Me and my posse before robbing the 7-11 for some drank I'm

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>>5167278
tip top kek, anon

nice posse
you are indeed pretty gangsta
as usual I remain intimidated by your unparalleled beauty and toughness

>>5167297
Don't be too afraid, commoner. I'm a generous overlord.

>>5167292
This isn't a joke.

>>5167278
I like how you used those animes to hide your fat.

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>>5167464
LEL

uGh EUGH you are GREEN in this , u are GREEN and un-naturale loochen in this picc ! i thot it was a corpse @ frsit! fanke hair & not good body for pretenden gril ! i cood be bettre if i wan but i dont wan !

fucken COUCH in fronna a DOOR like how -- how DOMESTICALLY INEPT can u be, one place where u can control envorin , put COUCH in front of DOOR? lol idient !

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>>5167494

SCALE of animys is ALL WRONG, ALL WRONG mechs them CREEPY , ur belly reminds me of one i saw at a BODIES exhibit in philly, was flattent and decaying belly, is wat ur belly a lich

chubby BOY, CHUBBY boy, bad body for pretenden gril, wish u had betttre one i bet, stupit chubby boddy and WAY too green ! greeeen, green saaaage, shooda made animys green to adjust for white balance but everything EVERY thing funkte up now thers no fixing it !

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>>5167508

>>5167278
Who is that outside your window?

n*gga srsly looks jaundiced or somethin im concerned for em

>>5167529
Me

I made a comma splice, and it's irritating me. So I'm gonna ditch this thread. Later, losers.

>>5167278
damn lolos lookin awful these days

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All the insecure losers in this thread trying to drag me down to their level really need to rethink what they're doing with their lives BTW

>>5167652
Lose weight fatty.
You don't even look like you're enjoying it

>>5167668
The only thing I enjoy is sex, drugs, and committing felonies.

>>5167677
things*
are*

The alcohol is really messing with my grammar

>>5167677
Looks like you enjoy getting dubs too LOLE

>>5167278
Hey CTS, if this is really you can you please post a pic with a timestamp? I want to believe

>>5167709
Sorry, anon, I gotta lay low for now

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>>5167753
Promise me you'll do it eventually though, k?

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>>5167769
omh ur gonna CTS' timestap?

sooooo luuuuuucky~ mmmmph

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lookin FINE cts!
Bobby Butthole is entirely a PRO-CTS poster!!!!!!
CTS is a superb superstar and a REAL girl!!!!!!!!!!

Your fortune: Better not tell you now

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>>5167893
Is dat sum Tim Leary?

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>>5167906
no this is jimmy

>>5167769
>>5167772
wtf u dirsdy ass negros he did a video timestamp like a month ago holy crap friggen newfigs lurk m0ar

>>5167911
A month ago I had just gotten out of a 30 day rehab program so I wasn't really around for that. If you could kindly show me evidence of this I would be grateful as fuck.

>>5167931
>had just gotten out of a 30 day rehab program
lmao
Hurrr durr, I cnt control myself and get addicted to substances. LOL

>>5167699
good double

Your fortune: Better not tell you now

>>5167958
rude. i thought [s4s] was a nice board.

>>5167958
Actually it's because I almost committed sudoku. Luckily I decided not to because now I get to post dank memes here for the rest of eternity.

>>5167931
here u go
im postin it so cate can fap too lole
https://pt.xhamster.com/user/CarpalTunnelSyndrome

>>5167961
Yeah and I thought this wasnt lewd board, and here we are!

>>5167969
please stop bumping this thread

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>>5167961
[s4s] attract all sorts of kinds bu no need to let bully u dont have to b liek them, if u dont wanna can stay nice and

LIFE IS HAPPY AND NICE

lole. :^)

>>5167974
Sage

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>>5167278
delete this

>>5167278
*kisses the tip of that cute bepis*

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>>5168034
K-KISSU~!?

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British people<
>british memes
<british pelonis
Haha oh wow

>>5167278
>asuka
Shit taste my dude
your posse sucks

>>5167500
Cade, I moved the sofa for the photo shoot. It doesn't normally go there .
>>5167709
Op cannot achieve this for a good reason.

>>5168537
please stop bumping a thread with a picture of your penis in the OP, and please stop posting pictures of yourself

>>5168539
his bepis is cute
its a feminine bepis so its ok to look

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>>5167911
>forgetting about the timestamp I did 2 days ago

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>>5168568

>>5168539
Sorry, it wasn't intentional

and thus, 2017 will go down in history as the year sparkles started trappin for real

>>5168568
Write your name on that shit, what r u doing

>>5168978
The guy at the time told me to post balls and foot.
Doing what he said was evidence enough.

>>5167278
just what is going on here

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>>5168983
It is a mystery

>>5169018
The hero we need

Wow MagiCarp! you are such a qt!!!

>>5169018
Fat thighs
Lose weight and maybe i'll fap to you one day

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>>5167278
i miss baneen

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>>5169032
>He doesn't like fleshed-out thighs

>>5169042
only negros like fat hwhite girls(male)

>>5169051
Not fat, all my weight just goes to my thighs.

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>>5167278
whore

>>5169087
pls gib 1 nice nude

>>5169057
At least you have a feminine penis.

>>5169087
Thanks, kettle.

>t. pot

>>5169173
dude, weed, lmao

>>5167652
height of cringe! absolute apex of cringe worthiness. for simply CALLING out how unappealing this & simler imgs are, for simply expressing disappointment, u throw out that nau-HAU-HAUU-seatingly overdone "hoyp doyp needa re THINK wat ur DOING with life" i guess cause u wood kno rite? argument from authority's the only leg u gotsta stand on for that one buck-o lol , is SO cringey iits like dude--dude SHUNT up , u sat down half naked & droopy to supreimpose under sized shiny brite animy grils around u makin u look like u literally decomposin. & u talken bout 'cause ppl aint takin your fukt up contributions with wide open arms , "demp hoyp get lief ~draw on self w/ sharpie for time stamp~" ever think mayby they enjoi board without your tacitly tasteless postings ? since like no1 else does it ? mayby think mayby u belong sumware else? ya. ya ya do & u haven a hard time commin 2 gripps w/ it . chubby fukkup
>>5168537
CAND? CAnd who cand not me ! cand? where am cand? not me

>>5169537
why bump this?
you goin faggot?

Hello I'd like to let you know that this board isnt for posting your dick

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>>5169022
questionable dubs
my guess is that there are at least 10 trannies ons4s how come cts is a hero i dont want cts to die (s)he is my friend

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>>5169546
y not? i mean hes the ugliest tranny round
pic related is the qtest btw

>>5169546
I'm glad we have at least one namefig willing to admit that he/she is a sissy faggot and prove it with pics

>>5169559
Is this Captain Kek?

>>5167278
Have you heard of the shitpostgenetic field theory?

ITT: neurotic freak talks too much and is useless, like every other night

i feel bad for cts not because hes a chubby unpassing shemale with a slew of mental problems, but because he probably is deluded enough to thinking he's attractive

poor thing.

>>5169559
>arm hair
>>5169560
now if i do it it wouldnt be funny :thinking:

>>5169562
Just fug me already you sexy bitch

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>>5169565
No sounds interesting. but Google Scholar found nothing

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>>5169562
wasnt capncuck a skeleton?!

>>5169569
maybe hes french gosh stop youre bullying fagola

now this 1 is prolly a legit tranny

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>>5169538
Nani sore cade? Where are you extrapolating cand from?
>>5169543
Yukkuri shiteitte ne! It can't be helped.
>>5169546
in the end we r all human bean. I must go where people need me most. wen day is dark alway rember happy day
>>5169562
v. rude
>>5169565
Your puny memes are no match for my memetic forcefield
>>5169572
See you at the meeting place in five minutes

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>>5169569
It's not about being funny, it's about earning respect.

>>5169569
Post you're funny dick. DO IT

>>5169582
ShitI forgot where we're meeting, can you remind me?

>>5169590
Don't play coy with me, anon.
You could never forget the place where we shared out first kissu together and you spread my butte and fingerbanged me right there.

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If one more poster posts ITT I'm going to shoot myself

>>5169594
I ate a few bars of xanax that night before we met. I blacked out, man. Believe me, I wish I could remember that beautiful moment.

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>>5169598
you already shot yourself in the foot faggo when you typed cts in the namefig field

>>5169604
Does that mean you forgot the time when I pozzed your neg butt with my big fem dicc
Nigga u need to get yo ass tested pronto

>>5169604
Too bad you'll never have a moment like that with me ever again. I really tried to warn you. Goodbye.

>>5169608
That makes no sense, you shitty little cock magnet. I'd tell you to unfuck yourself, but not even the greatest plumber in the multiverse could remove all of those cocks from your ass.

>>5169615
Believe me, I remember that. My ass kinda hurt the next morning.
Let's just say you're the one who needs to get tested ;)

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>>5169619
I'd tell you to uncuck yourself but not even the greatest clansman in the omniverse could remove all those BBCs from your wife.
Now get out of my thread
>>5169623
Oh no I've gotten the lewd disease... The only thing in my mind is sex, cocks and cum. Whenever i'm with guys and i smell their odor it's so intoxicating and i get so tingly

I want to get fucked by everyone in my class like the little cumslut i am. I want to pleasure and suck cocks and swallow their semen like the good little slut i am <3

I want to get fucked by so many guys and let them all cum inside my boypussy and be their cocksleeve <3


PLEASE HELP ME. HOW DO YOU GET RID OF LEWD DISEASE

>mfw i want to get my boypussy pregnant

>>5169629
I don't have a wife, and this is my thread, not yours.

When I made this thread I wasn't hoping for some 3rd rate imitator to show up and ruin it.

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>>5169632
I believe you're having delusions of grandeur. This thread is clearly the braincraft of the one and only CTS.
It's laudable to insinuate that a Chinese bootleg such as yourself could manufacture such a unique and charismatic thread no matter how many years you left it on the assembly line.

>>5169619
Please give me another chance, you're the cutest girl I've ever met
>>5169632
I CAN'T TELL WHO'S REAL ANYMORE

>>5169641
Earlier you were calling me the imposter. Now you're backpedaling and claiming that this is your thread. Is this your way of admitting that I'm a far better poster than you are?

Okay, well, thank you for the compliment but get lost, alright?

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>>5169643
The posts with pics of Daldal/Hotaru are real. I made this thread and tended to its memes.
The other recent posts are made by a fiend trying to eat up all my precious (You)s
>>5169652
I believe you are misremembering the course of events. I spent a good hour in manga studio 5 making that photoshoppe.

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>>5169658
I don't have time for you and your narcissistic penis posting. Fucking faggot. Good day.

>>5169661
Nice shoppe, my benis is my passport. Verify me

>>5169664
I'm going to exercise. Something that is probably very alien to you, I know.

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>>5169666 (trips)
no, no I have lost 3kg so far from exercise.
Ganbare anon! I know you can do it.

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I found a gif of CTS having sex

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>>5169587
no thats lewd
i unironically thing being unironically lewd is pretty unironic and has little place on s4s take it to the pms bub mmm

That's an ugly man in drag.

>>5169737
But I'm only lewd ironically

kirby please stop harassing CTS with imposter threads

>>5169810
That doesn't sound very legal

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>>5169810
ohoho So you're telling me Kirby is the one who I just mentally owned

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>>5169833
Dance, puppet

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>>5169847
Calm down bae. I'm not going to further extend the torment of a "sad hominin" who felt it necessary to tirelessly offload his problems on another person.

>>5169833
dubs

>>5169854
No offense, I usually like you but lately I'm really starting to think you unironically suffer from narcissistic personality disorder. This board should be for memes, not circle jerking imagined grandiosity, which you are very fixated on and spend hours every single day doing. It doesn't seem healthy.

Praise the lord Jesus Christ or get fisted
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ue1LS2eGc1g

>>5169854
Why are you stalking me? I haven't even used that name in months. This just lost it's entertainment value so I purposely outed myself to see how you'd react. I don't even care now. The level of fun I'm experiencing as I type this is exactly none or zero.

>>5169874
Don't do that

I want CTS to fuck me in my tight butt with her large feminine benis
>keep it a secret tho I don't want her to know

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>>5169875
Lots of people on this site enjoy self-diagnosing themselves with mental illnesses and enjoy wallowing in the pity of their peers.
I am not one of them. My posting style here is intentionally arrogant and hypocritical because it amuses me.
>>5169879
I've been ticked off about you and another from the things I've heard about you and the impact it's had on others.
I have been able to hold my tongue for this long, but you should leave me alone if you don't want me to vent my frustrations.

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>>5169875
whoops, didn't mean to reply to you jesus n_ns
>>5169902
You're secret is safe with me. Le wink~

>>5169905
Impact? Another? sounds a lot like someone has been talking a lot of bullshit.

I dare you to explain, until then it's just nonsense.

>>5169915
>wew It's another day of talking to medoi in secrecy on irc because he keeps getting bombarded from pointless bullshit from sad individuals who need an emotional crutch to keep going on with their pitiful lives every time he logs into steam.

>>5169905
Yes, I'm sure one of my "friends" has bitched and moaned plenty to you about how awful I am.

I couldn't care less about your frustrations or this drama. Later and keep yourselves fucked, my homosexual friends.

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>>5169923
this is you

>>5169923
Yes your friend you piece of shit. You have no idea how hard I had to work to pry the information out of him as to what was keeping him down.
His problem is that he is too nice, too patient with your bullshit and you use it to keep him hostage. He has to listen to it all or he isn't your friend any more regardless of the shit that he's going through himself.

>>5169920
When was this? I'm assuming quite a long time ago? Why hold on to things like that?

>>5169933
You've either been fed some bullshit or are confusing me with someone else

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>>5169934

>>5169947
Here is a small snippet of a much larger email.
There are many more details as to why he's feeling this way but if he hasn't told you about those you don't deserve to know.

>I come on and Steam and stare at a list of games I'll never fucking play, and if I do I have to negotiate with myself to do so. Or DG/Kirby piles on with their bullshit and if I don't respond quick enough I am some asshole who hates them or doesn't care. I don't. I can barely pick up the fucking keyboard to type back, it feels like too much effort.
>I'm fucking tired from being stressed, I'm sore and it feels like I am falling apart.

>>5169976
OK but when was this? I have a feeling it's not very recent at all and things changed since then.

>>5169991
Yes, things have changed greatly seeing as how he is gone now.

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>>5169997
where he go?

>>5169997
Could you answer the question? When? It would clear some things up one way or another.

>>5170007
Wouldn't you like to know?

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>>5170013
tell me or ill shove an extra large dragon dildo up your behind

>>5169976
So he conflates me making conversation with him like once every 2 weeks and someone else who's involved in much deeper drama. It's insulting, and I never thought of him as a very good friend because of shit like this.

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>>5170026

>>5170010
hmm Last time he mentioned you in an email was July

>>5170026
perhaps there is a greater underlying reason for his lack of enthusiasm with all things hmm?

Ironic forum drama is still stupid and dumb

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>>5167278
Rook B6 ? OP got no shame, no shame whatsoever

>>5170041
Well obviously it was all my fault since I'm the boogeyman here for having the gall to occasionally talk to your life partner.

>>5170041
Yeah. That was a long time ago and makes sense now. we made up since then. I was being really stupid last year and caused a lot of problems and the stuff you're saying sounds accurate. he's taking care of some personal business right now and that's why he hasn't been around. I don't have any problem with you and I think this stuff should just be let go.

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>>5170053

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>>5170058

>>5170053
Is that you DG? Does occasionally talking to him include posting his name in a public forum as a sad attempt at obtaining his attention and worming yourself into his life?
You're lucky he was kind enough to give him the time of day after that.
>>5170058
I know why he's not around. Unfortunately I am not as forgiving as he is.

>>5170068
No this is kirby you dense fuck

>>5170072
You should stop alternating your name and replying to my posts twice in a row then

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>>5170068
>I am not as forgiving as he is.
oh snap

>>5169933
>>5170066
nice dubs friendos

>>5170076
I didn't do that

>>5170079
Then which of these posts from the following list are yours?

>>5169915
>>5169923
>>5169934
>>5169947
>>5169991
>>5170010
>>5170026
>>5170053
>>5170058

>>5170068
You are replying in backwards order. I'm DG and I'm >>5170058

I'm not trying to be a dick but this stuff is from a really long time ago and we've moved on from it. I'm not proud of certain things I've done, but even then you should remember you've only heard one side of it. Not that it matters anyway. It's in the past.

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>>5170083

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>>5170088
>88
>dubs

>>5170084
He still continued to log into irc to get away from someone in October, right before he went on permanent hiatus.

>>5170109
would you mind speaking to me in private? I don't think anything good will come from dredging this stuff up here.

>>5170125
I don't want to talk to you any further

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Obviously you and medoi were fed bullshit, and I just happened to get caught in the middle of it.

I wish I could clear things up with both of you, CTS, but neither of you seem to be in very reasonable states at all. Not that I blame him, but you just seem to accept what people say as fact so long as you like whoever's saying it.

>>5170128
Dude. you've publicly made a big deal about this stuff and drug me into something. and you have a lot of notions that aren't that informed. that's not really fair.

>>5170136
Fine. I just remembered him mentioning more shit about you in the email before he stopped coming on steam entirely. Give me contact details

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>>5170140

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1qXWpJEdV8l

>>5170140
just email me

[email protected]

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This thread went places

>>5170159
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1AETYjfSFWZ

>>5169911
>>5169933
>>5170066
>>5170077
>>5170100
greato digits

post boipucci

>>5170197
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0mlFuwdv1z3

>>5169582
from c*de, obviouse
yr a hypocrite. projecting hypocrite & u kno it. u gots no business talkin bout cause someone left a fleeting post tellin u to fug off, that they need their priorities straitened. 'ts a joke. an unfunny one. cause u kno its u. its u. u gots no means thru which to capture attention except for the most un desirable way possible. -- bepis piccs. bepis picc so sum1 notice. but no1 notice anything else. u are a hollow echo, a wisp or a dream in some computers mind. ur an aging fart. droopy aging fart & most ppl here're sicka yr bullsh*t cancer in yr asshole

Bumping to remind newfigs what a quality thread looks like

Your fortune: Outlook good

>>5167278
I recognize that dick..
:) ;) :^) :^) :,) :) :^) :> :} :3 :,^)

>>5169018
>21/2/17

huh? but there's 12 months in a year?

see this is why traps suck in real life, they're basically catty bitches in guy form and they have the thought process of a female

>>5170409
shutup and suck her benis

Bumping to remind everyone how effective this was

>>5170818
you are an asshole though

>>5170821
Anonymous is not an asshole and will not stand for this slander

whoa thas me
imagine mario saying "thank you so much-a for-to playing my game" but instead he's saying "thank you so much-a for-to saving my pic" and it's me saying it instead of mario

>>5170877
nice dubs but which pic are you referring to? being saved?

>>5170880
wow i guess sometimes i forget to reference the post
now i just feel like a fr*ggin idiot
>>5169580

>>5170885
so much /b/ tonight

>>5170891
REACTION IMAGE:
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>>5170901
well you traps are from /b/ aren't you?

>>5170903
no im from [s4s]

>>5170880
saving what now?

>>5170927
your soul from the wrath of G-d

>>5170941
plz tell me how to save myself from le eternal fire