Who /meds/ here?
Haven't been on Zoloft for 6 years, but I'm back on the same 200mg dose i was on then.
Also taking Hydroxyzine now. 50 mg, three times a day.
I just feel blank. If i died right now, it wouldn't bother me.
I just don't want anything.
>>39438692
>I just don't want anything.
you want to return to 2007 and play vanilla TF2
>>39438764
Now you've got me popping my Orange Box disc in to my XB1
It's just not the same but at least it's untouched by valves tainted hand
>>39438692
Haha inside xd
Enjoy your rain chemistry being even more fucked with serotonergic drugs daily
>>39438789
>tf2
>xbox
starting to understand why you are mentally ill
I'm lying to my doctors and family about taking my medications.
It's not like a pill is going to make me not a horrible person who deserves to die.
>>39439111
Tell yiur family the truth, if they kick you out, get a job and live by yourself
Easier said than done but after a few months of determination, work and indulging on weekends you will adapt to a new enviroment
You will be depressed for the first week or month but after accomplishing things in yiur day to day life(lifting making money etc.) youll feel better
Also dont fucking jerk it porn
>>39439299
I don't live with my parents and I have a job and am in school.
I just don't fit in no matter what and very much wish I did not exist. Everything hurts all the time.
>>39439343
Really nigga the worst thing is not fitting in with people that are mostly fake cunts
If you didnt have a father figure, that may have something to do with your mindset(serious)
>>39439343
In all seriousness, if you want to effectively drown out yiur sadness you have to direct your attention at something else, an example among ""plebs is politics, sports and othrr shit
>>39439429
I mean more that I don't really fit into this universe. I don't care about being social, I'm just not fit for anything.
of course it's my mindset, I was born with a brain that abhors any good feeling whatsoever. It's like there's a constant flow of misery but my survival instinct prevents me from doing anything to end it.
>>39439299
Do you think that arctic fox is a girl? If it is I'd want to fuck it.
>>39439492
So you were a cynical kid?????
Or was it triggered by something(99% of the time it is)
>>39439555
I don't know I feel like I was a happy enough kid but then my therapist pointed out a bunch of early symptoms of depression. Ever since age 17 it's been like a constant faucet of miserable thoughts no matter what though.
I have no idea what it could have been triggered by, I just think that's the way I am and I had the bad luck to be born like this.
>>39439612
Why did you have a therapist for if you were cool?