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>>39663712
same tbqh famalamalam
>>39663712
my brain fog is so intense right now I can barely type this.
I'm not even a conscious being at this point, I don't think I qualify as human besides some ego resistance that gets crushed into mind haze.
The voices are back at medium level, I can get through the day but what's a life of just getting through.
>>39663726
how is this originally an original post?
>>39663746
do you drink a Iot?
>>39663770
no, though I do come from a family with alcohol abuse.
something is wrong with me mentally, I just want to feel normal again.
>>39663753
at least it won't be next time.
>>39663746
Friend, don't do anything drastic.
I'm sinking right now with you. As soon as you think bottom has been hit you're gonna sink deeper..
But that's kind of exciting, no? The thought that the depths are always deeper and harder to reach. How might I reach that point where I take a breath so far under without worrying about how it will hurt?