tfw you have ignored your emotions for so long confronting them isnt even an option anymore. So you continue shoving the bad thoughts inwards hoping that they will continue to fit.
>>39648957
It is never too late, anon. I hope you can find help and confront your emotions
>>39649307
God no its like hurricane irma down there. I cant remember most of my childhood and and scared to try.
>>39648957
Just meditate and exercise you fucking edgelord.
We can't win.
We can only "fight"
we are covered in darkness., the devil plays with us like toys, we're truly wretched souls.
this world is horrible.
>>39649798
If its any indication exercise has stopped working. I no long feel a sense of accomplishment after a workout.
Maybe go a week with minimal stuff to do? Every time i'm at drill with the marine corps (reserves life) my depression goes away. Something about having so little to do and only 1-2 tasks to focus on really helps my head get on straight
>>39650107
This does make sense work has been very hectic lately because of a project we are working on. Thankfully it's almost over and things will calm down a bit.
>>39648957
>tfw you have accepted your apathetic nature and emotions and reached a level of disconnection from the ego