I'm going to go absolutely insane at some point in my life.

I'm probably going to kill someone one day. I don't want to, but it's most likely going to happen.

>>4730695
im halfway there. I stopped caring. >>4730697
it isn't as bad as you think. I have far more guilt over the lives I failed to save than the ones I took.

>>4730702
I've had too many encounters with completely insane and horrible people, in most of them i've controlled myself and not let it get to violence but one day someone will push me far enough and it won't be good. I really just don't want to spend any time in jail.

>>4730695
hey, i was just feeling the same way. i spent 15 minutes flipping a coin and asking myself stupid questions about my life magic 8-ball style and felt a little better afterwards

I'm going to lose it. My mind unhinges every time I think too much.
I want to go back 2 years.
Send help.
Please.
Help.

Help by doing something when I need it.
When do I need it? I don't know.

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>>4730711
>11
nice!

>>4730734
Life was happy and nice. What do you do when people try to destroy nice and happy things?

Take the good while you can get it? Yes, but then I'm also reminded of the bad that will try to claw its way back.

>>4730777
nice trups

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>>4730777
>777
>trips
Nicely tripled!

I ask again: What is one supposed to do when incredibly bad people always try to destroy anything that is actually nice?

Start smoking meth/weed/crack/pcp/dmt cocktails if you want to fast track your path to enlightenment

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>>4731184
Uhh you do pic related, faggot

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>>4731184
You sound like someone who's lost control of their life. Maybe you should try meditation. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxPw_-Yalio

I wasn't with you tonight, but you all were really, really with me. Thanks for helping me through some really difficult things. goodnight everyone


Your fortune: Average Luck

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>>4731206
yeah. too serious?
sorry.
I'l do better next time kekekekekekekek

I'd die at 40. That's what I predict. If life's not willing to actually be 'life' to me in my 20s then I might as well consider end it asap. The ultimate truth is I don't even know what I want and I'm going crazy thinking about it. That is alarming, really. But not having the audacity to actually overcome it is more alarming.

>>4731790
That's nice honey