I think daily about killing myself for at least 5 years now and

>>5252702

don't you wanna see what happens? stay for the ride with the knowledge that the ride ends eventually to comfort you.

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>>5252702
What exactly is the reason for your suicidal thoughts?

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>>5252711
>11
Probably that those dubs haven't been checked yet. So I guess everything's all right now.

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>>5252709
It's mostly just thoughts, I wouldn't say that I'm close to doing it.

>>5252711
What recently kicked it off is that things actually went right.
I did a major piece of work really well and got lots of positive feedback and praise, but I still feel bad.
I was thinking maybe if I improve my life and become successful, then I can live a happy life.
But that might not be true.

>>5252727

for me personally I find the most satisfaction in helping others rather than enriching myself. Success for just myself feels empty and selfish. If your work is improving lives other than your own in any way then it's a noble calling and you should continue- if not for yourself then for the people you touch with your work. that's my personal opinion.

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>>5252727
Do you think your concept of a happy life is realizable or worth it?
Do you worry over things that you have no control over, like the past?
Do you fear missing out experiences in your life other people have?

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>>5252734
Well it was mostly for the benefit of others, you could say it was an event for educational purposes.
But I'm afraid that I'm not much of an altruist and helping others doesn't make me as happy as it does you.
>>5252741
>Do you think your concept of a happy life is realizable or worth it?
That could well be the issue. I'm afraid that my standards are too high and constantly scaling.
No matter where I am, I want more.
>Do you worry over things that you have no control over, like the past?
Not really, I'm at peace with the past.
>Do you fear missing out experiences in your life other people have?
Well that already happened but it's too late now so I don't see a point in worrying.

try vegan diet 90 days, try eating sardines daily 90 days, try no fap 90 dyas, try memeing on s4s daily, try praying to god, try /fit/

this is the hardest time to be a single male because the world is your competition because of the itnernet

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>think about suicide daily
>constantly debating whether or not I should go through all the happiness and sadness of life when we all wake up dead at the end anyways
feels pretty bad, man

>>5253354
man

how you gonna

wake

up

dead

>>5252702

I don't know who you are, what your name is, anything. But I do know one thing, the world is a better place with your spiciness! Meme up everyday like it is your last!

>>5253355
it's a meme, you dip

>>5253384
man

what's a

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>>5253387
idunno

>>5252702
just transition already

>>5253484
lol suicide rates of those who transition literally go up

do it OP. fall for the "trap"

>>5252702
Do not self-merk
Do not post le anime

>>5253355
D↗

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Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

>>5253485
lol not true

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>>5253503

Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail

>>5253503
I'm sure I could pull up stats that pretty much prove traps are human effigies who are bound for the suicide train but I'm too annoyed and tired to argue with faggots today.

Just kidding, I'm never too tired to argue.

>>5253513
What about all of this https://www.google.com.au/search?q=post-transition+suicide+rates&oq=post-transition+suicide+rates&aqs=chrome..69i57j0l5.3785j0j4&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

>>5253518
Transitioning is thinking a bandaid will stop the bleeding.

>>5253522
kek nice DATA

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>>5252702
Well OP if I look through the old book the book says that your clearly a faggot. It's rule that's been set for thousands of years, the OP is always a faggot. Now about the suicidal thing I believe I can fix that. Let's see what the book says hmmm...... hmmm....... I see... yes... of course... well it looks like your best option is to kill yourself you fucking faggot. Wait wait wait OP, there is one other option. You could call a suicide hotline and get yourself some help, it could work and they can make you better.

>>5252727
you can't improve it through career success. You have to really do the work on yourself. Talk to a doctor about antidepressants and find a therapist.

>>5253579
Antideps will bring more demons. It's better to not start them.