>that odd feeling that everything is "off"
>the feeling that something is always not right
Had it for a really long time now, as long as I can remember.
It's a constant feeling of worry, even if there is nothing to worry about soon, it's about worrying about the future and I can't ever enjoy myself to the fullest because of it.
Even if I am enjoying something like playing videogames, there's always a feeling or thought in the back of my head that something is not right and that whatever I do now will sooner or later be a regret to me.
>>39648514
because youre not living as you should be
>>39648551
And how should I be living? aside from posting on malaysian berry-picking forum, playing videogames and going to uni/college to further get a job and wageslave in the future?
Is there truly more to life that doesn't cost a shit load of money or energy?
>>39648514
I feel the same way. i also look at the clock all the time and then feel like i'm missing out on something important. It makes it really hard to enjoy life
>>39648627
not him, but how we "really" should be living is as hunter-gatherers. that is what our bodies are currently best adapted to. agriculture is good, but our bodies and minds aren't made for agricultural societies
That's depression, OP. I suggest trying something difficult but rewarding for an extended period of time. Preferrably something outside of your house.
>>39649991
That's why you hunt and gather cock all day, right?
>>39650425
Yeah. I usually wait until the night, though, that is when the cocks really come out.
>>39648514
Iktf Anon. For me it goes even further, to the point where I feel I am off, I am not quite right.
>walk
>feel weird walking
>smoke
>feel like I smoke weird
>talk
>feel like I talk weird
I am constantly worrying about everything at once with no respite. I want out.
That's me all my life, anxious and feeling like no matter what I do it's the "wrong" thing
I also get this feeling a lot and i think it comes mainly from sitting all day in my dark room, because when i go for walks outside in the woods all my anxiety disappears, as long as i dont run into any people.