>come home from long day
>pissed off as usual about the everyday things that I'm forced to do
>have a nap
>wake up
>eat
>oddly feel in harmony with everything
>feel like nothing can move me and I am absolutely comfy
>basically feel like I just did yoga
>rarely feel like this, this nice feeling is once in a blue moon
>parents go for speedwalk
>they insist I tag along
>I do
>it unexpectedly ruined the said peaceful feeling
>come home again
>look at some porn
>despite being aroused from it, it instantly killed the last bits of said peaceful feeling
>return back to the uncomfortable state I was when I came home
Why can't I just constantly feel alright?
>>39596732
I feel this feel
>yesterday felt great
>literally best I've felt in a year+
>wasn't a great day but I wasn't just slobbing around and felt good in general
>felt so fucking freeing, so peaceful
>go to bed early and wake up to the sun like I did yesterday
>day is fucking awful with a massive migraine and constantly being bitched out
fuck this gay earth
>>39596770
>day is fucking awful with a massive migraine and constantly being bitched out
know that too well.
what's with the fast pace of shit anyway? It really makes things feel worse too.
>>39596930
>wake up at 8
>3 hours go by
>4pm
how is it happening, my life is wasting away and I can't even grasp how much time I'm losing
I WANT OFF I WANT OFF I WANT OFF
Just do some totally ORIGINAL Heroin m8
>>39596957
>have to wake up at 6:30
fuck I don't even want to leave.
>>39597112
I had to wake up at 5:30 6 days a week when I had a job. I was running on straight caffeine all day long.
>wake up 6:30
>at work 7:15
>work until 5:00, at home by 5:30
>stay up until 1am because insomnia and depression
I still wish I had it though, I miss disposable income.