Hey guys, back from the hospital.
Really had it with this depression thing.
Nothing really helps me. I feel lost. Every accomplishment I reach just digs another, deeper hole for me.
I am tired of falling into holes.
Yes, there was hapy day, but tehr istoo much dark day.
Seriously, I have a good-running relationship with a cute grill I know for a long time, I got friends that help me and I got a family that accepts me. True I got so much to depend on.
Yet...
she lives a few dozen Kilometres/Miles away.
I don't really have a best friend. just friends that are around me. I am glad to have like 4-5 friends i can really depend on. But most of them wouldn't realise I disappeared.
And my family is okay, as long as my stepfather stays calm. He is a hothead.
But other than that...
I just don't get happy anymore.
Memes are funny and such, and being drunk is fun, but true happiness left me.
I feel everything around me and inside me dying and I am too afraid to join this doom. I am afraid of death. Missing out on something. Hurting somebody - again.
How does [s4s] rember happy day? or do you guys come here to shitpost to forget dark day?
>>5760857
i watch'd ojamajo doremi. gave a lot of answers 2 me
>>5760857
Holes, mang, wat can I tell u....seen star trek discovery yet?
>>5760857
>or do you guys come here to shitpost to forget dark day?
ye
>>5760867
I know Do-Re-Mi since I am like 12 years old; maybe longer.
This show is so damn old.
Yeah, nah. I rewatched JoJo the other week. Started watching the more colorful show "Amazing Adventures of Gumball". Still, nothing fills that hole.
>>5760883
I don't really like Sci-Fi. Avatar was okay I guess, but the real stuff like Star Wars, Star Gate and Star-Trek is just to boring.
>>5760884
I wish I could do that, but I am on a low that is too deep to feel sad and too deep to be ironic.
>>5760916
didja', like, watch the whole thing? if u watch'd just the first season then u wouldn't rly understand. i just thought it was that one cutesy show 4kids ruin'd for so long but then i actulely sat down 2 watch it and boy did it change me.
>>5760922
First:
Nice dubs
Second:
Might give it a shot. Might as well check on Flint Hammerhead again.
Just not now. Don't feel like animus right now.
>>5760942
'course fren. ur health comes first. check this guide when u feel up 2 it: >>5757781
it's fffffffugging long too so like, take ur time. and the first season isn't rly all that comprir'd 2 the later seasons... but it's required viewing... and all very worth it.
flint hammerhead's neat.
>>5760956
thank you friend for the talk
>>5760857
you probably live in a safe 1st world country, why are you depressed because of such a futility stuff?
>>5760967
grass is greener
>>5760966
no problem fren, and nice dubs. it sounds like ur rly close to happeness u just need 2 figure some things out.
>>5760967
>>5760973
I live in a wonderful first world country as well.
Like I said, I don't find any happiness. I don't wanna become anything, reach anything or have something special. At the same time I ain't someone special nor do I have an outstanding talent nor do I have something that others don't.
Just got a lousy old laptop, a guitar and videogames.
I don't have the money to support my life. Yet... I don't manage anything so why would they give me anything. Had a job before. Then depression wore me out.
Literally watching myself rot.
>>5760857
Find something that you want to do but you can't do yet. I want to have a nice car and drive it, but I can't afford it right now, so I have something to work towards. I wan to have a Lexus SC300 and make it really nice and race the touge. That's my dream.
Find something that wants you to stay around dude. Or don't lol
>>5760857
Sounds like a shitty situation, my friend. I'm not very good with dealing with spells of depression myself either. I usually just sleep a lot when that happens. don't listen to >>5760922 >>5760956 btw. You might as well be watching something like pokemon. It's a little girls cartoon. Doremiposter is nice but it's all part of their character.
>>5760857
I think you need advice on /adv/.
>>5762238
anon, u know i wasn't liek this all the time... i don't think id even know how 2 b genuinle nice if i didn't watch doremi. there's a reason why i'm so obsess'd.
>>5762388
nice dubs!