I became a chad, but I still feel like a robot
>Be me, the fat, ugly, shy kid growing up
>Fall head over heels in love with one girl freshman year of highschool
>Pure innocent girl who like video games and is one of the most popular girls in the school
>Go into the same club to get close to her
>She says "Wow, you're like a brother to me, anon"
>I realized I have to change and lost 50 pounds and learned how to socialize within 5 months
>In the same college as her now and in order to try to get confidence have had sex
>Had sex with 5 different girls, but always imagined it was her everytime
>Implied that I had lots of girls interested in me to her
>She now thinks I'm a man whore when I just wanted her to see me as a man and not her brother
>I have about 6 girls on call that if I wanted to have sex with I could. And about 10 just off the top of my head who I could date if I wanted to
>They'll never be her
>I don't want it to be anyone but her
We're still good friends and hang out. She's still a virgin and has never dated anyone. I don't want to feel this way. I either want to date her or stop thinking about her
>>39503900
do whatever you want. unironically telling you to just be yourself. if casual sex isn't you, then stop doing it. don't try to be what you think she wants you to be. be yourself. if that doesn't get her attention then move on.
dont give up, let her know that you a tiger,baby
she knows what you want, dont play stupid brotha
>>39503941
I want to I just haven't met a girl that conpares to her.
>>39503900
I know this will come off as some fag shit, but if you care for her that much, don't write this shit out for us, write it for her. The whole "i'm a desirable guy" only gets you to fuck girls who see sex as a status symbol, where being able to fuck chad shows some self worth (and vice versa for guys who only think about pussy). Just show her that you have some self awareness and that you care about her.
But what the fuck do I know, i'm a 20 something kissless hugless handholdless loser faggot.
>>39504176
I get what you're saying, but if I do a big confession and it goes bad then I'll look like a stalker and lose her as a friend, plus everyone will know me as the creepy kid. I could lose everything
>>39504284
which sucks, but the alternative is having her five feet away from you for the rest of your life and feeling like you could never be further away.
i know its presumptuous, and you have more skin in the game than me, but if you've got 3 or 4 years of college ruined vs never really falling in love, i'd take the former.