>tfw since little people tell you : 'you hear insults

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>tfw since little people tell you : 'you hear insults that doesn't exist' 'stop being so paranoid anon' 'are you crazy'

>tfw everyone looks threatening to you even after rationalizing

>tfw walk in the road you always looks behind you in case someone wants to hurt you or something, checking the shadow of people if they walk behind u and always being ready to punch someone in case he wants to beat u or something and escape strategically

>tfw wants to kill whole people close to you because you think they conspire against you, already threatened them to death (telling them how you would slowly kill them)

>tfw i don't trust any psychiatrist psychologist whatever is called and probably gonna kill myself in some months

what is this shit called ? i don't feel schizophrenic i think my fears are justified but still ...

i'm never took any kind of drug or got traumatized in my childhood