i hate being stupid so fucking much i hate it more than being

Hmm. Let me cum on your ugly brainlet face, OP. My semen will make your brain power go up.

>>39593653
no it wont, chad

>>39593674
Give it a try and see if it works.

>>39593597
Interesting, so you know you are stupid? How so?

>>39593597
If I had a choice between becoming stupid but having 1million gf's, or being smart, I would choose being smart in a heartbeat. I feel sorry for brainlets like you lad. You can never experience the joy of knowledge

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>>39593738
you cant cum on my face through a computer screen
>>39593740
i hate math, reading/writing, programming, art, ect. in highschool i didnt graduate in time and i only managed to graduate late because i cheated in the credit recovery online physics class. my gpa was 1.3. i never wrote a single essay since middle school and even then they were shit. in the community college i went to i failed every course. i struggle with every task that takes any amount of effort or thinking. my only hobbies are browsing the internet, listening to music, anime/manga, and vidya. all consumption, and even that takes too much effort lately so all today ive just alternated between trying browsing the internet and daydreaming while listening to music. even typing this reply was mentally exhausting
>>39593802
exactly. at least you actually admit being smart is better than chad life

>>39593802
>You can never experience the joy of knowledge
Nigger, anyone can read. I just can't handle any kind of ambiguity. If I don't know what I'm doing I don't know what to do.

>>39593917
>you cant cum on my face through a computer screen
If you live close I'll cum on you this week.

>>39594021
whhere do you live

>>39594115
North East part of burgerland.

>>39594156
i live in michigan hows that

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>tfw dropped out of school in 7th grade because being dumb and bullying
>literally never learned anything in those 7 years

>>39594186
Not close enough, sadly. I really wanted an ugly loser brainlet to feed my cum to.

>>39594205
had you not dropped out, you would've only gone on to fail like I did
>>39594233
im not gay but thanks for wanting to cum on my face anyway

>>39593597
anon I think you need some sleep, youll feel better

>>39594375
i feel like this all day and all night, every day and every night

>>39593597
>i hate being stupid so fucking much i hate it more than being ugly and having no friends and being a virgin why do i have to be stupid AAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHHH
dumb sissy anime boi

>>39593917
in reality though...you don't sound stupid...stupid people type in a certain way and stupid people tend to not find 4chan. Most likely you have severe adhd or some other learning disability. I never felt "dumb" but i always did pretty bad in school, i did well on test and stuff but school work? nah, now i just shitpost online and show my boipucci

>>39594445
>stupid people tend not to find 4chan

How long have you been here, man?

>>39594393
anon you type like you have ADD, do you have ADD?

>no friends
>shit head
>at least I'm smart

>>39594454
>ignorant
yes
>dumb opinions
yes
>autism
yes

but straight up low iq? not really, there's usually a reason for the madness anon. If you have a learning disability you can really seem stupid even though your brain is just special

>>39594445
>now i just shitpost online and show my boipucci
>and show my boipucci
No you don't.

>>39594445
>>39594461
im not diagnosed with any mental illnesses or the like. when i say i envy smart people, i mean successful smart people and/or people with some sort of prestigious hobby or talent. the positive traits of intelligence, really

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>>39594415
>dumb sissy anime boi
What is this meme?

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>>39594563
well, they either worked their ass off to get there, or they worked their ass off to get connections

either way if you dont try your hardest to improve you will always be fucked

have a subtle clue so you can reward yourself if you find the doujin

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>>39594514
who says i haven't

>>39594563
you'll find your way anon if you don't give up on urself. t. person with crippling adhd

>>39594445
>.stupid people type in a certain way and stupid people tend to not find 4chan
How fucking old are you? This site is full of a lot of dumb anons. Particularly this board. Don't let the smug anime pictures and the confident name-calling confuse you, people here for the most part are not intelligent and know almost nothing about anything that isn't video games.

>>39593917
If you can focus on anime and manga then you can focus on a fucking book. You're probably just seriously lacking self-discipline and are too clueless to Google the right things to fix yourself.
Stop jacking off to porn. Cut back computer and internet use. Get regular exercise and make sure you get enough sleep. Eat properly and drink enough water. Write down some things you'd like to achieve and research how to do them. Look into how instant gratification can fuck everything up at least. It's interesting.
If you don't make an effort to fix the things you hate about yourself when they're pretty simple to fix then you really have no right to complain about it.

>>39594637
they had their above average intelligence and/or good social skills to get there, as well as a drive to succeed that I lack. I'm not saying I don't have the potential to improve, I just don't expect to reach that level, and that makes me sad sometimes.
>>39594652
I don't even know what I want. It changes 50 times a day. I do know that I want to be reborn with a better set of cards though
>>39594659
I've tried reading many times since I envy pretensious bookworm type people. Focusing on a book is much harder than anime/manga. It's also less enjoyable and I have to look up words every paragraph. Now of I liked reading, I would have the will to push past that. The problem is I fucking hate reading and trying to read only turns me away and makes me feel like an even bigger moron.
As for porn, I don't watch it. Nudity disgusts me desu, do does the act of sex. I do hump my pillow though while thinking of things in my head if that counts. I drink a lot of water every day. I also look for ways to improve intelligence a lot. The problem is I could feel very motivated to improve and nothing comes out of it because a half hour later I'll go back to thinking I'm a useless piece of shit. Not everything can be fixed either. You cant fix your facial structure. You can't get rid of gyno. You cant improve your IQ from 85 to 135. I might be able to improve my IQ to 90 points however, but that would still make me a drooling retard compared to the smart people i envy.

>>39594652
>who says i haven't
I am. Prove me wrong.

>>39594659
>know almost nothing about anything that isn't video games.
just because they don't know much about the world doesn't make them stupid anon. iq has nothing to do with knowledge.

Let my dumb sissy anime bois live

>>39594908
everytime i post my face you faggots get me b&

>>39593802
>joy of knowledge
What joy? I have a PHD in math
and I can assure you, my happiness if anything, has dropped

>>39594951
I already have your face, just post your pucci.

>>39594965
The reason I want to be intelligent enough to, let's say, earn a PhD in math, is so I can feel better about myself and look down on people. I want to feel superior. I think intelligence is the biggest factor in determining who is superior to who. Another reason I envy smart people is because they are able to get high paying stem jobs. It's true than even people with average intelligence can go to school and get these jobs, intelligent people will have a much easier time.

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>tfw 2 sigma
>but also disfigured and 5'10 KV
H-haha brainlets, w-when will you learn?

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>>39594981
only if you tell me you have my pictures saved...that sort of thing...excites me

>>39594186
I'm also in Michigan. I don't want to cum on your forehead though, I'm just also stupid.

>>39595199
Always nice to meet a fellow Michigan anon, especially a fellow brainlet. Where are you from? Macomb county here. Also I don't want anybody to cum on my forehead, I was just taking part in the conversation

>>39595240
I'll just say west michigan. I realized i'm a brainlet because years of googling answers to all my programming homework is finally starting to catch up to me.

>>39595291
quite a ways a way then. I was always aware that I was a brainlet for as long as I can remember. That aside, at least you were able to accomplish the programming homework, yes?

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>>39593597
I know what you mean, I hate that I can't convey my thoughts.

>>39594899
Something you won't hear from pseuds on /lit/ is that reading, especially if you're not someone who does it often, is often hard and that's completely normal. You're not going to understand words if you don't read them and look them up. You're not going to understand some sentences unless you read the whole sentence over 10 times. You might even have to start the whole chapter again. It's normal and the only reason you feel like moron is because you've probably convinced yourself that it's super easy for everyone who does is except you. Try reading something more your speed like a young adult book and work your way up into more intelligent work.

>Not everything can be fixed either
For the most part your issues can be helped. It just takes a more proactive approach than what you've been doing. If you don't watch porn that's great, but you ignored regular exercise, sleeping, diet, and limiting your computer and internet use which are equally as important. Just do some quick searches on the positive effects of those on motivation and focus.
It works anon. I wouldn't be telling you if I didn't know from first hand experience that this shit really works.

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>>39595432
I'm glad you found this thread. I like it when other anons can relate.
>>39595461
I still wish that reading (or programming, or math, or art, or something productive) was more appealing to me. I will admit that the things I tried to read were above young adult fiction when it comes to difficulty. I don't envy people that read young adult fiction though. I'd rather start with the Greeks. There's also the fact that the reason I was reading was envy. Not for enjoyment, or knowledge, but reading in the hopes that I could one day be like the pseuds on /lit/. Maybe I need to find something to read that will grab my interest. Yeah, that's probably it.

You seem like you've benefited a lot from that stuff. How would you describe yourself before you took part in that kind of self improvement and where are you now? It may not be enough to give me will power, but hearing from anons is always nice.

>>39593597
>>39593802
Agreed. Usually virgins who say that they're perfectly content without a social life are lying to themselves, but I think that's actually true in the case of a true genius like Newton, Tesla, etc.

Imagine being so smart that you can explain phenomena that have eluded humanity for centuries, or create clever mathematical proofs that are admired centuries later. Nature isn't just something you're subjected to, but a puzzle to be solved. And you don't need anyone else for this either. You're completely independent.

As a brainlet, I often feel like I'm living life blindfolded compared to my peers that can solve hard math problems or make connections between seemingly unrelated concepts. Everytime there's I can't solve but someone else can, I always feel a bit more subhuman.

>>39594625
One gay hispanic who lives in New York shows up whenever anime or homosexuality is posted.

>>39593917
I'm so stupid i can't even write half of the text you wrote

>>39595622
I don't know exactly where people expect others to begin when they "start with the Greeks" but I read The Republic a few weeks ago and it's actually pretty easy to follow along with. It can be a bit tedious but the language is easy to follow along to. If you do find there's books you do want to enjoy for your own benefit maybe you should try some audiobook versions of them. If you really you can even play games like Minecraft or Stardew Valley that don't really require a whole lot of attention while you listen.

I was meant to leave high school and complete certificates when I was 16 that would let me get into uni with a headstart by the time everyone my age was finishing school. What actually happened was I didn't realize I was a dipshit an when I went into that course I was way over my head and I became a NEET. Then just years of sitting on my ass, playing video games, watching anime, and getting fat while not doing anything to actually stimulate myself. Tried fixing things and attending a uni entry course and fucked it up twice by just not doing the work.

Without giving you my whole life story
>Dropped out of high school at 16 to become a NEET
>Attempted to join courses multiple times, failed/left them because I didn't do the work
>continued being lazy, unmotivated, fat, unemployed, and miserable because of enabler parent
>just watch anime, play video games, jack off all day every day for serveral years
>despite not doing anything to change it, feel insecure about every aspect of myself especially my intelligence
Fast forward to this year I decided I didn't want to be so fat so I started losing weight. When I could see my body change it kind of gave me the confidence that I can actually fix the shit I hate about myself so I took an active approach to bettering myself.

HAHAHA FUCKING DUMBASS

>>39596172
Lmao whoops what a fucking blunder. Wrote a green text to simplify some shit but left the rambling in there anyway.

This year I had a job temporarily at a nursery and it was probably the single best thing I have had for motivation. Made me reconsider my free time, I had a reason to actually get out of bed, I got to work with headphones in so I filled my phone with history podcasts/lectures, and I got exercise and fresh air. I'm back to being a NEET and trying to continue on the good path I had while I was employed. Going back into some courses next month that I'm positive I'll complete. Sorry for the rambling.
I hope it helps anon. I really want other people to experience what it's like to change from hating yourself to really not minding that much.

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>"Ok so basically anon you just have to do this, this, and this. Got it?"
>y-yeah
>person comes back later
>"Umm anon what are you doing? That's not how I showed you. How did you mess this up it's so simple"
>Oh... uh yeah could you show me how to do that one more time. I g-guess I forgot haha

>>39594965
What field is your area of expertise?

>>39596270
I don't mind rambling at all, desu. Your posts are appreciated. It seems like seeing a physical change is what made a big change in your motivation and things. I guess I could try to fix my posture seeing as that won't take a lot of work and would build up confidence. Slow and steady.

>>39596457
That's the way, anon. Just keep your mind towards the better you.

>>39594233
nigga u are just the same as this brainlet.
Cumming on faces of fellow gender is gay, and its degenerate
You are stupid as fuck