I don't get why I am such a lazy asshole. I just want to be a good person, with good relationships and go out and achieve but I fucking don't. I'm sick of my myself and I even get on my own nerves. I've never had a real friend, never had a gf, family all hates me. I'm all I have. Why the fuck can't I just be a good successful person?
>>39500364
I know that feel, brother.
It's been the same ever since high school, I'll get some kind of responsibility, never actually do it, and then feel like shit after the fact.
It's an endless cycle
>>39500508
exactly, I never follow through with anything, and I'm never committed. people don't wanna be around someone like me. I haven't spoken to anyone other than family for weeks. it's hell.
>>39501058
Maybe some day we'll break out of the cycle, maybe
Godspeed to you, brother
>>39500508
Is there any way fo escape this cycle? I've tried to put effort into socialising, my studies before but in time I quickly fall behind on everything and can't keep up with myself. I then just give up and become entrapped within the pitfall of depression.
>>39501098
thanks senpai, I hope we break it. I really do
best of luck to you
>>39500364
Drugs are the key
>>39502057
What, like Adderall?