If I had a sweet, loving, caring and understanding gf I probably

>>39506816
Well, you can always get your shit together and get one?

>>39506816
Water is wet anon

Go for it though. Even losing your virginity to a sex worker might help your confidence.

>>39506852
no physical or psychological forces to do it. I need a pick-me-up

>>39507856
Shit ain't gonna work

>>39506816
If you having depression it's understandable. There's nothing anyone can tell you to make up your mind. One day you'll realise you don't need to feel like that or don't want to, no matter what shitty the situation is. It can take you years, decades, but one day you will realise. Better if you try and try, and fail and fail, like an old car, one day you will be set. What you ask is love, a nurturing feeling that maybe you didn't have. That is not free. You'll have to search it. Do what you must to achieve your goals. And, as I said. Fail, fail and fail. One day you won't.
PS. Women aren't really don't worth. What you're asking is a loving - lovable person. Women are defectably searching a nestable men to get taken care of. You don't need a gf, maybe a friend, male or female, o maybe a pet. Women are at most the necessary evil to complete reproduction programming in men. There's no fairness in this world, and you have to be very lucky to "be great", but greatness always come with tragedy. LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE. BE FREE. AT THE TIME OF DEATH YOU WON'T REGRET NOTHING.

>>39508041
2/?
Also, you're right. Nobody cares about you. Why you care about them?