I've been having crushes on girls since I was around four

I've somewhat become that subconsciously except my thing is music, TV shows and movies. I dont think it's bad if you feel good about what you're doing. I feel like it's the natural outcome for guys like us in this modern society, we're adapting. I used to beat myself up about it (sometimes I still do) but now for the most part I'm content.

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Me too. I had a crush in kintergarten. I didn't know what sex was yet; I think I wanted to color or recite the alphabet together or something. I liked her name. I don't remember what it was.

Don't you want companionship and romanticism like everyone else? Why stay single for life unless you're involuntaryily celibate like me

>>39461302
I had a crush in kindergarten too. I thought of bringing her a flower. But that was my first experience with insecurity. My kindergarten brain thought in kindergarten language "She doesn't like you". Years later I'm still the same way. Barely know how to have a conversation with women

>>39461302
No, I don't want friends. I don't bother to remember people's names and I don't pursue any romantic relationships anymore. I've just become completely turned off to relationships. People are just horrible. I love the people I already know my family and I love my pets and all animals in general. I like children too and am kind of sad that I won't be able to raise one. I'd do it if it was possible to adopt and be a single father but people would probably think I'm a pedophile.

when I was in in kindergarten I had a crush on a girl. my tiny brain didnt think that she didnt like me, and she didnt reject me. that was my peak. I know the formula to get girls, but I cant get my autistic brain to do shit

And so I recede into solitude. I begin on my journey to become a wraith