The only reason I was good in school was because I had liquid

I remembered some stuff in lectures, then crammed for exams. No consistency or much deep learning, mostly stuff was forgotten later. But hey, I got the results, right?

>>8714897
my diet at the moment consists mainly of coffee and my vape.

t. math student

>>8714897
I've been on adderall since I was six years old and still did terrible in school.
Always scored >99th percentile on whatever test I took however

I enjoy drinking coffee when I need to do something important, but you all know that coffee changes your performance in a parable, right? Like, there is a high in performance but after a lot of drinking it becames useless and starts to distract you.

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>>8714897
I was mediocre at school, 4 years in and I'm still a fucking freshman

>>8716231
coffee, cigarettes, lots of protein stuff, my farts are really really bad. But the math works.

>>8716382
Don't beat yourself up. I'm in my 10th year out of high school and I have another year to go for my bachelor's degree.

>>8714897
I smoke weed which helps me dettach from the physical world and immerse myself in my research.

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I only started doing caffeine really after high school. Whatever booster it is, it is only half the the process, the other half is just actively being happy and positive. Caffeine seems to unlock the door, but you better open it and enter yourself otherwise it's just some weird chemical ride.

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>>8714897
>tfw can't handle coffee anymore
>get rapid heartbeat and nausea even after consuming small amounts

Fucking sucks, I used to drink coffee every day. Now when I am tired I just have to deal with it.