gay. Just slightly bisexual. But I led her to believe that I thought I was bisexual or maybe gay, though, and told her I couldn't be with her any longer. And I got dressed and left and never saw her again. How's that for your first time? Pretty awful right?

>>23328152
Yeah I thought my first time was bad, but that's textbook pathetic
Pretty sure you'll be able to laugh it off with her in a few years though. I'm sure she's levelled up sexually just as much as you have

>>23328286
I'm with guy here. That.was pretty bad op. Especially the thought process of how that whole event turned out, JUST. But yea man laugh about it with her.

>>23328324
Yeah, especially because it was no one's fault. You were both dipshits who got their ideas about sex from porn and romantic films. Not a good mixture

>>23328286
>>23328324
>>23328336

So what do you guys think? Send her a heartfelt apology? Also...should I even try to get things started again? Or did I blow any chance of ever having a relationship with this girl.

>>23328324

Yeah, the other thing is, I am autistic. And I only found that out recently. So that explains a lot about my behavior. There are other incidents I can point to as well. Should I tell her I'm an autist?

Damn it, I meant to post this in r9k. Sorry guys.

>>23328152
>We dated for about two months
You are retarded, this is a normal teenage thing, stop being dramatic you stupid faggot. She probably already moved on and you should too.

>>23328757
Seems like you have a bit of maturing to do still

>>23328773
Femanon. You'll know your situation more than us.

Personally, I wouldn't. Not until later in a relationship if I'm in one.

>>23329481

Thank you. I'm sorry. I'm really stupid and I shouldn't be getting involved with people. I've got serious issues. My issues have issues.

For the love of god leave her alone.

It has been two years. Apologize if she initiates contact with you at some point. Do not go out of your way to make your presence a bigger part of her life.

You already hurt her. Do not open that up ESPECIALLY on Valentines Day.

>>23329923

Thank you so much.