Hey /sci/, this probably isnt the place to post this, but ive

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Hey /sci/, this probably isnt the place to post this, but ive been freaking out for over a week now, so first, a little backstory.

3 years ago, while I was a senior in high school, I was taking a year long AP calc course. Lots of things went wrong that year, I was not able to stay in class a whole lot, and as a product, fell behind. So much so that by the end of the first semester, there was pretty much no saving it. I poured my heart out, and while some units I could grab onto and pass, other ones that required some of those earlier units made me fall flat on my face. it was the worst year of my life, and a good chunk of that was because of this class.

Fast forward to now, and its finally time. Ive been taking baby math classes in uni to ease myself into math again, but if I dont take Calc of one variable I and II, I cant get my degree.

I know I should be ready, and that nothing is holding be behind the other tards at my school, but its still giving me crazy anxiety. Im having nightmares about not doing my homework and falling asleep, only to wake up and have my whole life ruined by the class. At work my heart rate has been through the roof, im jumpy, and I feel guilty every time I go anywhere, because I have not done my homework yet.

How do I stop this? How do i control this fear of calculus? classes start next monday.