So I am considering returning to my mechanical engineering program this spring. Thing is, I fucking hated it and sucked so bad at it when I dropped out. I will never make a good engineer, so this will just be for the piece of paper so I can get my foot in the door of the jews. On top of being a brainlet, I am a poorfag who will be taking public transit 3-4 hours a day, same as before. How do I get through this for 2+ more years without constantly thinking about offing myself?
>>8634219
Why do you take public transit for 3-4 hours a day are you really an hour and a half away from school?
>>8634242
Yes. I have no car. Even with a car, it can be anywhere from 30-50 minutes.
>>8634242
Not him, but yeah you fucking spoiled cunt
>>8634253
Did you try to move closer?
>>8634313
>closer
Rent is out of my means. I'm autist so no friends to room with. Randos also don't want to room with me. I also contribute money to my poorfag family.
>>8634219
Being poor is hard. Just continuously think about offing yourself as you suck it up and push through.
Otherwise you wasted all that suffering that you already went through.
Alternatively, come up with a better plan.
Either way though, sounds like you are not content with your current situation, so you know you have to do something about it to get some change.