My only two "friends" from highschool. >Me in present

>>39416344
I feel you anon, honestly this sounds cliche but the only thing you can do is move on, work out, get some good clothes/haircut and use all that bottled up anger to fuel this so you can show them up in a few years

>>39416344
>since I can't find them in the nightclub I try Contacting him with my phone
>No reply
>I start feeling really depressed at this point after spending most of my trying to find my friend
>I still believed at that point that it could be that he can't find me and has phone problem but I began to doubt this
>Spend more time searching
>Check time
>12:45
>I carry on searching
>Find them at 1:30
>Only my friend and his other friend together
>Greet them again
>Start trying to talk to them
>I notice they are half ignoring my conversation with them
>We start walking back to a bar
>We get to an alleyway and we stop because other friend needs to pass
>We wait round for a while
>They are both on their phones while I'm making an effort to talk to them
>I turn to wall away from them to piss into a drain
>I hear walking
>By the time I turn around they are at the end of the alley and begin running at which point they disappeared around a corner into the street

>I just stood there and stared
>At first I felt like running after them but then realised they ran from me
>It hit me then how all the avoided messages for socialising over the past four years weren't just mistakes or coincidences
>I realised how false my friendships were
from my two friends
>Turned and began walking opposite direction down the alley
>Deep feeling of betrayal and depression
>Walk to a chip shop by myself
>When I get there I feel so bad I lost my appetite
>Call taxi and wait outside
>While waiting one of my acquaintances asked for money for chippers.
>I put on a cheerful face and gave it
>He talked to me for a few minutes before leaving to buy his chips


>That acquaintance of mine was more sincere to me in those two minutes than mytwo
"friends" have ever been
>I don't know if I was the problem or did I just have two shallow cunts pretend to be my friends

>>39416437
I am well groomed, sociable, treat people well, always try to be friendly and have fun with people.

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>>39416834
Im Irish, America has strick over 21s rules for alcohol
Notice how I said I got into nightclub.
Ireland is 18s for drink
Almost all 4channers are America
therefore this is real

>>39416344
That was your fault buddy, you did something really autistic lmao. Btw friends are just a meme.

>>39416966
I feel suicidal by myself and I can't make new friends until college

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>>39417024
There's nothing wrong without not having friends, embrace individualism

>>39416344
Here you go robro for better

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>>39417070
With* fgs

>>39417070
I only had one friend in elementary school with made me anxious with strangers. That is why I only had two friends who just happened to be cunts

>>39417080
Im am well able for normie life but am only stopped by my anxiety which led to depression which led to apathy which could either lead to neethood,suicide or something else

You should have realized how much they were fake pieces of shit before then. All you can do now is confront them and let them know how pathetic they were for "pretending" to be your friends instead of just saying they didn't want to see you in the first place. Make sure they realize how they were being complete bitches by avoiding you instead of being upfront about it. Try to fight them if you can.

The other option is to move on and just forget they ever existed. Genuine people are hard to come by, but you just have to wait until you meet them. Until then, don't expect anything from anyone, most people are pieces of shit. Time heals all wounds my friend.

Sounds like you need some self exploration. You obviously have a lot to give. Don't throw your pearls before swine. Don't give what is sacred to dogs, they will only turn and bite you.

>>39417147
I messaged him "Youre a cunt" on every social media platform and then defriended him

>>39417175
I'm hoping when I start college I can make some new real friends

>>39416344
Yeah just move on. Block those cocksuckas if you have to