>Never checked girls out in High-school >Jerked off twice

I need answers to this as well.

>>39567137
Depends on what u jerking of to

>>39567137
>>39567666

Youve subconsciously internalized the fact that you will never be in the same league as any living woman.

>>39567834
This, you're basically submitting to them. You're admitting defeat automatically. You should develop yourselves further and gain the self respect you need to look them in the eye as well as the ass and tits.

>>39567834
This is a cool theory, but I recall trying to stare at a girl's bouncing breasts, but I couldn't bring myself to really care. I just wanted to look like a heterosexual young man.

>>39567944
This , I dont feel anything when looking.

>>39567137
You aren't interested in women but still have the urge to jerk off. You might have a a fetish buried inside your mind, so be careful you don't trigger it and die of shame every day.

>>39567944
>>39567977
I made eye contact with a fertile 17 year old and got a boner in public, maybe you should try looking into their smiling (or borderline terrified) faces.

>>39568116
Nothing works though. Its almost as if there is no driving force behind me in this area, I have no ambition in this field and Im not gay.

>>39567977
>>39567944
>>39567137
You're not going to get a boner while looking at pictures of naked girls. I'm not sure why nobody says this, but you most likely aren't.
You need to look at something that suits your fancy

>>39568271
I have searched far and wide though and nothing works , I have tried no fap and I do 30 mins of cardio everyday. Nothing works.

>>39568310
Do you out have a hormonal imbalance? I'm no doctor, but perhaps something is wrong.

>>39568381
Something is wrong , its like the Human inside that should want these things is dead.As for hormonal imbalances I dont know.

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>>39568116
>Made eye-contact with 14 year old girl
>Her face was a mixture of shock and "Seriously, me?"

I had no idea I was that starved for the opposite sex. She wasn't even cute or anything, and she looked like a Mr. Potato-head because of her age.

>>39567137
>>39567666
>>39567944
>>39567977
U got the gay

Your duty and fate is to reach enlightenment and avoid females

>>39568579
im not gay. I have only been on grindr once and got fucked by 3 guys and raped by one. Im not gay though , I was just starved for attention at the time.

I have the exact same situation and it haunted me my entire teens & adulthood. I went to multiple doctors who said my hormones were fine. I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I'm 20 and I hear that that is the age of your prime sexual desire but I wouldn't consider having sex with a woman if she was naked in front of me.
I've considered "faking it" and getting a gf/married but I'm pretty sure that the effort I'd put into sex while being not interested (i.e. no reward) would make me have problems keeping erections during sex.
This sucks and I feel it's slowly making me depressed.

>>39568696
Yeah, no, this is bait. Thread over.

>>39568741
How do you know it's OP?

>>39568741
It actually isnt though , I was starved of Human affection and this was the only way I could get it. Not to mention my "friends" at the time were saying "You never talk about girls anon , you must be gay haha". One of them manipulated me into believing this was the root of all my problems.

>>39568825
Get tested for HIV

That's dangerous

>>39568973
At least if I have it I can get ill and just fucking die. I dont know how much I can take of this ride.

>Feel disconnected from world
>Realize I don't remember most of public school or even my day job

It's an abstract kind of hell