>tfw real life doesn't feel real anymore
I'm losing my mind
What do you mean doesn't feel anymore?
>>39495527
It just doesn't have that sense of "realness" to it, don't know how to describe it other than that
Everything seems random and chaotic, there's no solid sense of life to me like there was when I was a younger/a kid
I'm always in my head and it's like I've over thought life to the point where it's lost all meaning, and I don't even mean like a nihilist cause they can still go on living their life and still feel like it's real. I feel like I've broken my brain
>>39495499
Same here anon. I`ve lost my sense of reality, so much so that I even like the moments I feel pain, because it gives me a feeling of realness, and keeps me awake
>>39495652
Same, but i don't even feel anything.
Same, nothing ever excites me anymore.
>>39495499
you have derealization or/and depersonalization, it may go away in a day or in a year or never, enjoy
>>39495499
I live between releases of things that I like.
Last one was wanting to live till 2016 for Bowies last album (RIP) and now it's 2018 for Ace Combat 7.
Also MGSV was in their too for 2016 but we all know how that turned out
I'm never going to have a cute girlfriend at this rate. My classmates all have one last I checked. I'm retarded. I asked him how he did it and he's just "I don't know we met at school" or "we met through friends and hit it off". Online dating is impossible without a car and this homely beta face bad haircut combo I've got going on. Should I take a girl home to mommy's spare bedroom? Anyone else in the same boat?
>>39495652
Do you have derealization? I am not a doctor
>>39495499
>WITH YOU FEET IN THE AIR AND YOUR HEAD ON THE GROUND
>>39495499
DP/DR sucks ass, I feel for you man.
It's brought on from anxiety/depression, you need to address the underlying cause of it to cure it - try to keep your mind distracted with hobbies. Also improve your diet and work out a little, avoid caffeine or over stimulating your brain. It goes away in time.
I had that shit for about 2-3 years until I started taking an SSRI and improving my health. Wouldn't wish DP/DR on my worst enemy.
>>39495499
28yo wageslave here.
When i'm in that mode i like to watch hd fullscreen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9pavMzUY-c
with
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEYP6q3_uJU
as soundtrack while I slowly getting drunk with brandy.
hope this will help you as much as helps me
Sincerity, an Anon.
P.s. I love this place cause here i can me truly sincere.
Mine hasn't for a while, probably why I've made such poor decisions throughout.
Fuck I'm so broken and breaking further because of this.
>>39495499
I sometimes feel pre-2016 me was actually someone else and I became a different person last year.
>>39495652
It's called disassociation it means you're a depressed faggot
Literally u need meds see a doctor u probably have anxiety too