>wake up feeling happy
>remember how I felt last night and get depressed
>wake up
>immediately regret it
>>39422959
>wake up
>realize I shat my pants again
>lie in bed at night all comfortable
>go to sleep
>seemingly teleport to the next morning
>have to fight the burn in my eyes just to drag my head to the coffee
>take a stimulant just to go work and make money for some greedy unevolved cunt
>days of misery trailed by nights of dread
The world needs to die
>>39423225
>>seemingly teleport to the next morning
fuck I hate this shit.
>>39422959
>lay around in bed for hours regretting past mistakes and worrying about future ones
>finally fall to sleep, having constant nightmares about past traumatic events
>either wake up after 2 hours of sleep or at 3 PM
>either way, feel exhausted, again thinking about past and future mistakes
>>39423225
what kind of stimulant?
>>39423268
Just coffee anon I'm not interesting enough for anything else
>>39422959
>wake up
>instant anxiety
>>39422959
>wake up
>realize i will always be a brainlet with bad memory
FUCK