Why do I feel like becoming a girl /r9k/? I don't want to

>>39567966
fuck off h****
i know its you

>>39567975
I don't know who you're referring to.

>>39567966
>Why do I feel like becoming a girl /r9k/? I don't want to be a freak but I can't help but have these impulses. Am I mentally ill? Should I fight it or just get it over with and kill myself?
Dumb sissy anime boi

>>39567992
paly dumb BITCH

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>>39568014
Rude anon

gagdagaga

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>>39567966
I've wanted to be a girl since I was ten. And I didn't grow up in a feminists environment, never even exposed to it. I grew up in a place and time it wasn't prevalent.

And to be honest my desires for being a girl are mostly traditional. I want to be a good girl.

>>39567966
>Why do I feel like becoming a girl /r9k/? I don't want to be a freak but I can't help but have these impulses. Am I mentally ill? Should I fight it or just get it over with and kill myself?
Dumb sissy cat poster.

if you become a girl I guarantee you you will want to kill yourself more

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>>39567966
STOP WATCHING PORN

and you should maybe get your testosterone up.
also listen to common filth

>>39568121
Same desu although I did grow up in a very feministy single mother enviroment. I don't desire to be a slut, although my sexual fantasies are of having sex as a woman. It's why I don't talk to guys who are into girls(male) online very often, most of them just want something to wank off to.
>>39568182
Then what do? I can either become a girl(male) and kill myself or I can stay a male and kill myself.
>>39568189
Haha, I know common filth, I introduced my friend to him and he's a hardcore christian now. I can't stand his hatred of the white race, all he ever goes on about is how white people are bad because X and it really turns me away from him.

>>39568182
Not OP but I were a real girl, a real biological female i'd be the happiest girl in the world.

Becoming a tranny is a pointless and delusional exercise in futility. Cutting your dick off is insane. I've heard hrt helps with gender dysphoria but I am skeptic.

>>39567966
Go to /LGBT/ and ask for advice damnit. There are plenty of people there who'll call you a filthy degenerate, but in between them there might be someone who actually knows what they're doing.

There's even a club of cool kids who actively repress their feelings and are proud of it, even though the suicide attempt rate is higher for trans folks who aged in the body they don't want. Even conservative folks who don't want to be trans could still be trans.

>>39568206
I sometimes wonder whether he has talked himself into a depression or whatever. Most of his message is, I think, nonetheless very valuable. Maybe give him another try?

And regarding the original topic: Dude, just stay male. Fight your impulses and DON'T kill yourself.

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>>39568466
I think everyone talks themselves into depression, it seems to me to be something that presents itself as an intellectual curiosity that is ultimately self destructive. I can't stand to listen to his content any more, it's far too negative for me. I am a big fan of channels like Millennial Woes and On the Offensive, and to a lesser degree Davis Aurini. There is a certain optimism in the pro-white alt-right that just isn't there with Common Filth.

>>39568530
Woesy is good, got me into this whole "Alt Right" phenomenon back in 2015. Was quite the breath of fresh air for me. I had no idea of what was slowly developing over yonder in the English speaking world. It's impressive what came out of youtube comment sections and obscure right wing podcasts.

Regarding depression as the ultimate edge: I personaly am of the opinion, that for ones character to grow, it is necessary to wander on dark paths. I like to imagine it as as recruits first battle, the baptism by fire. Some break and fall by the wayside, others come through with a new sense of purpose and direction.

I guess it's a personal thing. Some people need optimism like fresh air, others don't.
Thankfully, I am of the later. Whould I not be, I'd have finished myself off for good or gone mad by now (I live in Germany, not much to be optimistic about hahaha).

>>39568963
I'm from Scotcuckistan myself, like 15 mins from where Woes himself is from and I can confirm, there is a reason he is depressed. But that being said, I think that you need a good combination of optimism and pessimism. If you are surrounded all the time by depression and darkness and so on it will just destroy you. I feel sorry for you though, Germanistan is fucked, the only place that is more fucked is Sweden.

>>39569083
There is a quote atributed to Willem the Silent:

"One need not hope in order to undertake, nor succeed in order to persevere."

I'm glad that I have the chance to live in this time of ours. It will be decicive. Whether we will in the end be sucessfull or not doesn't matter to me. What matters is the duty to to something. And if we all die a gruesome death in the end, at least we know what we fought for.

>>39567966
I'm gonna save you some time.

Yourementally Ill.

>>39569605
Oh, t...thanks anon

>>39569765
Get some electroshock therapy before it becomes illegal

>>39567966
Ask yourself "why do i wanna be a girl?" post results, OP you gigantic sodomite.

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>>39569821
Yes daddy pence

>>39569842
I don't know why, I just have a deep internal need to be. Every moment that I think about it is agony. I know that you suspect me of wanting to be a girl because you think I find it arousing but that is simply not the case.

>>39570015
Were you sexually abused as a kid?
Did you grow up in a single mother household?
Were you talked out of doing physical activities such as sports(football, basketball etc).
Did you grow up in some sort of progressive(politics) household?

>>39570145
>Were you sexually abused as a kid?
Yes
>Did you grow up in a single mother household?
Yes
>Were you talked out of doing physical activities such as sports(football, basketball etc).
No, but I never wanted to do them myself so never participated anyway
>Did you grow up in some sort of progressive(politics) household?
Yes

I've tried explaining before to my family about the problems all of these things have caused me but they refuse to understand and just state that I'm trying to shift the blame onto somebody else. I guess they're correct in a sense.

>>39567966
>tfw wanted to be a girl
>was too ugly and couldn't pass
>stuck as guy

>>39570214
There you go, those are your reasons for why you feel this way, your brain was rewriten through what had been done to you along with the environment you grew up in to think that being male sucks arse and being female is the right thing to be and it stuck with you after all those years.

>>39567966

I feel the urge to become one too. I'm a bit over 18, i think I could pull it off. I dont know how to stop the thoughts, and I dont think I want to

>>39570590
So what do you expect me to do with that information? I know and understand this and have for a long time but it still doesn't make me feel any different.

>>39570715
Seek cognitive behaviour therapy if you want those feelings eliminated.

>>39570776
>Cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT) is a talking therapy that can help you manage your problems by changing the way you think and behave.
>changing the way you think and behave.
I don't want to change the way I think and behave. I want this one aspect of myself to be gone, that's it.

>>39570948
It would probably never go away but CBT could help you manage it better.

>>39570145
Not that anon but I want to be a girl and

>no
>no
>no
>and hell no, it was conservative christian but they never enforced anything

I just really wanna be a girl.