Anyone else have on/off days? Some days I feel like I can solve anything, and others I'm dumber than a brick
Me too. Too much weed bro
>>7970848
Same here, but it's more like on/off weeks.
I feel suicidal and want to just stop existing then all the sudden I'm doing good in class and stuff
>>7970848
I feel dumb every fucking day, but get told I'm irreplaceable and asked to do shit not in my job description. Easy to be an eagle when you're surrounded by turkeys.
I have days where I scream in frustration and hit my dashboarrd in my car before work and days where I would but I don't have time because I'm running late.
Everyday I'm at work is an 'off-day', every week is bad, every paycheck feels like an insult, and it has been for the last 7 years.
My problem is a lack of motivation.
>>7970954
I-I'm sorry, anon.
>>7970954
Damn.
>>7970954
What do you do? I would just quit unless you have wife/debt/children. In that case, you're in trouble.
>>7970954
Iktf
I am looking for freedom.
>>7970848
I've always been extremely verbally intelligent (iin Gifted Classes for English) with an anxiety towards numeracy.
I'm re-learning mathematics for pleasure and intellectual necessity. I've reached Algebra 3 in sporadic sessions over a month.
It feels strange surrounded by mathematically illiterate normies who treat retardation as acceptable. It's terrifying.