Who /low test/ here >tired all the time >mind is foggy

stop drugs
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>>39591559
I've been clean for about a year now and I don't feel any better.

I think I reached my peak at sixteen or seventeen. Ever since then I've been spiraling downwards. I lost all hope by the time I was 21. I feel like the best years of my life are over and the future is nothing but this hell.

>>39591527
That's depression what you're describing. You can drink all the shark semen you want and you'll still feel the same

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>>39591650
Depression affects your muscle mass?

>>39591527
This
Me except my voice is quiet and fucking nasely
I really can't get angry either, it's like when I want to get mad it all just goes away like water down a plughole in a sink, once it reaches a certain level it all just drains away
Am I destined to get cucked?

>>39591650
low testerone causes depression

>>39591527
lift the heaviest thing you can find, as many times as possible

>>39591665
It affects your desire to eat and your energy levels which you need to lift and grow muscle, so yes

I can't even come to terms with what I am ontologically speaking. There is no self or there are many selves?
>Inb4shizoid

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OP here. There's something else too but I'm not sure if it's related to testosterone levels.

I go through most days completely hating myself and being embarrassed of who I am (this is my default at this point), but every now and then I get this intense, euphoric feeling where I love myself even with all my flaws and I just feel this amazing sense of compassion and protectiveness of myself

Does anyone else feel this

>>39591527
I have to take pills to sleep.
I have no issues focusing
People tell me often that I am stronger than I look
Voice is baritone/bass
Never found pleasure in anything sexual
Cannot become angered, only frustrated or annoyed for a small bit of time
and yet when I have my testosterone checked, doc said all is normal

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>>39591699
I eat a lot though, and I'm still a weak, tired lanklet.

There are a lot of low test males here. Half the posters inject themselves with hormones to block and replace test just so that they can sort of look like a really ugly woman.

>>39591628
Quit putting yourself down you fucking pussy

>>39591791
>be a low test male
>tell doctor your symptoms of low test
>doc says you're fine

>be mentally ill female
>tell doc that you identify as a male
>doc prescribes test

>>39591790
Yes, I look past all of my flaws feel great and want to be productive and feel I could do anything, and then reality hits me like a truck not to long after. If that's what normies feel like constantly then I could see why they get laid

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>Fap maybe once a week
>Any type of exercise tires me out almost immediately
>Sleep 12 hours a day

I hate being low test. fucking kill me

>>39591790
Same,typically hate myself but occasionally feel that im not so bad for a few hours. Hits me out of the blue and then its gone.

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I am actually diagnosed as low T and I AM PISSED. The average T for a man is anywhere from 300-1200. I am at 220, for reference that average T for a woman is 250, I have less T than the average woman.

I went to my doctor and he was going to prescribe T treatment to get me to normal levels, instead he referred me to a specialist. This was 4 months ago. I finally saw the specialist today and what does this nigger say? He wants to send me to another fucking specialist which means waiting even more to finally get fucking treated.

Just like OP I'm always tired, no motivation, constant brain fog, weak as shit, hesitant and constant beta. If I would have just said "Doctor, I want to be a woman" they'd give me fucking estrogen on a silver platter but they make you jump through hoops even if you have bloodwork showing you have less T than the average fucking woman or MtF tranny.

I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL

>>39591527
help urself eat healthy get enoughs leep chase ur dreams be nice op everything will be ok......

>>39592519
They would love to turn you into a tranny, but making men more masculine is counterintuitive to their plans.

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Is it possible to increase your test levels naturally without access to testosterone? Can working out, eating healthy, etc., increase your test?

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>>39592429
At least you get to sleep half your day away. Try having both low test and insomnia.

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>>39592519
>I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL
If they give you test they will be treating the symptom only.
If they find the cause of your low test and fix it you will be normal so don't be pissed if they send you to specialists...

>>39592725

>Treat the symptom
>But if you're depressed they'll throw dangerous SSRIs at you
>If hurt, they'll throw dangerous Opiates
Most doctors are hacks

>>39591527
IM HIGH TEST HIGH ESTROGEN SO IM JUST ANGRY AND HAVE TITS

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>>39592704
>Try having both low test and insomnia.
T H I S

I can only sleep maybe 3 or 4 hours.

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>>39592725
Funny how they have the complete opposite mentality when it comes to trannies.
>nah, who cares what's causing him to feel like this, let's just turn him into a woman

It's almost as if there is someone behind all this plotting against us.

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>>39592785
Same. I am so utterly exhausted. I constantly feel like I'm about to die, yet death never comes.

>>39591527
thats from masturbation, not from low test. There is literally no way you are so low test that youre a phlegmatic all of a sudden, trust me. You should focus on getting off the internet, and eating a ton of healthy food, especially something that boost brain power, and water, thatll clear up fatigue. thats all it is, youre not low test. just dehydrated and suffering from the effects of the internet

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My brain fog is so fucking bad. Even the most simple, menial task that a literal child could accomplish has turned into a monumental task for me.

Something as basic as threading a needle is hard for me. My hands are shaky, I can't control my clumsy fingers, I can't hold the needle steady or in the right position, it's absolutely ridiculous.

The normies at work are beginning to think I am legitimately retarded.

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>>39591527
dude, that's not low testosterone that's just depression

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>>39592939
>Maintenance Week at my job
>need assistance doing even the smallest of tasks because my brain shuts itself off
>feel like I do everything wrong anyway

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>>39593209
Does depression turn you into a braindead retard as described here >>39592939

>>39592647
Yes
-Lift heavy (and avoid cardio, except HIIT)
-Get good sleep
-Have a good balanced diet
-supplement Vitamin D if you aren't getting enough
-try to avoid stress/anxiety

>>39593209
depression can lead to low test, or vice versa, it's all a vicious cycle either way

>>39593281
>constantly fucking up at work
>job is ridiculously simple, any normie idiot could do it
>need help for literally everything
>don't know how much longer they will put up with me
>every day sink to new depths of embarrassment with something else I can't do
>try to listen when they explain things to me but I can't focus, it just goes in one ear and out the other

>>39593288
that could be something else but tell me his initial description doesn't look exactly like depression, if anything what he's saying here>>39592939 is far too critical and a further expression of the hate he has for himself rather than an actual reality for him.

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>>39593322
>try to avoid stress/anxiety

>>39593437
I said try. I'm sorry doggo.

>>39592619

Alex Jones was right!

>>39592725

I know but I just want some relief, I'm sick of living this way. Can't they just prescribe some medication only for a month while I wait for the other specialist?