You can post ITT only ifyou wish you were deadfuck the universe tbqhwy familias
You fuck the universe you fuck yourself, boyo.
>>39500822
I used to wish i connected more with the "friends" i have, but honestly i dont care anymore
my mind is just still
>>39500822
tfw other people fucked up my life without realizing it and I was always just being a nice guy. And whenever your around them it's super cringey because there normie behavior can't comprehend how dead inside I am and how much certain interactions with them made it that way among other things.
yeah I'm pretty miserable right now, I really doubt any of my friends are real, I honestly think they're all just fucking with me
>>39500822
Tfw I used to be an emotional butterfly, I could flow in a conversation without stoping and breaking in mid sentence. I could tell a story like a good comedian. Now I'm just an emotionless vegetable, the best I can come up with is a honest smile. But it's like I'm just smiling at the absurdity of life, especially my own. And I know most of the people I've met have never been through this profound pain, even if they cut themselves, it still won't equal the profound sorrow I've felt inside. It's like a lot of people who do that are still in a movie, there like this is the part where I get angry and show the world. They don't get how much happiness they've felt and how little darkness they've experienced. And the little knowledge of convultedness as a substance of other peoples lives. These are abstract feels I'm describing.Basically what I'm talking about is a robot's life vs everyone else's and how most these people would do far worse to themselves or kill themselves if they had to live with the painful day in and day out life of a robot's. They couldn't even comprehend the level of misunderstanding, awkwardness, information overload that we've experienced in our routine. It's amazing that we don't all off ourselves at once.
>>39500822
>google reasons not to kill myself
>sunshine XD muffins XD
God the only person I want to kill more than myself are the idiots who write this shit
>>39501562
This to be honest senpai shaking my head in an original way
>>39500822
im on meth so lifes actually okay feelsgoodman
Sometimes I wish I could become a werewolf so that at least there would be something interesting about my day/night. Just transform like a freak out of nowhere when the moon's out. Probably get rid of all them negative feels after all them nights of savagery. lol
I mean honestly fuck vampires. Being a werewolf is where it's at.
>people telling me to go to college
>people telling me to eat better / work out
>people telling me to talk to more people and form more relationships
>all while I plan to kill myself before 25
>obviously can't tell them so I just turn my brain off and sit there like an autist
>>39500822
Where's Yahshua when you need him.
Is this guy a chad in a robot's body?
>>39500822
The curse of life is a burden to us all.
I fucking hate this world. I fucking hate God for being such a cunt. I fucking hate detecting every automated confused look response that every normie has to my personal existence.
>Tfw enjoy life
>tfw going to accomplish my life goal of killing at least one jew and one negro before i die
Life is good
>Depressed
>Dropped out of college
>Sleep 12 hours a day
>Can't focus on anything
>Only enjoyable thing is fapping
>Recently got Erectile Dysfunction
Why the fuck didn't I kill myself a year ago. I knew it was going to get worse but I didn't have the courage to do it.
How do people get motivation to do anything at all?
>>39503453
>depressed
>dropped out of college before I even went to my classes
>can't focus on anything
>fapping isn't even enjoyable
>erectile dysfunction
You have it better than I do