Why do I chicken out every time I get close to sucking a dick?

you need to dress and be pretier

>>39524348

Why?

I don't dress at all, why do I need to?

>>39524364
I've dressed before, once when way younger, once or twice like 3 years ago... I enjoyed these times very, very much.

But I don't have a strong desire to do so now...

Honestly, at the risk of sounding normie as FUCK, you're probably just not ready with the guy yet.

Maybe, I don't know, do other things that you ARE comfortable with until youre ready.

uh, pussy. (hee hee)

>>39524413
These fantasies make me insecure with girls :/

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I found a dude I find kinda attractive if I see from a submissive perspective...

The whole thing makes me think I have split personalities.....

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Part of me wonders that if I wanted to do it, why haven't I??

Will I regret trying it if I don't like it???

>>39524476
What do you mean? What fantasies?

>>39524747
Submissive cocksucking fantasies make me feel like a non masculine freak and hurts my confidence

I don't want to suck a cock and lower my confidence, self esteem, etc forever.

I'm in Marshall arts and want to be able to look instructors and students in the eye without feeling ashamed.

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I'm feeling myself getting closer...

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There's no shame in enjoying yourself, right?

No shame in tryi something new?

He's trying to get me to come over right now....